Haiz..recently many things happen..n i jus cldn't shake it off...i am thinking bout tis thinking bout tat..wat shld i do...how i wish there is someone for mi to lean on..i am really tired...stress bout school...stress bout work...stress bout re;ationships...haiz...than somemore tat STUPID IDIOT XIU XIAN keep on asking mi for stead...he not FAN i very FAN de lor..stupid idiot him...tink i noe him very well meh..stupid...arrgghh...goin crazy sia...haiz...than friendship also very lost...i am really scare to lose u all...haiz...but i really must thanks vin...wen..for being by my side when i am in trouble...indeed i am great to noe u all...haiz...u all have brought mi out of my unhappiness..but sometimes i really cldnt cheer up or have a happy face infront of u all..so sometimes i may jus have a mood swing n will have a bad temper..n a black face..i hope u all wil understand n don blame mi..sry..i don mean it de..haiz...than my art is giving lots of trouble...i have to spent most of the time doin my art..rushing for the dead;ine submission...haiz..relaly stress...my family will often seeing mi doin my art...in sch i do art...at home i also do art...i don have much time left for mi to do or revise my other works..haiz..how..i am realy goin crazy if it continues..haiz...i really need to go relax myself le..haiz...k la..end here le..update again...
Today morning...wake up le..than have breakfast...than go sch le..haiz..sian.,.whole day in school very tired..than keep on having a bad headace..than today temper also not tat gd..don noe y..than keep on wan to vent my anger..haiz..maybe i too tired ba..than during recess..went to canteen wif connie...than i added lots of pepper in her noodles..hhaa..she cannot tahan than have to buy drinks to drink...haha..sry oh..lolz..but it was fun..haha..siao liao...than qian wen they all joined us later...than haiz...during class..i almost fell aslp lor...so sian..than today ms ang change the sitting arrangement...like kindergarden kids style..haha..than they were quarreling over seats..diao lor..i hack care n continue to do my things..haha..than connie sit beside mi mah..than we were in front..than nigel sit behind us wif janicia..but janicia wan to sit wif zi kai..haha...than nigel keep on saying he wan sit infront..than suddenly "quarreled wif connie"...sae he wan change place wif her..he don wan sit behind..than i was like...diaoz...than in the end they quarrel till after sch also keep on quarreling...haha..but also cant change the sitting arrangement le..haha..than after sch..have to stay back cause mr ong wan to giv mi eng IP coaching..haixz..sian...than today i already not feeling happy le lor..than in class still wan to tolerate some ppl face..haiz..nvm la..hack care la..than after sch..qian wen..vin n charmaine came n find mi..haiz..still thought if gooin back wif u all..but sry i cant..gt tat ... IP lor..haiz..than sry vin to misunderstand u of scolding mi..cause i don noe u r saying connie..haiz...than i was tat time at a bad mood too..so my tone might make u angry..sry..qian wen also..cause i tok to u also in a bad tone..i am sry...my fault...haiz...hope u all inderstand...haiz..than after IP go home straight...too tired le...haiz...than maybe i should take a rest ba..than still have to rush for my art...haiz..sian..hope for a better day tomro ba,/....
