Morning slp till 6.15..than prepare le jiu go sch..funny lo..jus reach sch than jj ask mi bout...[bla bla bla]..than i was shock lo..i don noe anything than he suddenly ask mi..haha..during english lesson it was so tired lo..wan slp le.haiz..than during bio class..we gt lame again..hahaz..than during the common test period...we do our own thing..lol.than don one y suddenly mr loh n edmund tok about wat cheating cases..than they quarrel until very jiang lo..hahaz..than we in class listen to them..than also baui tahan..than go dw to general office to check wif newspaper thingy..than saw vinz..wen..maine n wan hui sitting there..than after tat..tok tok..than quickly go back to class..than awhile later finish lesson le..than go art room put bag..than go lot 1 eat..went to food court..than mi n vinz share a bowl of porridge..at least we wont eat so much..hahaz..i eat abit jiu don wan le..than something happen there..don sae better..lolz..than after tat went back to sch wif vinz n maine..they gt revise work..vinz go train his st john junior....than after art we go lot 1..than on the way..a st john junior pass by vinz than sae :" Bye..Senior ! " wow..we all gek lo..haiz..our junior also nv ike tat lo..than i sae..when i go for nx gb meetin i will wan to set a rules..saying if anyone nx time whereva saw senior nv sae 'hi / bye senior OR sergant..will b fine by 10 cent or so..hahaz..than after tat vinz mi maine go kfc..haiz..my leg really bery pain..don noe wat happen..hope its fine..than after tat go home le..haiz..kena sae..sry mummy..than ate my dinner..watch tv..later goin to read storybook than slp le..tomoro goin to jie sch concert..haha..so happy..than today vinz gt a free ticket of 'colour of asia' from wan hui..haiz..than startin think he might b goin for tat le ba..than i giv up hope go ask other ppl..than after awhile he cum tell mi he nt goin..he giving other ppl the ticket..he pei mi go..lolz..i starting thought he haven yet confrim..or make mi happy only..but after tat he sae he will go..haha..really feel so happy n glad..hope he wont change his mind tomoro..lolz..k la..end here le..nitex..
Morning wake up see my alarm clock thought still early as it is jus 6 am..but nv did i thought tat when i double check wif my hp, it is already 6.15 !! Lolz.. than quickly wake up n wash up..than make breakfast..wahaha..after tat jiu go sch le...morning run..lolz..hahaz..during bio lesson we hab a open book test..ms wong no sound..lolz..than we sit in a row..Dor..mi..li..ping..than bhind us is wei chuan..joffree..jj..zhi hong..than ms wong ask us to separate table but in the end also de same..cause we r also very near each other..than they guys very wat lo..keep on "bullying" us..lolz,,but indeed we had great fun..hahaz..than ms wong sae cannot tok ma..but the 8 of us still discuss 2gether..haha...than our ans almost all the same..than mi n dor don noe tok abt wat..than jj thought we sae bad things abt him.than he ask n ask n ask..than i sae : " Nth la..jus saying tat u r very shuai la.Happy ?!..." than he " HUH.....lolz..than bio lesson finish le ma..after i came out from toilet than walk pass his classroom than he shout out at mi..keep on askin mi wat we jus now sae..aiyoyo...lolz..than i don wan reply him i fast walk bk to class..haha.z..after sch..went to lot 1 to eat..than vinz they all happen to see us inside..than cum in...the story goes on..........bla bla bla...[ mood feeling vex]...n the story goes on n on....than pei vinz go buy things..haiz..the more i wan to hide my feelin, than more i cant...i 'gek' all the anger in myself..than feel so 'men'..haiz..than i still try to smile in front of them..but.,.haiz..than i keep on using my hand to bang the pillar..than the four leave outside the wall..where the q for the sweet talk is..than i keep on knocking it..i can feel the pain on my hand..but i jus noe tats the way i can keep mi goin...but i jus can sae..i am really in pain..than later i found out tat 1 of my finger 'puo pi'..than little blood..but pain..than my hand the bone there all red n pain..haiz..y huh..story continues....than i pei vinz go upstairs..than i hit on the escalator..than he keep on asking mi nt to do tat..than in the end he use his hand n block at the spot i hitting on..lol...mayb i jus felt happy but..nvm..story goes on..i don wan to sae out.. ;p..anyway..overall tks ya..luv Ya de most...lolz..don noe y u r always there wheneva i need u..u nv fails to cheer mi up....bla bla bla..after tat went back to sch...than do n do art...haiz...y jus the effect is nt there..haiz..than do until 6..than go home le..very tired..than slp awhile..than vinz called n i wake up..haiz..haben pack my bag since i came back..lolz..k la..go do homework le..hahaz..tomoro still a long day..jia you ba..nitex
