Today went i took bus n reach interchange, went i alight from bus..i saw vincent wif shirley n qian wen standing there waiting for mi..haha..so shock to see him there..than we walked to school together..haha..so happy..hope everyday is the same..haha..dream on..lolz..than today my step of walking is slightly faster than yesterday..haha..than today morning first period is taken up by the house cheering thingy..haiyo..so sian..but gd..cause first period is elective..haha...than my friend still call mi "pig leg" ... haha...especially wee liat...than after school went to hav lunch wif my friends..than shirley n yi ping went home..than dorothy acc mi stay back..cause i wait for vincent..than we went to library to find her art research than sit outside staff room to do our maths..than we were quite enjoying ourself..but haiz...before tat she was saying mi abt wat neglecting her..always wif him..than wateva wateva lor..haiz..don noe wat to do sia..nv keep promise de..last time sae will let mi hav my own freedom..than now lei..haiz..than after vincent finish his training we walk to lot 1 than help mi biao jie n kor to buy bubble tea..than dorothy went home le..than actually he wan go eat de..but i hav to rush home..cause its late..sorry...than acc him go wait for taxi..than he sae "send" mi back first..but i don wan..sorry hor..ppl paiseh sia.. *blush*haha...but anyway..thanks...finally see a gd side of u..lolz...if everyday u r like tat how glad it could be..anyway...tink when u r toking softly..gently..is much more better..haha..anyway..really hav great time today..jus hope tat everyday is the same..filled wif happiness n not sorrowness..hehe..but then hor..today kena step on my leg quite many times..haiz..so suai..than my leg really in great pain..if tis continue don noe when my leg than recover..haha..k la..end here le..hav to go do work le...take care..
Today morning before i went to sch..my brother helped mi to bandage my foot..cause it is swollen n injured..it is damn pain man..haha...than went sch..goin up n down the bus was soooo inconvinent..haiz...than i wore slipper to sch...haiz...my left leg was wrapped up as if like a hamburger..(big mac)..haha..than walk to sch is really taking a long time then usual...than when i reach sch...everybody especially de bois were calling my leg [zhu jiao] means pig leg..i was like..omg...haha...but nvm la..than many friend wan to "li yong" mi to take de lift..but nv did they thought tat despite my leg is injured..i still take the stairs as usual...but it is really painful la..haha...stubborn mind..lol..than in sch still hav to walk up n down...here n there..sit stand sit stand..my leg really cant tahan ar..haha...than many times still hav sharp pains..haiz...than after school..we went to hav our lunch..then at canteen..my bandage were very loose than i took it off n tried to retie..but i cant make a perfect one..in the end a cleaner aunty help mi..n it was nicly done..thanks...than we went to the staff room outside..do maths all tis..than went library...than awhile went home le..than board bus to lot 1 than go pharmacy to buy dressing for my leg..than went home as it was quite late...
Haiz..morning wake up soo early..cause got GB meeting...than reach school late cause my leg is so pain n took a long time to walk there...than reach there than found out tat quite a few gals went to our meeting today...haha...quite happy..,but don noe will GB be their final choice of cca..haiz..than they today gt play captain ball...but i cant play..haiz..than we 12 something than go home le..than faster rush back home than go prepare n go out...cause we r goin out to celebrate a advance b'dae of dorothys'....haha...than went home..stilll thought of wearing high shoes..but cant..cause my leg injuries lor..haiz..but really not pei wif my clothing lor...wearing slippers..haiz..than went out...than we went ot but dorothy present..than meet up go walk walk awhile..than go eat suki sushi...buffet...wow...we were having great fun definitely...we ordered soooo many foodd...haha...than as we eat we laugh..joke..play..video each other...haha...really fun to be together..than the wei hong hor..very bu shou xin yong de..sae wan giv dor present than in the end giv soo many excuses..sae cannot lor..wateva...hate ppl who break promise..curse them till they suffer man..!!! than we also gt go take neoprint..quite nice..hehe..than went arcade play play..than went library to rest..too full le cant walk..lolz...than gt contact vincent...than went to meet him..haiz..nv did i thought to have spended sooo many money on them..haiz...maybe ppl might think $20 is nth...but to mi is...i really hav no more saving tis month le..so..ppl..pls i beg u all..pls don ever take money or borrow or ask mi treat u all le....nx time ba..kk...sorry..than gave vincent chin boon wei xiang $20 to eat..haiz...can really last mi many weeks man...haiz..sob..my heart really break..y cant anybody noe...haiz..i am really not a millionaire..not a ATM..nt a printing money machine...all the money is i hard save de..n definitely gt purpose..so...if anyone is being friend wif mi is jus b'cos of my money..i suggest u to 'Fuck off'....i don need tis kind of fucking idiot bloody hell friend...now very tired le..later go prepare things than have to go slp le..tomoro still have to go tzu chi..haiz..must wake up soo early again...sob sob...than k la..stop here le...happy advance b'dae for dorothy...