Morning suddenly woke up at 6 something..than thought of vin..cause i forget to mc him at 6..i simply cant open my eyes..omg..than i quickly sms him.,.i force open my eyes..lolz..than he called mi..than he keep on asking mi to wake up..don slp le..haha...very "cute" lor..lolz..than he sae giv mi 5 min to wash up than call mi again..haha..than i sae okok..but in the end when i hang up the phone i went back to slp again..haha...than he called..his timing very "perfect" de lor..omg..than i called him back again..but don noe wat happen to my house phone..suddenly no sound..than no choice went to wash up..than prepare my full-U...haiz..still have to iron..than went to bath..than tie plait..than prepare tis prepare tat...than the most fed up thingy is tat..as shirley is not back in s'pore yet, i thought dorothy would acc mi to walk to school..but nv did i thought tat when i called her, she sae her father drive her there..n ask mi to go sch myself..wah lao..damn idiot lor..i thought she would acc mi,..wat friend is tis..haiz...don noe la..,maybe i am in wrong in saying her ba..nvm..than went sch,...sweating.,.so tired..than we have our badgework..devotion n stuff in the classroom..than st john they all were also there..haha..they look fun in their activity,...haiz..yet we were sitting in the classroom whole day sia..sian...than when we were having out "mini" games in classrm, many ppl accidentally step on my boots..i was like so fed up..but i don noe wat to sae..haiz..tat dorothy is also 1 of them lor..arrgghhh...i polished bery long lor...haiyoyo..than after tat..we gathered outside GB rm annoucing the change in squad..n our step down in position..haiz..mi from squad 3 change to squad 4..haiz..thought can be in squad 3 again..as a "traditional" pass down from seniors..haiz...but.,.haiz..so sad..than squad members were all changed..sob...than after tat we sec 4 left for award n dedication ceremony final full dress rehearsal...haiz..so far lor..the sch..MGS....all rich ppl kids..classroom stilll gt air-con..than the sch were sooo big,..alamak..cant compare our sch with them sia..lolz..than when i go there..i was push ard by mdm they all..all asking mi y i did not turn up for previous rehearsal..than i told them i injured my leg..but i don have a mc..than they sae i cant join them...diao lor..wat tupid reason n logic is this..tis is the fact wat..leg injured of course cant cum as cant march mah,.,.than they sae our officer no inform them,..aiya,,.don noe la..hack care,,no march no choice lor..no pt lor..haiz...bo bian...than after the whole event,..went to take bus n we were enjoying toking in bus lor..haha..almost all GB gals..lolz..than reach lot 1..went wif shirley to buy b'dae cake for her mummy..than actually wanted to wait for vin to release from his cca de..but i was feeling very very unwell..as we were in full U the whole day..n especially we were hav to wear the cap whole day without taking out...the heat were so terrible in the head..somemore still stand under sun..haiz..fainting sia..than i quickly go home lor..than vin sms mi asking mi to tc..haha..so nice of him..-_-"lll.....haha..than rest awhile took bath..than better...than went to do some of my homework...than went to use the com le..haiz..today i am soo tired.,.jus now all the way from morning till now i was yawning..than my friend they all sae i look rather restless today..haha..not my normal self..cause i use to be noisy n smiling all the time,..but today i am soo quite tat i jus don wish to tok but only wish to slp..than i jus force my smile out..lolzz...than they noe i am tired..hahha...k la...i go rest le..still have to restore energy for tomoro to complete all my work tat is undone..haiz...than today my eyes also swollen...haiz..don noe y..jus hope to be alright by tomoro..nite..tc..bye..muackz...