Morning wake up at 5.55 am..haha..zhun hor ! cause mummy call back..sae dad n her coming back home le..they go eat breakfast first..than ask mi faster go bath..go prepare..than when they reach hse downstairs, mummy called n ask mi to go down..tat time only 6.15 like tat lo..lolz..than abt 6.30 like tat jiu reach sch le..wow..whole parade square nobody de lo..so sianx..lolz..than sit there fa dai..than after tat vinz they all jiu reach sch le..wow..sit there for almost 1/2 hr lo..aiyoyo..lolz...today so many subject lo..soo tired..lolz..than after sch still have to stay back for art IP coaching..haiz..but nvm..have to pia..fast fast do finish jiu can relax le..than after sch wanted to go lot 1..haiz..also they ask mi to decide where to eat de ma..than in the end i sae i wan go lot 1..than in the end they tell mi they wan stay in sch n eat..haiz..at tat moment i don noe wat feelin sld i express in front of them..mayb it is anger..mayb it is normal feelin..but at tat time i only can hao hao sae to them..than i jiu walk to lot 1 wif vinz le..haiz..than met qw n charmaine..than go eat kfc..aft tat go buy bubble tea for them..than rush back to sch le..Late for art le..lolz..than reach sch..everyone bz doin their work..than i hurried up n catch up..than Mrs tay on the air-con as we gt too many ppl inside n is very stuffy n hot..so on lo..than my painting tat particular place damn cold lo..lolz..haiz..tomoro onwards still have to continue wif the art..jia you ba..than after art..went to Ntuc to buy things..than after tat on the way to escalator, mi n dor still toking abt vinz..than i reach 1st floor first ma..than i waited for them..than i kena shock lo...walking behind shirley is vinz..shock sehz..aiyoyo..than i "stun" lo..lolz..than they went home first..we went walk,.than qw n charmaine went to comic connection to meet us..than ben lai they wan go k-box de,..than don noe b'cos of wat than no go..if is mi than sry..than after went home le..haiz..made mummy worry bout mi cause i did nt call home when i knew i was goin home late..sry..than after tat went to bath..eat dinner..than watch tv..go online..than jiu have to go do work le..argh..too many work to do le..*stress*..lolz..k la..go do work le..Gambateh neh..!!
New term started..morning wake up after gettin morning call..lolz..than wash up..go sch..1st day of sch..a few mins later jiu late le..lucky get there on time..lolz..than many teachers said tat 'pia' 7 more weeks..after our exam jiu can relax le..promised to b more hardworking..jia you everyone..especially my dear friends...time table changed too..aiyoyo..than after recess is s.s..teacher have a sudden impt thing to settle..so no lesson...yipee..but after tat is physics so tired..almost fell aslp..lolz..after is assembly...than sch end le..go pizza eat wif vinz, li, ping...than go walk walk..jiu go home le..so tired..;later still have to do work..jia you ba..haiz..don noe tomoro need stay bk nt..nvm..
Morning wake up at 6..have to go tzu chi..haiz..than meet wif jie than tk mrt there..a long journey sehz..from cck to pasir ris..is one end till another lo..aiyoyo..than reach there..than rain..actually gt a activity at the beach de..recycling..but due to the rain it is cancel..than after tat..at train very tired..than fell aslp...than vinz msg mi..ask mi whether wan go k-box nt..than i don noe wan go nt..cause i very tired...ytd so late reach home than so late go slp..than today so early go out..somemore go so far...very tired...than finally decide go lo..anyway last day of holiday ma..haha..than go k-box sing sing..play play..hahaz..so tired..than starting play until very happy..but start to feel tired at abt eveing..than don noe y scare i might lose my temper...so i prefer to sit at the top there..than vinz came to acc mi..lolz..tks ya...than charmaine join us..anyway..its fun...than at abt 8 like tat we go home le..than reach home bath...tok to mummy...than pack my bag for tomoro...haiz..tomoro start sch le..jia you for term 3 ba...jia you for end yr ba....lets promote together...=p...k la..end here le..nitex..
