//* love

Thursday, May 04, 2006

` Do i really noe myself ??!!

Jus wat is happening to mi ? Y i have all tis feeling ? M i really tat jealous..y am i jealous ? haiz..i don noe i don noe i really don noe..... ARRGGHHHHHH ,............... *sob*....Y cant i jus put down everything ? y cant i jus be more happier ? y my only strength is always getting angry b'cos of mi...? y y y ....Y am i so stupid...cant even keep ********** by my side ? y cant i ? Y am i always bottling up everything in my heart ? Sometimes i really wish to sae out how i felt..but i jus scare tat when i sae out i might made other unhappy..i might make things worst..i might even make ppl avoid mi....haiz...jus wat shld i do ? it is really xin ku to put everything inside my heart....

Do u still remember the promise we made ? Will u really be there for mi when i need u ? If yes...i wan to tell u tat i need u now..rite now...I am feeling troubled...i don noe wat to do..which path shld i go ? pls guide mi thru...U r my strength to carry on...I jus wan u to be by mi now...hold my hands tight..i am shivering as i am scare....bring mi thru the darkness...bring mi towards the sunshine....Don let go of mi...i scare u wont be back once u r gone...i am really scare......u r impt...really impt...so impt tat my life cld nt be complete without u..haiz...pls..where r u..cum back to mi..pls...i'll be waiting...

Sry..i noe i have made u angry in some ways...but i really don noe wat exactly happen...pls..tell mi...all i can sae now is sry...mayb u will tink "if sry is able to cure everything wat for the police is for"....but i only can sae sry...accept it n let everything go...sry...

[Pls..cum to mi..i need u now..]
[ Don leave mi in the darkness..]
[ I need u to hold mi tight n bring mi thru..]

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 4:47 PM