Morning woke up at abt 8 something..than have an egg tart which mummy bought yesterday..lolz.than have a cup of milk....like baby sia..haha..than go online..than start playing games...vin also playing game..haha..than when my kor came back..the 3 of us compete wif each other..haha..i am always the loser..lolz..than jie call n ask mi whether i am really to go out..than i told her to cum my hse first to wait for mi to prepare...i was stick to the com game le..lolz..than when she came i quickly went to prepare..than we went out le...we went to food court...than wait for vin to cum...than we went to mac to have lunch...than thought of starting to do our work...but vin suggested to go walk walk first..than jie went to buy the bracelet she wan...than we went to walk round the lot 1..than in the end we settled down at food court again to do our work...haha..we were quite serious in our work...*sometimes we talk talk talk...than suddenly will quite down..*hahaz..than halfway..."mouth itchy"..went to ntuc to buy things to eat..haha...than went back..do work again...than during evening time, vin ask cc to cum look for him...vin also taught mi english..haha...good tutor..lolz...than we really have a great time...than cc took a long time to cum..haha..tortise mah..than he also bought a friend...which vin don quite have to gd impression on him...don noe la..than we continued to do our work while they go eat their dessert...than after tat..vin n cc went to cinema there to check the movie time slot..than vin ask mi to look after his bag...but after they left not long..it is also quite late..n have to go home le..than we packed up n went to look for vin...gave him his bag...than we went separate ways...than jie sae she wan go 2nd floor see shirt...than when we went up the escalator..straight infront of mi i saw wei hong..omg...it immediately remind mi of dorothy's b'dae present..lolz..than i pt at him n ask him to cum here...than i keep on asking where is dorothy present..where is dorothy present.......haha...than he also said nth...jus a empty promise guy...useless..than he keep pointing finger towards mi..as in like wan mi to bite his finger like tat...when he do so..it jus make mi tink of the past when we were together n he always do tat..haiz...than i keep on hitting his hand away...i was so fed up..than as he pt,.i keep on stepping back..than in the end len on the pillar...haiz..than i also don wan tok to him liao..useless bum,..than went to look at clothes..than he sae he go arcade..haiz...than i sms vin n told him...haiz...at tat time i was really very scare..my heart is pumping very fast..as if like wan drop out le..lolz..than we went down to 1st floor...than saw vin n cc..than i quickly went over n tell them bout wei hong..i also don noe y when i saw them my heart felt relieve...than they also saw wei hong...lolz..than we went separated ways again....haiz..than jie came my house..we cooked noodles to eat...than i went to bath..than watch tv..polish my boots...than the clothes make mi soo mad...i washed sooo many times n is still so watery...haiz...i have to wash sooo many times....soo tired...than came online..than vin ask mi to type in chinese wording "da ge" for him...than i was like ...huh,...he wan to let ww enter his world again ar..haiz...vin jus climb out of the black well...yet now he dropped in again...haiz...i really don noe la...but he told mi tat he will treat ww as a normal friend like others..haiz...don noe la...jus hope tat ww wont "bully" him...haiz...i don wan to see him getr hurt by HIM...haiz...but i really cant do much...neither do i can control him.,..haiz..nvm..he noes wat he is doin..than after preparing everything, i have to go slp le...tomoro is a long day for mi...from morning wear full U till evening...haiz...cause morning GB meeting is in full U..than after tat we have to go st.hilda's for A&D marching full dress rehearsal...haiz...don noe i can march or not...my leg have not fully recover..haiz....hack care la..march la..haiz...anything happen later on than sae...lolz...haiz..k la...go slp le..nite..tc..muackz...
Early in the morning...or rather midnight morning, vin called mi..alamak..i was slping halfway so soundly..than suddenly the hp vibrate..it was beside mi..i quickly pick up the phone..cause at tis hr no ppl will call mi de..than somemore i saw there is no number is witheld call..than i immediately thought of vin..cause only when he n my house number call is witheld de..than i was so scare..my heart was beating so fast..i thought he had met wif some trouble...cause he rcently also don feel like goin home..i was so scare...than when i pick up the call...i was still half awake..half slp..than he suddenly told mi his mum disown him..than my eyes open so big...i was shock..haiz...than we tok till abt 5 something or 6...than went to slp le..so tired..hope he is fine...than morning 8 something being woke up by shirley..haiyoyo..so