Wake up at 10 something in the morning...than andrew called my hp but i on silent so no hear it..than after i came out from bathing..than saw so many miss call..haha..than went out to work le..than only ate a bread..halfway thru...stomach keep rumbling..so hungry...than keep on go drink water...haha..than the customer is so many till i no time to have my meal..aiyoyo...than finally at ard 6 something the crowd is lesser than andrew ask mi to go buy food n eat..than i go lo..than the jackson late for work lo..lolz..cause he ytd go pub till morning than cant wake up..lolz..andrew also..4 something than reach home..than 8 something have to wake up to cum work le..lolz..who ask him to b the ,manager..haha..than they still ask mi tonight after work wan join them to partyworld nt..i diaox lo..i sae today sure very tired de..than i rejected..than they sae after work tired is tired but must go happy,,.relax..lolz..than i keep on saying don wan..lolz..they no choice sae nx time than go out lo..hahaz..haiz..today de customer is so many..than also quite a number is ma fan de..haiz..sianz...than bz till ..aiyoyo..my temper's like fire boiling..haha..than 10 like tat off le..andrew gave mi my 1st salary..i'm so happy..though someone might sae i m siao..wats there to b happy..but...wait till u all go work than get the 1st pay u all will noe the feelin...those no feelin..better go see doc..lol..than kor called mi..he sae wan cum out for supper..than i ok lo..i ask him to cum out..but nv did i thought tat i waited so long after i reach cck..than i called him..he at home..some mis-communicating btw us..aiyoyo..hahaz...than da bao for him..reach home diam tired seh..than pack things..than goin slp le..cancelled tomoro's working le..too tired le..tomoro still have to endure 1/2 day..sianx..have to go till pasir ris..haiz..stil have to wakeup early in the morning..die le la..haiz..better go slp..nitex...muackx...haiz..tomoro goin to cut hair soon..than also have to pia my work le...haben even touches it..lolz..
Morning wake up at 7.02...if it is nt vinz morning call mi i also wont wake up,,lol..than went to prepare than go out le..went mac da bao his breakfast..than go swimming le..morning no ppl de lo..so shiok..haha..than play play..swim swim..very the fun...haha...than go play slide..haha..vinz do many 'stun' lo..lolz..very funny..haha...so scare he hurt himself..aiya..but guys a like tat de la..lolz..than go the olympic pool swim.than shirley learn how to float..swim...than i in the middle of the pool than she wan cum find mi than she don noe how to swim than in the end still have to 'save' her..aiyoyo...than startin i have difficulty..cause i don have tat much of strength to carry her back..than she keep on struggling..aiyo..i was so lost lo..than she also keep pulling mi down..aiyo..i keep asking her to calm don relax so tat i can save her ma..than she aiyo don noe la..than i quickly call vinz..than he came..he also kena pulled down by shirley...aiyo...tat shirley hor..actually i nt scare of shirley la..i more scare of him..cause "Ben lai " he will be alright de..but b'cos to save her don noe in the end wat will happen to him sia..haha...than wow...mi n him very xin ku than pull her to the side..than we both so tired lo..aiyo,..anyway...having a fun day the way day...ya lo..somemore pool inside gt " shark" de...which bits...must b more careful..haha..i wan to go swimming again..its so fun..=p...than after tat went to eat..walk walk than go home le...all of us kena sunburn...were so black n red lo..haha..than were so tired..though i m tired but i am so happy as it is something i waited for so long b4 i cld go n do it..haha..i felt really happy..tks friend btw...muackz...than reach home all of us go slp le..too tired le..haha..than nite than wake up.. k la..end le..go do art le..tomoro still have to work long hrs..haiz..k la..nitex..