DToAy morning go school wif my blue black leg..haiz..soo pain..but i still go for run...haha..naughty gal...than when i run halfway..it got soo painful then i stopped than i run again than i stopped again..till the end cannot tahan le than i walk back to school..haha..than saw vincent..he is st john de mah..than i told him my leg pain..than he asked mi to stop but i didnt..i even ran pass him..haha..sry ar..lolz..than go back school..it was so pain tat it become numb..haiz..than take off my socks n shoe than saw a big blue black swollened..haiz...than after tat dorothy n yi ping went home first than mi n shirley went to lot 1 eat breakfast..than go change into our uniform..than they later on joined us..than go da bao kfc for vincent..cause he gt training mah..scare he no eat...cannot de oh..haha..than go sch...go NUS..the william they all got go...than i was quite happy to go wif 4F ..but obviously nt b'cos of them..is b'cos can go outin together wif vincent..haha...cause only him can make mi happy when i am down..lol...than the kfc i bought for him i asked charmaine to help mi take..than in the end when we were dismiss in sch..she sae she lost the food..i was sooo angry..but i really don noe wat to sae...i was really damn angry..than vincent came n asked mi..."y u no smile..u no smile very scary lei.." haha..don noe y i jus like him to ask mi tis question when i am down..cause i will find tat at least he is there to care for mi..hehe..than we went lot 1 walk walk...than go jurong point..haiz..still thought of saving money to buy dorothy coming b'dae..but i used tat to go top up my ez'link card cause hav to take mrt..haiz..than no more money..really brake for tis mth le..haiz..than go there wif vincent..walk walk..than no choice have to come back n meet biao jie go home together..than haven walk finish de..sorry vincent..i promise to go wif u nx time..kk..hehe..than after tat went home le..sooo tired...le sooo swollen..haiz..but i am really happy today...spent the whole day wif him..haha..at least wif him around my mood will be better..lol..vincent thanks oh...
Today when morning i was about to go school..my bag accidentally knock into a metal chair at my dining table..than the chair jus dropped on my leg...i mean my foottt...it was so pain tat i stood there quite a while...than bo bian bear wif the pain the go school or late le mah...haix..than after a while numb le..than morning still got go run 2 rounds...than when i went back to class...i accidentally knock into connie's table leg...than it was at the same spot where tha table dropped on..omg..i was damn pain..than i took of my shoe n my socks than saw a big patch of blue black at my foor there...haiz..scare mi sia..than it become more pain...than during recess i also kena step by a gal..also at the blue black there...haiz..than my hand also cut..haiz...so suay..than after school rite after PDP we have our IP coaching chinese..haiz..than hav a test on compo..than vincent waited for mi..than after tat i then notice he also gt IP coaching ..haha...than my turn to wait for him...wahhaha...n btw vincent..thank for ur dictionary...than after tat my friend they all go kfc eat...than kor kor sms mi ask mi wan go pizza hut eat not..than he n nini came out n meet mi..than mi..vincent...ni n kor go eat pizza together..haha..like one family sia..haha...jkjk....but it is really fun...i jus enjoy being together..hehe..siao..lol..than after tat go walk walk as well as wait for chin chuan wif vincent...when saw cc..he is totally change than last time..haha...look nicer n more handsome le..hehe..than they went to do their things than we also went home le...haha...today is totally a fun day..without any unhappiness...felt tat after the misunderstanding wif vincent for sooo long..than now ok le..feel quite relieve n more happier..lol...tomoro got annual road run...so must rest early...haiz..still must depend whether can run or not..my leg like tat..haiyoyo...haha...k la..see everyone tomoro...vincent..thanks for brightening up my day...
Today during school time quite cheerful...i mean at least today i don hav mood swing n did not vent my temper..lol..but only a sad thingy is tat vincent still don wan forgive n tok to mi..haiz..so sad....than after school thought he will cum find mi..but nv did i thought he nv..maybe i am use of him coming down n find mi everyday after school ba...everyday the most happiest time is during changing of classes n after school..hehez..than today after school i went locker wif my friends..than from far look into 4F classroom...i also don noe is tat him in class or not..than i was asking myself whether to go find him or not..i scare he will bo chap mi..haiz..than my friend dragged mi away le..than we actually wan go food court eat de..but when pass by pizza hut...they sae they wan eat tat..so bo bian go wif them lor..since so long no eat le..haiz..still thought of saving money...nv did i thought at a lunch i wasted $12..haiz..it can be my a few day pocket money le wor..haiz..broke once again..than after tat went mini toon to buy sweet than go home le..so sian..go home still gt so many work to be done..than somemore still having a headace abt printing of my art pieces..haiz..die le la...sob...than somemore now so tired but still hav to endure to finish all my work before i go slp..haiz...yesterday so late slp..slp only 2+ hr nia..haiz...yet today still have to do soo much work..haiz...hard life arh....lolz...
Our story had jus began nt long ago..
