Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
Tracy...*waiting all the while*..luv u for who u r...
Haiz..today wake up late..haha...6.30 when shirley called my hse than i woke up..haha..lucky she called..haha....tks shirley btw..haha...than went school...after the assembly, there is another round of house meeting..haha..than i as kestrel house members were being called....guess wat..when i stand up..i saw vin n berlinda chatting happily..n his face were so red..lol..haiz..at tat moment i was damn furious..i also don noe how to explain my feeling..jus feeling unhappy..than from tat moment..my mind is blank..haiz...than after tat is chinese class..we went back to class..than i asked vin all tat..than he told mi he is not toking to her..is the bois..haiz...how to believe...i see thru my eyes..haiz...but at tat moment i was trying to convest myself in believing him...its damn xin ku lor..sob...how i wish i could let go soon...the feeling of mi is jus like so many strings r being tied so tightly around mi n i was struggling to relieve myself..haiz..than after recess, when i was outside the art room..saw him n her together again..omg...i was damn damn damn......haiz.....all my friends saw tis time round lor...can i deceive myself again tis time ?? no i cant liao..haiz..wat shld i do....u tell mi la..than wroted a letter to him n tell him bout how i felt but don noe he really understand or not..haiz...the last period...chinese lesson scolded chin boon..so sorry...cause he make fun of connie.tats y..but also can sae he deserve it..haha..but i am sorry wif my words...haiz..after sch go lot 1 also saw him at kfc wif his classmate..haiz,..don noe la..end here le...jus hope he will be cleared away from harm..n hope tat i could "protect" him as much as i can...today quotes....^Luv hurtz real deep^...Hope our promise last.......
Jus wat u trying to do...wat u r up to ?? i really need a real ans from u...r u telling mi the truth or not...i am soo confuse in ur ans everytime u given mi...how i wish u could jus let mi trust u as much as i wish to do so....if u like her jus tell mi the truth....i don wan to be hurt 1 more time...1 time is enough for mi to lose almost my whole heart....it really hurts so much.....don let mi fall in luv wif u n u start pushing mi away....I don wish to step into a heart tat still contents of the other gal...everytime when i was abt to enter it...u jus slam the door rite onmy face....which make mi feel so hurt....maybe u don noe how i felt bout u..maybe u don noe how i am feeling everytime i am hurt.....but in the end i still hope tat time will prove our relationship.....my quote everytime jus for u=wAiting for u...luv u for who u r....luv mi for who i am too....miss ya real much....*huggies*...take care....Muackz......
Haiz..nv saw him today in the afternoon..haiz..Today went out at noon wif dorothy n shirley..we went to tanglin mall...supposing is shirley who is the one who need to buy new yr cloth..but in the end they asked mi to try tis try tat..omg...i am like a clothing model..haha...than we went to kranji this fashion...went to be model again..than also got buy cloths...when i was trying a skirt...it was so loose tat it drop down when i wear it on..haha...very funny lor...than i bought 3 cloths...tis is the only yr i bought so many cloths for new yr..haha...haiz..but really tired today....but quite happy...cause we went to walk n buy things...so enjoy wor..than shop till no more $$..haha....than go home...than before we went home..we went to lot 1 shop shop a while..than go home...than outside lot 1 saw vincent wif his friend..haha.he looks tired in his face...maybe after st john meeting ba/....rest well oh...hehe...k la...go bath le...take care....Muackz...Luv u..
Yes..indeed i can sae the truth tat i dont like u to be wif other gals... i hate to see u all so close..i hate to see u playing wif them wildly....yes...its a selfish thought...but wat can i do..tats my feeling...it hurts..u noe...! y am i suffering from all tis...is tis call a happy admire ??? no...its not..its a painful n hurtful thing when admiring u....really don noe y i like u so easily than other guys....haiz...a stubborn gal i am... how i wish u wont break my heart...how how how....i thought to myself...i really cant luv u...it will be very miserable for mi....as tis is a one sided luv..... jus how long to i have to wait..... haiz.... maybe u wont noe how i felt...but can u jus be more concern bout mi...*sob*.... i don care how many gals like u...but i jus hope tat u could give mi some of ur care n concern....i am really delighted if i really got wat i want.... u r the first guy whom i am so patient at..hope u will keep ur promise to mi..... i;am serious wif u tis time round...if its gone..it means its really gone...luv u really much...deep down inmy heart.....
Haiz..today quite disappointed de...cause actually plan tat today wan go watch movie de..than in the end nv....b'cos of some reason..haiz...real disappointed...i also don noe wat my feelings r...but jus tat i am very very very jealous today....don noe y...wire might be connected wrongly..haiz...y have i fallen in him when i promise myself not to..sae his heart is still wif the other gal....y am i so stubborn..y so stupid to wait for a guy who whom be mine no matter how long i waited....haiz....but i really wish tat he could keep his promise...but jus a simple thing y cant he do it...maybe i may be wrong in wat i sae but...........haiz..i am really sad..but jus y there is no one to be there for mi...when i am always there for them when they need mi...especially him...i've waited for so long but he jus don understand mi....y cant he jus lend his ear n heart to mi when i need someone to tok to....i'm goin crazy man !!!! *sob*.. now the feeling really sux..n terrible...but y he is not around...not even a call... Y ?!?! Y ?!?! Y ?!?!.............ARghhhhhhhh.......... can he be mine ?? no..i noe tat...but jus hope he wil be fine..everyday...without being bullied by anyone...tats my happiest thing i will be happy about...i tink... Jus hope tat u will be by my side when i need u....God bless...haiz.... I'll luv u for who u r..always remember wat i said...
Haiz...today can sae quite happy n sad...in school the time seems to pass quite fast..haha..than after school got GB open house..than we got our badges..than in school my friends keep toking bout mi n him,..omg..than i told them even if i don like him at the start ..if they keep continue to sae i will start to like him soon de lor...lol....but they still kept saying..haha...than i thought wat happen to him today..scare mi sia..god bless..haha...haiz..nv see him much today..feel so odd..haha..but nvm...see him alright than i very happy le..haha..k la..stop here le..god bless..take care...muackz...^_^..
Today is quite a wonderful n exciting day for mi ba..morning reach school than found out tat i forget to bring my history book to school..omg...haha..i got so panic tat i ran round the school n ask for books..haha..but in the end still did not manage to borrowed..luckily today history class no use book..we watch mvie..yipee...haha/..haiz..i watch till fall asleep...lolZ..than during recess..vin came n look for mi n told mi many things bout "berlinda gang"...so sian...everyday they wan ind trouble from vin de..idiot freak sia..how i wish i could beat them up..but wats de use..even if i do tat..i also wont get anything in return..in the end also kena beat by vin..haiz..wat to do...! today quite early go home 12.55pm finish school le..haha..than went popular wif friends..than saw alex...so paiseh...haha...somemore my friend shout so loud his name..haha..than today have many things to do..so gtg do le..before i went to slp..haha..quite tired too..eat medicine..haha..blog again nx time..tomoro still have open house..have to go GB booth.hehe..k la..end le..Take care everyone...God bless to everyone everyday..Muackz,....
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