Morning 10.30 like tat than wake up...nt tat shu fu..don noe y..than contact him..than thought of goin anywhere...than on phone halfway..urgent call to do something...than pei shirley go sunshine place buy thing..than go settle something at lot 1..than waited for my dad to drive mi to hospital..than grandpa also on board..than reach there...many ppl eye swollen like tat..aiyoyo..grandma is in CCU..coronary condition unit... very jing ji de..haiz...than also gt ppl cried..cause their luv one jus pass away...also at tat unit de...haiz..hope nai nai is fine...bless..than head a bit pain..feel like vomitting..than after tat really vomit.. =_="lll ...than dad drove us home...than on car i faster rest awhile..or elses mi goin to vomit again...very bu shu fu..than also msg him sae cant acc him le..haiz..once again thanks for ur understanding...hope it would last...than go home..bath..rest..than go online..do housework...haiz... so tired... but i really qi dai tomoro swimming..hope to go so long le..finally the day has cum.lolz..haiz..hope tat person wld go tomoro...see ya...^_^...muackz...tc...
Very late than wake up...than nth to eat..go online..chat chat..than go prepare le..cause online till almost late for work..than go for work..reach liao my manager they all sae i tis few weeks MIA..haha..than start work..actually work till 9 de..but too many ppl than manager giv mi O.T..than when i was abt to call my mum n inform her , i took out my hp n saw my mum msg..she sae she n dad is in hospital now cause grandma is admitted into hospital...n is in emergency..than i shock lo..haiz..than i also told him i cant acc him le...glad tat tis friend of mine is understanding...lolz..than last hr..nt much customer le..so quite lack..than my manager ask mi to go wif them to eat after work..than startin okok..but in the end i sae don wan..lol..than go meet biao jie..cause she also jus finish work..than go home le..haiz..tomoro goin to visit grandma...hope she's fine...nitex..
I really hate u till the end lei..really don noe how to sae out..who to tell to..u r jus a stupid idiot person who r jus to b hated by ppl...don u tink u really sux...snatching friends away from ppl..u tink fun ar..u tink u gain anything ?! yes..indeed u gain the person but u lose the trust..faith n likeness from other ppl...wif the sucking attitude from u..u tink ppl wan to b ur friend meh..ya..those r fake de..n u keep on using ur side friend lo...pang guan zhe qing lo..u b wif them b'cos of wat..MONEY la...so obvious..oh ya..nt excatly is...is also b'cos U no friend ma...only gt tat few friends...so ke lian hor..tell u ar..wont last long de..everyone u also wan giv comment..who will wan to b ur friend...sutpid kuku idiot..everytime also gt things to sae de..nt sian ar..will sae ppl y dont u look into the mirror n reflect on urself lei...stupid...everything u sae u nv do lo...don expect too much on ppl when u cant even make sure u can do it...don eva tink u r the one tat ppl must obey u..listen to u..go as ur wish...N DONT U EVA BRAINWASH MY FRIENDS ARD MI..I'M NT GOIN TO LET U OFF..!!!! nv eva try snatching friends away from mi..u nt goin to win...u Freak....than everytime only noe how to use tat few words..so er xin lo..u tink u writin to ur bf ar...pui la..so er xin lo...pls la..don act like as if u r a peacock la..so pretty ar,,no lo..u r like a hippotamus in a dirty pond which ppl shit in it lo...pls look into ur own reflection hor..better b careful..mayb one day u kena unwanted things to happen on u..I can sae i hate u to the cord...U WAN TAT PERSON TKE LA..NO ONE WILL STOP U...IDIOT FREAK....GO N SNATCH URSELF LA..OH..SHLD B..GO TKE URSELF LA..NO ONE WILL WAN DE...STUPID...
Happy father day !! Dad thanks for bringing mi up though we don have much conversation in a day as we hardly have time to meet each other face to face..everyday when u go work i in sch or slping..when i cum back u slping or resting..but i noe no matter wat our heart is always link..knowing how much difficulty u might b goin thru in a day...but i noe for the family seek u always will try ur best to work hard...dad..i am really glad n pleasure to have u as my dad...yu r 4eva the dad tat i will cherish..treasure..luv..care...n concern....dad...I LOVE U ...
