Morning went sch wif a fast beating heart..cause getting result back le..all the subject at a go..sure heart attack de..haiz..than morning go class..one by one the paper is given back..english stil ok..than the rest of the paper..DIE liao lo..Bio most gek xim de..fail by 1 n 1/2 mark..haiz..careless mistake..than as for s.s...fail by 4 marks..history fail by 5 marks..physics fail be 7 marks..maths sure fail de..but tis time only fail by 11 marks..last time always get single digit de..nt bad liao tis time round..than those failed subject also nt bad le..cause most of the time i only got single digit or 10 marks something only..nt bad le..yipee..but stil nt gd..cause only pass 2..sure die de..so i must buck up le...as for art..haiz..most sad de..thought will pass..nv slp b'cos of tat..but failed..almost all the art student failed..my class no ppl pass..1st time sia..than we all so disappointed lo..really no mood after all le..than after checkin of paper we still need to go for mtl IP..sian..must study wif the express..haiz..than wan slp liao lo..lucky gt bring girl to sch n acc mi..whereva i go i bring her go..hahaz..like her so much..^_^...during ip..so tired lo..wan slp liao..haiz..than after tat abt 3 or 4 something we left le..cause do finish the paper 1 can go le..tomoro still have..sian..haiz..really no mood..mood swing..than go home..go msn..than a case came out..nv did i thought u don trust mi..i am so disappointed n sad..i really did nt do the wrong thing lo..but no one b'lieve mi..than still kena yuan wang..haiz..than i immediately sign off than went to room n find biao jie..than as i tell her..i buai tahan liao..i burst out into tears..i already very pekcek over my marks all this liao..than now still giv mi tis kind of problem..i really feel very depressed..i relaly don noe wat to do..i cried until my eyes so swollen..really no one blieve wat i sae,...y y y ..gaining ppl trust is so difficult mah?! i hate the feelin of being yuan wang..i am damn sad..than cry till my head ma bi..haiz..actually wan to find my so call "kai xin guo" de..but he is angry wif mi i tink..than don dare to contact him..he nt by mi side..mi don noe wat is the meaning of happiness..wat is the meaning of cheering up..where is the smile i have lost..haiz.. so impt to mi..than at nite..slowly my head becomes so pain..cause after crying is like tat de mah..haiz..than go slp lo..sms wei hong but he very late reply..cause he go out of camp than nv bring his hp out cause no batt..than reach back le than reply mi..very late le..i mid night wake up than saw it..but lan de reply him..lolz..than i still keep on telling my mummy i don wan go sch..cause i have a sense of afraidness..don noe y..i really don have feeling to go sch..but i still have to face tat problem..haiz.. than when abt to slp..tears were also rolling down when i closed up my eyes..haiz..hope tomoro is better...nitez..
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