sleepy..than she chat n chat n chat..than later on still have to go out..than i told her to let mi have a least half hr rest...than she sae okok..than when i am resting in bed..i was listening to music from the laptop..than she keep on nudge mi..than keep on typing..aiyo..the soiund was terrible..than i cant go to slp le..bo bian wake up than go prepare..haiz...cause actually she ask yi ping to pei her go make her hp thingy de..but yi ping starting sae yes..than in the end don wan ..than dorothy also starting sae can..but in the end she wan pei her mother go out..than i actually don wan go out de..cause mi not in gd mood..but no choice..friend mah..than go lor...than went out meet shirley than we took bus to plaza singapura..haha..than when we reach..we went to the basement starhub..than the person sae we need to go upstairs to make our thingy..than we went upstairs..the peron sae we have to go 1 more floor to make our thingy..than i told shirley...wahlao..here so many starhub shop de ar..alamak..than when we reach our final destination..haha..the person ask for the person ic who sign the plan..but she don have..so cant make anything...haha..waste time...but nvm..we then walked the whole shopping centre..than went to eat foodcourt...no money mah...starting she still wan eat sushi de..lolz...than vin,charmaine n qian wen came n find mi..than shirley went home..we went to walk..haha..than went to arcade to play..than we also got play the racing car..'Daytona'..haha..played 2 times..i both got the 1st..funny thing was qian wen less us 1 round..haha..than charmaine n vin went to play the drum..haha..vin was playing so relaxing lor..but charmaine partern here partern there..haha...but still got less pt than vin..haha...so cool...lolz..than we walk round the shopping centre..than tat idiot keep callling mi..n sms mi..haiyo..fan si le..than somemore i "ate too much strawberry" stomach pain..haiz...in a mth..i hate the most is tis le..haiz..still have to bear wif it for 5 days..sian diao..than we went to pasta mania to eat..than when we were abt to sit down..vin help to pulled out my chair n i sat down..haha..i don noe is he pulled put the chair for himself to sit or for mi to sit..haha..but thanks anyway..than they ordered n eat..i neber eat..cause stomach pain till don wish to eat..than somemore i also not tat hungry..must save money n also jian fei..lolz...than after tat..we all were quite tired than went back cck..aiyo..the mrt were full of ppl..no space for breathing...than somemore have to stand..my leg then become painful again..where the injured part is..than somemore my stomach also pain..aiyo..2 in 1..haiz..sian sia..than somemore i forgot to eat my medicine to lessen the pain of my leg..haiz..i also forgot to bring out..haiz..somemore i wearing a 9cm shoes...haiz..than wheneva vin took out his phone i saw the pic of him n cai hui..haiz..i was like don noe y suddenly feel unhappy..haiz..maybe some wire of mine got mix up ba..haiz..ppl might jus mistook them as couple..aiya..even if they r..i also cant do anything..maybe he jus like her..haiz..forget it ba....than when we reach lot 1 ..qian wen went home..than charmaine n vin thought of watching n movie at around 9 something,..than they went to arcade to play..i was in great pain at tat time..haiz..than my family called n ask mi buy food back for them..haiz..bearing wif the pain..i left them n went to buy food..the most angry thing is i queue for so long than when it was finally almost my turned, a malay old aunty cutted infront of mi..i was like how i wish i could hurt someone..at tat time i was really in the bad mood than still happen tis kind of thing..than waste my time..still ordered so complicated thing..haiz...nvm la..old woman is like tat de..than when i reach home i immediately lied on my sofa..haiz..than the pain start to get lesser n lesser...than when i was on the way home,vin sms mi n ask mi tc..haha..i was so shock he would sms mi tis word..haha..so happy..siao..but really thanks anyway..maybe tats the kind of care n concern u to ur friend ba..^_^..than they also no go watch movie le..cause very late the movie somemore while waiting nth to do..lolz..than i went to bath..my stomach get better le..than when i was hanging the clothes, vin call mi..he ask mi to call back to him..than i told him i was hanging clothes..than he keep on asking mi to call back...than i told him i later after i finish my housechore than call him..haha..than in the end he said: " k la k la..than laugh abit,.." his sound was so gentle n nice..haha...than i called him n tok till 11 something..i was too tired n told him i have to go slp..than starting i thought he will sae cannot.but he sae..go lor..haha..i don noe y..today i find him soo gd..compared to other times..than went to fold clothes than go slp le..haiz..stomach pain again..haiz..k la..end here le..tomoro still have to go back for art from 1-4..haiz..sian..tc..