Morning wake up at 6 something than go prepare..so tired..goin to m'sia..than after tat dad drive us to the custom...than we go aunt there..than make up..style hair..took pic..aiyo..mi still having a tired face...lolz..than go took photo..the photographer so handsome..haha..=p..i also gt took wif mum..than choose pic..my relative sae all look quite nice..don noe which to choose..lolz..than when the photo is out..A4 size de..than they put it into a frame..than my aunt sae must put at the table top there...cannot tke down..cause she sae wan to let her customer see the pic..as a sample..LOLZ..i HUH until very loud..haha..than after tat...they ask mi nt to wash away my make up first cause still gt another round..haiyo..than i go slp..than the hair abit ruan..than make up also fade abit le..haha..than after everything..abt 7 like tat than actually sae wan to go to a restaurant to eat de..but full le..so went to "jobass"..a place where gt music n also can order food as u wish..lolz..than eat le go to grandparent house..they kena shock by my pic..lolz..than after tat went to my cousin hse to stay overnite..watch tv abit..than abt midnite than slp..though the whole day is tiring but really happy..n missed someone...lolz..but cant contact..haiz..nvm...Sunday morning wake up very early too..at abt 6.30 am like tat..wake up to cook spagetti...than at tat time also quite tired..cause keep on waking up in the middle of the nite..when done in cookin than went to bath b4 cum to eat..eat le than "yi zhang" drove us to the bus station there..our bus is 8.30 de..than abt 10something reach back s'pore as on the way nt much cars n jam..than dad went to pick us up than drove us home..than go bath..prepare to go for my biao gu wedding..aiyo..so bz..lolz..than it is at yishun there de..don noe wat orchid country club arh..lolz..reach there than saw so many relative..than still gt saw shuai ge..wahaha,...than tat ah le tis time no shoot mi so much le..lolz,..but he keep toking crap lo..than tok bout jj..lolz..than we tok many la..than outside the ballroom drink cocktail first..chat..than after tat went in to the ballroom..have lunch...the food ar..soso lo..but salad nice..especially the tomato,..lol...wow..than whole weddin is so romantic...so nice..on october there will b another one..cause my another biao gu gettin marry also..haha...reach home damn tired...slp for awhile..than wake up le...than quite hungry..go eat noodles..than online watch tv..tomoro still have to go back sch..haiz..12-5 pm...haiz...jia you ba..have to pia le..than if no finish than tues-fri ,must go back from 9-1...k la..best wish...jia you..nitex..muackz..
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Morning woke up late..8.30 than woke up..9 must reach sch..quickly jump up than go wash up than went out without breakfast...than reach sch is about 9 something ba..than mediacorp came to film again le..lolz..started painting on canvas right after i reach sch...don even feel like goin to lunch lo..i wan to treasure the time given..i don wan to waste any of it...the whole day i am jus sitting there trying my best to paint...though it really gave mi headace but i noe tat i still have to endure it..all i was tinking is to complete it asap so that i cld go out n have some entertainment..today's mood also abit hay wired..haiz..keep on mixing the wrong median..than art teacher also keep on saying mi..haiz..but the whole day half painted art piece is jus like don noe wat shit la..haiz..sian..than when dismissed liao i don even feel like goin home lo.,.how i wish i cld do finish by today....haiz...oh ya...during lunch break went to limbang..cause teacher chase us out ask us go eat..than she lock the art room door..diaoxx...than many funny things happen lo..those guys hor..don noe la...lolz..than sae joshua ang.shawn lee they all there...than after tat have to run back to sch..cause late le..teacher ask us to b back in sch by 1 pm sharp...but rain too big le..bo bian run back to sch...all wet..haiz...than once reach sch than go bk to paint straight away..after sch...went to lot 1..than damn hungry lo..than meet jie...after tat went to eat..than accompany her to sunshine place to cut her hair...than aiyo she cut her fringe until very erm..er...lolz.than after tat went back home..but 8 something than reach home...quite tired lo..than do housework..watch tv...than go online...than fall aslp..wake up again..than hp no batt..dot dot dot...auto shut...haiz...a tiring n stressful day indeed....haiz...hope tomoro wld b better...haiz...pia art again tomoro...haiz...jia you ba,..really hope by tis friday cld finish..i don wan to go back sch agian nx week...hiaz..than also jus noe tat my malaysia trip tis weekend will b cancel cause sunday one of my relative is goin to get marry...so cant go back...haiz...k la..go slp le..tired...nitex...muackz....
