Friday, May 19, 2006

` 190506..friday..

Moody day..sadness appear..morning go sch eyes so swollen..haiz..than morning still repeating my words."i don wan go sch"..but mummy sae giv mi confident go sch n face everything..no pt running away from the prob..haiz..but my heart is still really scare..scare till frozen liao.. than go sch eyes swollen..feeling frozen..no mood to tok at all..than after flag raising suddenly they plan to let us retake our nafa..sian diaoz..cause mi no wear pe t shirt..haiz..nvm lo..mood already no gd le..than still have to sit under the sun for so long to wait for the teacher..haiz..mood becum worst..than the standing broad jump left a few cm than pass liao..haiz..than in the end..still fail jus only tis station..than after tat went for early recess..cause we still have mtl Ip..than saw nigel outside office..than noe tat he kena sabo by zi kai..stupid lei tat zi kai..sae he loiter around the sch even though he finished his station earlier on le..but he did not lo..he is at he standing broad jump there cheering for mi lo..lolz..he ..edmund..hong peng..n wei chuan there cheering for mi..mr siah also noe..but tat stupid zi kai go sabo him..siao de..sian diaoz lor..haiz..than after tat went to find tat person..than don wan to hear or rather don have the attitude..don have the patient to hear wat i gonna sae..than after toking awhile ask mi to go tink abt it..but i already told the truth le mah..don blieve wat can i do..i really don noe..no means no..cant proberly force mi to sae out a yes ma..haiz..than my heart feels sad again..than tears cum out..than after tat go chinese..than announcement sae 12.15 must go back own class check marks or wat ar,..than go back le..so afraid to step into the class.haiz..than when check de mark..already being deducted le..than surprised mi de is the CME lo..i nv eva get a 'B' b4 de lo..i everytime get 'A' de..nt i wan to hao lian or wat..but its the fact..than tis time b'cos of tat stupid idiot matter SHE gave mi a 'B'..alomost everyone get A lo..haiz..i felt really damn sad..than go out of class..than tink tink tink..until my head so pain..feel so stress in it..than shirley they all cum to mi..tok n tok..than i suddenly tok until pekcek liao..i shouted so loudly..i really cannot take it liao..than tat jj walk pass than he look at mi than i see him..than tink he wans to tok to mi but i was crying ma..than he sae oh..nvm..bye..tc..lolz..than i okok..than really i felt so stress..really no energy..than headace came again..haiz..than after tat go back for chinese again..teacher also nt happy le..cause our NA 'O' a few ppl nv cum..tat william they all la..stupid kuku de lei..pon pon pon..tink fun ar..teacher so much time giv us de ar..hardly let us learn something for our own gd they don wan..even though it is sian but stil have to at least endure till the end of the O lvl mah..don noe how to tink de lei..haiz..than make teacher so angry..see liao also nt happy..haiz..than after tat went to take bus to lot 1..than meet up wif mummy than go buy things..than go home le..all the way head very pain..haiz..rest early ba..N as for my art..though i failed..i am still the 1st in my class..1 more mark i can pass liao lo..she also don wan giv mi..sian diao..haiz..nvm la..k la..go rest le..tc..haiz..really cannot take it..really tired le..really breaking down soon..endure ba...

[ Its so xin ku when i cant even get close to u when i saw u rite infront of mi..]
[ How long can i endure ?!?!]
[ Will u eva cum n pei mi again ?]
[ Will u eva regain the promises we made ?]
[ Will i be able to get close to u again ?]
[ All the ans is i don noe..only have to depend on fate n u..]
[Hope everything goin be alright..]
[ Bring my hand n hold mi thru...]

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 5:35 PM

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