Haiz....morning woke up when vin sms mi...cause my hp beside mi mah...than it vibrate...than i was dreaming halfway,...haha...than after tat,...cant go back slp le..than woke up n went to eat my breakfast....than watch meteor garden...so romatic..haha...than after tat..go prepare to go sch..haiyo...must bring dictionary...so heavy sia...sian...than went to meet up wif shirley n dorothy than went sch le...than climb all the way to 4C..haiyo...than teacher sae today jus let us take the chinese mock paper 1..haha...so happy...than abt 3.45 we left le...than we went to lot 1 to walk around first as while as wait for vin to contact mi after he finish his eating...but than when walk halfway he suddenly sms mi n sae i can go home le..than i was like..huh...cause he sae he 7+ than go lot 1..than i okok lor...go home lor...than when on the way home, he sms n sae lets go lot 1 ..i was like..huh again..haha...but cant le...cause need go home cook dinner...lolz...than today really tired...haiz...lucky tomoro no need go back sch..haha..but got go out..hehe...than tomoro also my dear jackson god-kor kor b'dae...he invited mi to his 21st b'dae party...but i don noe wan go not..cause many ppl i don noe de..haiz..don noe la...n also very late..start at 7pm..haiz...see first ba..than today overall still ok lor..than came home go online...than tat 30+ old man came tok to mi..aiyoyo...vey irritating de lei...he lookk more like 60+ lor..lolz..than he n tat idiot freak same de lor...sian diao...question all same..wah lao...sian...than disturb mi till i wan crazy liao la...so fan lor...haiz...than i don care him he still continue toking ...wah kao..haiz...jus hope tis 2 GUYS can stop pestering mi...very FANNNN ar.......haiz...hope better days would cum for mi tomoro...take care...*I really wish to go to beach to relax myself...i really feel really xin ku...haiz....how i wish to have a shoulder to len on n to cry on...sob...*
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Today is sunday..a day where many kids enjoy themselves...but wat bout mi..i am not..i am feeling miserable n confuse in my mind...haiz...really donnoe wats gt into mi...staying at home for 2 days le..so boring...when there is nth to do..my mind will jus tink of unhappy things..haiz...Just where is my friend ?? it is them who sae will be by my side when i need them..n also them who sae will keep mi accompany without leaving mi alone when i am lonely..but....haiz.. in the end when i contacted them..the ans they give mi is..:"I am buzy..don disturb mi.."..."I not free."..."doin something..find someone else..".....Is this wat friends should do ?? is tis their promise to mi ? haiz..maybe i shld be more understanding...maybe they really bz n cant entertain mi..nvm...forget it...haiz....I hate holidays....cause duriong school day at least i gt something to do n also there is my friends to acc mi...but during holidays..everyone as if like disappear in the thin air liao...haiz...sob...really very very sian...Hoping good days will cum...n hope tat time pass faster....haiz....now i really wish to go to a beach n shout out my unhappiness n loneliness,.....Arrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................*sob*..No one will eva noe my feelings.......
ARRGGHHHHHH....I am goin mad...!!! haiz..the whole day at home goin to rot le la..sob...morning keep on woking up n looking at the time..tinking n tinking of where they r..wat they r doin in pulau ubin..haiz...i am really disappointed n sad...i feel like crying when i woke up n when i saw the time ticking away...but do anyone noe my feeling ?? i doubt so..how i really wish i am wif them...haiz...than morning ate breaksfast le than went study le..haiz...study halfway fell asleep le..than 1 pm something woke up than walk here walk there...really nth to do lor...haiz..than went to watch tv..no programme to watch de...soo de boring..haiz...the whole day is like tinking of wat shirley..dorothy they all doin...how r they...tinking of hows vin training...haiz..nth better to do le..only can keep tinking n tinking to pass my time...haiz..than i was really damn bored sia....the whole day i am like a bird in a cage ..only can fly within the cage n no where else....haiz...damn bored till wan killed myself le la..haiz...Where r all of u ??????????????? aiyo....i will go mad if continue like tat ar..haiz...k la..go rot le..nth to write le..hope tomoro will be better...haiz...take care,..n god bless all my GB gals....