Morning have art...than started on my finalise pic..drawn on the big canvas...so big n heavy..its nt a easy job..but have to endure thru no matter wat...than didnt go for lunch as all i thought in my mind is pia..pia n pia...how i wish i cld finish within tis few days..friday is the "deadline"...i wan fast fast finish than no need to go n tink n tink about the art..the last week of holiday i jus wish i cld have fun enjoying...playing..go out..go to place i wan to go..go shopping..go k-box..go see movie..many movie i have nt seen...=p...tats y i really hope tat i cld fast fast finish within tis few days...no breaking...continue n continue even if i am about to drop down i also wan it to b completed...haiz...than he came n find mi at aard afternoon despite being sick...abit heart pain..sick le still wan cum sch...than when see him quite happy but still quite worried bout him ba,..but quite touching..nv eva especially go to a place n waited for tat person to finish lesson...thanks,..after tat went to lot 1..saw kor kor..than 3 of us go eat...than go arcade...play play play..very fun..siao de lo..tat aunty..cant wear white pants..bla bla bla..than don wear meh !!..-_-"lll...nvm..than b4 tat actually thought of goin to watch [the omen] but knew tat kor kor had already spent so much money today...he is quite heart pain le..so don wan lo..nx time than go...than go buy keyboard...go buy s.t....than go home le..jie cum mi hse...than online...haiz..at nite sort of quarrel wif him..or rather misunderstanding..don noe la..quite sad though...but i can only sae tat...really cant pei u..not i don wan...how i wish i cld..i really wish to...but i really cant leave my art...all i can tink now is to complete my art than go play...i really don have the heart to go anywhere now..sry...pls let mi complete my art...i noe u must tink i sure have time de...but i noe myself...i am too slow le..i don wan to leave my art piece halfway towards completeing...i wan it done by friday....though it might make u damn angry i noe..but wat i can sae is i cant leave my art place at the moment of time...i can giv up anything else b'cos of u but nt tis time round...tis sub is too impt...u might nt wan to see all tis rubbish words i write..but all tis is true from my heart...i really wish i cld tok to u...sae it out to u wat i am feelin in a nice way...sometimes words jus cldn't be said out of my mouth...mayb scare of the consequences i might face...hope u understand..if u don understand also nvm...i knew one day u will...cause i notice a great change in u...i notice a different u...u r a clever n thinking person hope u will get wat i gonna sae...the promise i made will always b fulfill...
I noe mayb my presence may let some of u sufffer...but i can sae tt wateva is urs means it is definitely urs...but if it is fated not urs..let go of it no matter how much u luv it..no matter wat u still have to let go 1 of the days..though it might b sad..but time will recover everything..haiz..i really don noe recently wat had got into mi ?! did i really gave ppl feelin tat i am snatching someone away from tat particular person ? haiz...i don noe..but as i sae..no matter wat it come..no matter is relationship..or the things my friends wans..i will definitely giv up...i jus wan my friend to b happy n tats all...th0ugh i might b sad..but i noe ppl ard mi ish happy...as for now..i don wan to snatch a person over wif someone...jus tke it..treasure it..luv it...no regrets...having him though is a happinest...but if his heart ish wif someone else tats no use..especially if it happens tat his heart is wif ur best friend..really..the feelin is jus like a sharp knife stabbing into ur heart...But no matter wat..i wish tat everyone can b trueful to mi..i hate liers...don hide from mi anything..i will understand the situation n ur diffculties if it is the truth coming from ur mouth...don scare mi tat i will b angry..as it is a temporary thing..haiz...if she really likes him tat much...pls let mi noe...i am willing to giv up...bless u all...nth is impossible..let mi b hurtz for awhile but nt lifelong....luv u all...muackz...
Morning wake up ard 7 or 8 something..went sch..haiz..early morning many things i do already nt goin so smoothly le..haiz..than went sch..than rush my art..than after lots of changes, finally it is finalise..than lunch time go limbang..cause nearer..than so many kranjians lo..especially de d&t n art student..than went to the food court upstairs..than don feel like eatin..so went to mac to buy drinks n also to go toilet...than when i wan open the door..i nv notice it is pull..than i go push...than no matter how hard i push also cant open..than dor sae mi stupid lo..is pull..than i oh,,than jus open the door..than jj sit there eating ma..than he laugh at mi lo..wah kao..i act no see him lo..than wheneva he see mi he laugh..stupid la..lolz..than after tat went back to have art again..haiz..tired..really tired..cant even get the colours well for my final art piece...sob..than at 5 something release le..than meet up wif him n qw.....as i need return him his towel n deo...very nice lo than smell..haiz..so bu she de..nvm..go buy 1 day...than pei him go eat..i so tired...than go walk walk..than i need buy art thingy..than he wan buy s.t for swimming coming day..than go search very long nor..than at kiddy palace still need pei him go in..bla bla bla..than after tat nv buy...haben decide to..alamak...ya hor..he today also treat mi nt like normal..like his style treatin mi today..than i was so tired..i diam diam tok no much..than on escalator up he pat on my head 3 times..so cute seh...lolz...very long time no ppl pat on mi le..everytime hit mi only..lolz..than after tat...stomach nt feelin well...gastric pain i tink..than go home lo..they send mi to interchange than go back...return him the 2 "baobei"..haiz..kinda sad..but no choice..is his..will miss them de...muackz...than go home..bath..than eat dinner...than online...haiz..tis few days miss ru xiang real much...ru xiang..many of us miss ya..i noe u noe n can receive the msg we giv u...bless everyone..i miss ya..