Vincent...sorry la..i really nt purposely want to leave without u yesterday de lor..but is i really wait too long than shirley also very unhappy mah...i also gt kena scold by her u noe..haiz..i also wish to wait for u a bit longer but i don noe u wat time will finish settling ur st john thingy...haiz...than i also very unhappy mah...see u so unplease wif mi i also nt tat happy..haiz..than yesterday i sae so many time sorry to u le..than u also don wan forgive mi...than today i thought u already no anger le..than nv did i thought tat u still angry...sob...i very sad u noe..haiz..pls la..i don noe if u gt see my blog or nt..but i really sincerely sorry abt it..haiz..u forgiv mi la..since u r my only person whom i can be so tolerate wif..lol..haiz..i don wish to quarrel everytime jus b'cos of little thingy...kk...seek for ur forgiveness...kk...hope u by today will cum tok to mi....I WILL WAIT !!!![[but pls don let mi wait soo long...keke]]
Today during school time..quite happy..but my mood swing is very horrible today..haiz..lucky it is nt as bad as scolding anyone or shouting without nay reason...than when it is near finishing school tat time...i was damn tired..don noe y..haha..than after school went lot 1 wif vincent..nigel...shirley..yi ping n dorohty...actually nigel sae wan buy present de..than intheend nv go buy cause no money..OMG...lol..than we went KFC to eat...i neber eat...than i go buy bubbletea to drink..miss it cause very long no drink le..haha..than when they was eating i am walking around the mall..haha,..nth to do mah.,..than in KFC saw "pineapple"...haha...shirley face was soooo red..haha..than i also went to popular to buy the game vincent wan...maybe it is jus a game..but i hope tat he will understand..nt every game he wan i can afford to buy for him...cause i am also saving money to buy the things i wan...soo..jus hope he understand...if seeing him happy,,..maybe it will same goes to mi...hehe...than he told mi he forget rachel le..but i was wondering...is it real ?? haiz..i don noe the answer..n also don noe where to find the real answer..jus hope tat time will settle everything....my mind is also very confuse...jus who do i have feeling wif ??haiz..it also take time ba..lolz...jus hope to see everyone happy..tats all..all the best...tired le..wan go rest...
Tis few days is really enjoyable day for mi..yesterday is valentine day..although there is no mr right beside mi but at least there is a bunch of gd n great friends wif mi by my side n acc mi..we went to eat at lets eat,...than after tat went holland.V wif my biao jie..ginli n vincent...i am so happy...wif vincent around i am always happy..hehe...maybe tat is fate which let him be my partner as a friend in my life..i am really great...n he is the only person i can be so nice n patient wif....but he really lighten up my life when i need someone beside mi..wheneva i see him i really will cheer up no matter wat..but when i was feeling really down n sad...when i see him how i wish he could lend mi his shoulder to len on..haiz..when will tis day come ?? haha..tink too much..maybe i jus hope him as a friend would lend mi his shoulder n ears when i need help..he is really a great person i tink...maybe if his attitude towards mi can be much more better than now..he will then be realy perfect..lol...than today after sch went to eat in the canteen...than went lot 1 shop shop....than go home so tired...slp for a few hrs than somemore have a scary dream..hope it will nt cum true..it is really scary..tis few days really is a happy day for mi...hope it will continue like tis...all the way...i'll luv u tis much as in my heart is full of u...muackz....
HaIz..today sick nv go school..haiz..yesterday fever 32.8...thought drink more water than will recover..but nv thought today morning wake up late liao..than somemore when brushing teeth..i coughed than i saw blood coughing out from my mouth..i was so shocked..1st time in my life sia..thnan my parent asked mi not to go school n go see doctor later..haiz..than i went back slp again..9 am go see doctor..than after tat came back eat medicine liao so tired go slept..than when i jus enter my dreamland..the phone rang.the clinic called n sae tat the doctor which wrote the mc for mi wrote wrongly date..omg...than ask mi to go back later to change the mc...haiz..sian...stupid doctor..haiz....than when i was sleeping..i kept on dreaming...haiz..than my school office called n ask mi y i nv go sch...than mr loh later also call n ask mi...haiz...than dorothy wanted to give mi work de..but i no energy so i ask her to give it to mi tomoro..haiz..than 4 something mum asked mi to eat porridge than eat medicine..haiz...the whole day is so tiring...keep on sleeping n sleeping...haiz..mum sae if tomoro i not feeling well than don go sch again..haiz...how can...sob...i am sick yet no one came n concern mi..i am terribly sad..even my best friend all did not came n ask mi how i am now..Y Y Y....i am so unwelcome in my friends life ??? should i treat them like tat as well ?? i am really very disapppointed.....even the only one who promised mi to be by my side when i need help also did not do so...haiz....really sad....jus hope tat everyone could be healthy n drink lots of water.....don fall sick..there r many "virus" out there..take care..n [ I'll be rite here waiting for u...n luving u for who u r...i'll wait till u find ur rite one.]....muackx... go rest le...
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