Morning no need so early wake up..so mi slp till abt 7..haha...than went to wash up all tis..than at 7.30 like tat, daddy drive mi n mummy to the polyclinics..than drive my kor to his school...than when we reach..polyclinic already have a lot of ppl there le..even though the nurse have not done in preparing...haha..than we went to 2nd floor..the place where i did my x-ray..cause the doctor sae go straight to take my report before goin see doctor...than i told the nurse le..she don understand mi than still keep on saying n saying..as if i were wroong..than the doctor who helped mi to have the scan, came out n gave mi a report n i then we went down to queue for number n then go see doc..than very fast lor...the doctor than told mi tat my bone has no broken or injuries...but don noe only wat is hurt ar...aiya...don noe la..very chim ar..jus noe tat doctor sae no physical exercise for mi..n have to rest n take medicine regularly..than thought of cant go pulau ubin wif them tomoro till morning...makes mi soo sad n disappointed...tis is the event i waited for long..haiz..really sad..sob..but vin also ask mi not to go..haiz...no choice..haha..than doctor gave mi a mc for 8-10am de...
Morning when wake up, before i went to bath, i waked my biao jie up cause she is starting to work at 7-eleven at lot 1 there today...than habe to reach there by 7am..than when i asked her to wake up, she is still like blur blur like tat..than still ask mi y wake her up staff like tat..i was laughing..than reminded her tat she need to go work le..haha..than she gt shock n jump up from her bed..scared mi sia..than i went to bath le..don care her..haha...than 6.35 like tat went out wif her..to take bus together..than when we reach the bus stop, she then found out she forget to bring her ez-link card...OMG..than she quickly went home n take again..haha...than when we reach interchange, mi shirley n qian wen walked to 7-eleven wif my biao jie..she report to work while we go buy breakfast..haha..than went school le..today quite later than usual to reach school...hehez...
Morning when i woke up, i thought is still midnight..cause my biao jie still playing maple..than i still thought to myself tat i can slp a few hours more..cause very tired..howeva, after i lie back, my alarm clock rang..i was like..shock sia..aiyyo..than my biao jie wake mi up n ask mi go school le..i thought she was joking wif mi..but when i see my hp time, it is really 6 am in the morning le..than when i go wash up my biao jie than went to slp..alamak...lolz...she stayed up the whole nite playing maple instate of slping..lolz..than today my leg is bandage up again like last time..haiz...than went school...than during Bio period..ms wong is not in school, than she assign the relieve teacher to giv us our class test...than we waited very long for almost the first period for the teacher to cum..than we all were like praying tat the 2 full period no teacher cum to our class..so tat we wont need to take the test..but unfortunately, the teacher came..he was quite cute indeed...than we asked y he so late..than he said he was in the toilet...we were like...diao lor..haha....than we revised than do our test le..wow...cham ar,..saw the paper liao than like everything forget sia..haiz...tink will fail this time..sob...but nvm..over is over le..than after school , waited for them to return from locker,....than vin nv cum my class..i thought he had gone home wif his friends le..cause when we walk along pathway, i look up n see his class fan n light all off..than did not see any soul..than actually quite sad la..=X,,...than we went out of school le..than my injured leg suddenly pain till i cant walk n stayed at the point,..haiz..really terrible sia..we stand at tat point for quite a while than i bear wif my pain n walked all the way to lot 1..than dorothy went home, shirley, yi ping n mi went to kfc to eat,...than at the counter suddenly someone appear behind mi...than i was shock to see vin lor..haha..than he keep on saying mi p.s him...lolz...than he told mi tat he went round the school to find mi...i was like so skock he will do tat..thanks n sorry...cause i really thought he left le..cause he everytime cum my class after school mah..than i don noe he is still in school as he nv cum find mi..but i am really happy tat u really went to find mi...muackz..LOLz...^_^...than after eating, we went to walk walk...vin sae he gt gastric pain..i was like don noe how to help him..haiz..sorry wor..than don noe y suddenly after we went to the movie theatre there we become silent le...haiz...maybe he tink i no keep promise ba....but friday i really can go watch...i promise friday go if nth cope up..haiz...than all the way we were like so "cold" n silent..haiz..i was like tinking whether i shld tok to him or not..cause i scare he don reply mi or scold mi..than after tinking very long..i take a deep breath .....went to tok to him...hahaha...haiz...but he also look really unhappy..haiz...hope he is alright now..as i look at him when he is in silent, he look rather cute...haha...silent shows everything....lolzz...than after tat, we all were abt to go back..than i thought vin wan take cab so he left le...than i told shirley to wait for mi awhile cause i went to try to catch up wif him...but he walked too fast...than my leg start to become pain again..haiz..than saw him walk to the other side..than i gave up le...i walked back...haiz..than my leg was real pain sia..haiz...