Morning wake up at 7.30 am..thought i am overtime..the weather is so gd for slping..but no matter how tired i am i still pulled myself up in order to send my dearest junior ru xiang off the last time..than go contact them..bath..than after tat mummy n daddy n mi went to teck whye to have breakfast..than ask shirley to cum down to find us..than after eatin go fetch dor n ping...than daddy drove us there..than reach there go in..nt tt many ppl..than go see her..stand b'side the coffin for quite a long time..keep on lookin at her..tis is the last time le..miss her real much..than dor get permission from her father to take picture of her last time..though many ppl might think it is funny n nt suppose or siao..but i can sae if u r in my shoe u will definitely noe how i felt n why i wan to do so..keepin memory of her is the last thing i cld do..than shirley they all gt cry abit lo..than at around 10 something we prayed..than being send to the mandai there de cremation there..than really sad..reach there her church friends r all there le..many ppl..than we have a bit of tokin than take the last look at her..than we went to the other hall...than look down is where the coffin is being push into the "fire" place..haiz..than starting we still ok..but when we r able to see the coffin being slowly proceeding into the gate..her mum cried n shout her..haiz..than the whole hall almost all cried out...really sad..we cld only cry...than dor still salute to her..than we were like...diaox..nvm..than after being push in we went out to tke the bus back to the previous place..than during tat ceremony...dar msg mi..than keep on vibrating..alamak..but i cant tke out..than on bus than i contact him..than don noe y i find him so polite in the sense of nt like himself..i like the way he is today,.don noe y..lolz..i jus find comfortable in the way being wif him today...toking to him like very free like tat...nt like his usual way like always gt some don noe la....than after tat took cab bk to sch..they having lunch..than they ask us to eat..than proceed on to our meeting..than after tat go do art awhile than go meeting again..than abt 6 like tat release le..than meet up wif dar to go eat dinner..actually very damn hungry de..but i don noe y suddenly my stomach nt feelin well..haiz..than no eat lo..after tat than go buy chicken eat..wahaha..than go wlak walk...than after tat dar send mi to the bus interchange..aiyo..he "strangle" mi lo..my neck damn pain seh..aiyo..but he quite cute de la..lolz..don noe y i said tat..mayb hay wire le..haha..than go home online..haiz..miss ru xiang damn much...whole mind is tinking bout her..haiz..rest in peace my dear darlin ru xiang...4eva in our precious memory...God bless her family n everyone...i noe she is now in ur hand..take gd care...luv ya..muackz...
Morning wake up than prepare to go for the first day of GB camp...but we r nt goin to stay overnite..than reach sch late..but anyway we nt suppose to go de ma..so cant blame us for being late..than after tat play games..than we had to go do our art..than after tat have a small meeting than after dinner took cab to go ru xiang 2nd day of departure memory..at Garden of remembrance...at old cck rd there de..than when reach there her church de ppl also there..damn many ppl..they having service there..than when we walk round her coffin i almost cried out..haiz..really sad..see her photo already sad le..but than i saw her slight smile on her face..at least it give mi a feelin tat she had gone to another place wif peace..than after tat..almost all gb cried..than when sing amazing grace cry more cham...haiz..than after whole service..took free bus back to cck..than daddy went to fetch mi from lot 1..hai..my feelin is damn down...miss her real much...than reach home prepare..than really very verg tired...than as tomoro need to go back sch n also to wake up early to send her off last time...so go slp le..but wheneva i close my eyes i thought of her..really miss her damn much..but than at last i have to go slp no matter wat..forced myself to slp...haiz..hope tomoro sld b ok..nitez..