Morning..woke up late...but still get to sch on time..haiz...when dorothy came down from the locker she was so mad tat her face turn black sia,..than as i was quite in gd mood..than suddenly she like tat.my mood also change le..than asked her wat hapen..than she complain to mi bout wat shirley they all no go help her take book n jus stay at the parade square n play..than she threw the book..mi see liao also bo song..as if i make her angry like tat..siao..lucky mi no share locker wif the,..haha.than during the CME period..we went to library wif 4I..haha..went to borrow books..alamak..lolz..than went back to class..than as i was preparing to go up for SS class , vin came to our class..than he was like wanting to play wif mi..but nv did anyone thought his leg stepped on my leg..where the injuries were..haiz..in the morning my leg is feeling much more better le..n i was still learning to walk normally again..but..haiz...after being stepped, i was really in great pain,...than as i walk up..my tears came down again..too pain le..haiz..than i was like...haiz...than during recess, saw vin n charmaine they all..than he suddenly appear in front of mi...n said sorry to mi..i was so shock lor..first time heard him sae sorry to mi...so "touch"...diao...lolz..it really feel good when hear him sae sorry...cause like i sense the sincerly of him..n the gentle of him..haha...being understand might be a gd thing too...thanks...than after recess went back to class..than i was like wan to slp liao lor..jus hoping tat my lesson will end faster...haha..than after school...actually wan to stay back to do my maths de..but no one pei mi...cause the maths have to hand in by today or else will fail..haiz...but b'cos of shirley n dorothy..i cant do my maths le la..haiz...casue only them pei mi mah..vin got IP coaching..haiz...die le la die le la...sob...than went to popular buy thing..tomoro need de...than my file was so heavy man..lolz..hurt my hand...haha..than went to buy food for my biao jie..than went home le..haiz...today at the end of school time , my mood was terrible...up n down de...than mood swing sudden;y..haiz...don noe la..jus don feel happy today...haiz...
Haix..wat shld i do to my leg so it will recover faster ?? haiz..really xin ku wif the injuries there lei..haiz..than today went to ask miss leong bout tis saturday till monday pulau ubin camp..haiz...cause i ask her if i go the camp but nv go do the rock climbing can get badge or not..she said no..haiz...i was like don noe wat to do..cause i knew tis hav to take a long time to recover..tats y..than i also don noe how now le..haiz..she sae if i go there also can..jus stay at the camp site than walk ard wait for them to cum back than cook meals..haiz...but nbo badge anyway..than i was like tinking to myself..if nt for the badge i also wont go lor..haiz..don noe la..走一步看一步。。。wish tat GOD will help mi cum to a conclusion...thanks...
Morning wake up..than mum went into my room..tell mi abt to 7 liao..than thought i was late for school..than accidentallyu hurt my leg..but nv did i thought my mum then sae it is jus 6 am..diao lor..i was like omg..than i went back to slp awhile..than 6.15 like tat wake up go wash up..haiz..having difficulty in bathing...haiz..my troblesome leg..than went sch le..though the bandage is smaller..but it is more pain than last time..haiz...than today keep on taking the lift up n down..cause doctor ask mi not to walk up n down the stairs n also not to walk abt too often..it mighht make the injuries worst..than today during the common test period, we art students went to art room to do our art..but we were there chatting n toking...than after tat, we thought we cld go home le...but the period of asthetic, she sae it is for art period..we was like...lol..cause everytime when there is no assembly, we will go home rite after common test...than mrs tay also gt quite unhappy..cause we were all giving a black face than was like not willing to stay,...than she said to us fiercely..:those who tink staying back is a nth to do thing than can pack up n leave..." than many ppl left..i was like so shock lor..than as vin n qian wen is waiting for mi..i have to go..cause vin hav to complete his coursework by 5pm...than i went off..went to eat lunch at canteen..than went home le..vin came to my house to do his coursework..cause it is nearer cum my house do rather than go back his house..than we hurried do.jie also came my house...than 4 something we hurried back to sch..we took bus to interchnge..than the bus driver were like driving soo slow lor..omg..than we went to take a cab to sch..than vin was so gentleman..i thought when he open the door he will go in first..but nv did i thought he ask mi to go in first..haha..so touch..-_-"ll......=X....than reach school he went to pass up than we walk back to lot 1 again..than saw zhan xian outside world of JJ..he was laughing at my leg lor..alamak...hump...than saw nigel...he toking rot lor...sae wat mi n vin pa tuo..diao lor..i was like yaya...hhaa...but vin actually wan go eat le...but i hav no time..cause my mum is cooking than i hav to hurried back before i kena scolded..cause mum don wan mi to hurt my leg by walking soo much..sorry,...vin...than went to take cab again...he once again opened door for mi..haha...thanks thanks thanks...than he send mi home first than he go home..haha..no body have done tat till now lor...lol...than went home..bath le..hav my dinner...than vin sae he actually wan go watch movie wif his friend de..but his friend not free..so no go le...than i was like thought of asking him to go tomoor de..but don noe he wan not..paishe lor..than ..aiya.,.don noe la..siao..erm...k la...gtg do my thingy le..take care...muAckz.....
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In school...soo tired...than today also gt abit mood swing...lol...than how i wish i could go to the beach n shout it out..haiz..so xin ku keeping in my heart..haiz..than during physics , ms suriyani came to out class n tell us tat the VIP is cuming up to our level n ask us to keep tidy..than mr malek hav no choice but to let us sweep the floor..arrange our class..haha..which took up his time...haha..than when we saw the VIP, we all act act study..haha...wan giv gd impression mah...wahhaha...than during physics..my mood quite alright le..than after school...we stayed in our class for quite long...than wee liat n other class bois all came in..than only left mi..dorothy..shirley n yi ping in class wif the Boiss...haha...than they keep di siao mi bout my leg lor....idiot sia...lolz...than nv did i thought vincent will cum down to my class..cause it has been quite a while since school ended..i thought he went home le..hehe...than the bois went to di siao him..idiot de...lolz...than vincent also helped mi to bandage my leg..although tried n tied many times..but thanks anyway...i noe who to find nx time when i am injured le..hehe...than we the others went out run here run there...left mi vincent n zi kai..than we started chatting...than after tat we went to art room to collect our art pic thingy..than went canteen eat while yi ping went home..than went take bus..on the way we were having fun..many thingy to tok bout..lolz...nt bad...than went on 302..the bus driver is full of shiting attitude lor...idiot de lei...if havhis name put on..i sure go complain him de..hump..than went popular to buy things wif vin....than dor they all go home le..haiz..than we were walking up n down ..here n there...lol...than walk wif him to the LRT..than saw wee liat n aloy..omg..they tink too much again liao...lols..than i went home le..haiz..my leg today still very pain lei...haiz...jus went will my leg recover ?? sob.. haiz..today is quite alright la..gt happy n sorrow..but wif u guys there..i tink my day will be brighten no matter wat ba..hehe..k la..go do my work le..buai..take care..
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