Morning wake up late so no go play basketball wif them..than when on my way to sch rain so heavily..than after tat went to limbang to have breakfast as the rain had stop..but nv did we thought tat when we were on our way back, it started to rain heavily..than bo bian have to go back so run back...but all wet also...wet until...don noe how to sae la..than it was damn cold..than wear slipper..keep on wanting to fall down..haiyo..than shirley..ping n ting go up walkwalk..than mi n dor at art room than suddenly ping ran down sae there is bad news..ru xiang our gb junior had pass away..n shirley is crying outside gb room..we rushed up..than ran damn fast seh..than dor also cry..than i told myself tat i must be strong..if everyone cry than no one will b there to console each other..than miss leong still ask mi y i didnt cry..i diaoz lo..than miss leong gave us our camp t-shirt in advance..she ask us to change into the camp t first cause we r too wet le..will catch a cold..so go change lo..than go inform art teacher we will be away for some time..than she actually ask us to go home rest de..but we don wan..than i ask dar to bring mi a towel...cause i need to dry up..than i am cold also..than when he reach sch he gave mi..than it is more warmth lo...than the towel is big enough to keep mi warm..than jun kai lend his another shirt to shirley..than ping also gt jie ming to b there..all of us kena wet..lolz..but dor..don have..haha..she damn sad lo...she go ask jj but he don have extra shirt..haha..than after tat dar waited till i finish my art..than class 4I having their S.L...the kids very naughty lo..aiyo..don noe how to sae la..than many ppl injured lo..diaox..than shaheda went hos as her leg dislocate..haiz..hope she is alright..than after tat went to lot 1 than suddenly we both don noe y like quarrel but nv la..than after tat than i noe his aunty also in critical time..haiz...than at tat time i also don noe wat to sae to him cause i also jus received bad news..haiz..than after tat went home..jie cum mi hse too..than haiz..don tink too much...go slp early..tomoro still have a long day..
Morning 6 something mummy wake mi n kor kor up to eat breakfast..alamak..i so tired..cause yesterday very late than slp..haiz..than no choice..cause is wanton noodles..cannot place there outside too long..will taste awful..than i blur blur closing my eyes n walk to the living room..haiz..so tired..than mi n kor same pattern de..haha..giv the same tired face..than eatin style all same de..lolz..than after tat went back to slp..lolz..than a few min later jiu wake up le..than go prepare than go out..still bery tired despite bathing cold water..than waited for shirley very long..8 liao she still nt yet there..ms ong will sure scold mi de..if i late..haiz...than i walk damn slowly...at the same time wait for her..than walk till near the sch there de block than suddenly he pt at my back..than i was lookin at the msg halfway than stun lo..than his head knock into my head..haha..cute sehz..than go sch..than go for lesson..than li sms mi sae they no geo again..sian lo..than they almost whole class go limbang..than we history class also 9.30 like tat jiu finish liao..than go back class..stun dio..cause thought their geo class is cancel but it's nt..lolz..than quickly contact li they all..but they scare kena scold so they no cum back anyway left 1/2 hr..lolz..than after tat..at class rest..don noe y the mood nt gd..tats y i keep on goin out of class..haiz...than after tat..english period mr ong told us our oral marks...i got 25..nt bad liao la..than eng also quite early end..than pei wan ting go take her oral..than outside staff room..after feedin the 2 "baobei" than i felt relly tired..so rest lo..really slp very soundly..than awhile later..they came down le.. than we walk to lot 1..haiz..don noe y he so unhappy..cant guess it..haiz..than go food junction eat..i kay-kiang la..don wan eat..than gastric pain..but no one noes..sian..nvm..than faster go buy food go back sch eat..than at sch we saw mediacorp ppl cum don noe pai wat la..than we saw the actor 'Ben'..than we sae hi to him..he outside the hall than we at parade square ma..than li ask him can tke photo nt..than he ask us go up..than we run up lo..than the guys stupid de..also run up..than tat jj keep on calling mi name..than purposely wan to run pass mi though the place is so queezy lo..lol..than i tink i hurt him ba..lolz..sry oh..but too bad who ask u make mi..haha..than we go tke pic..so funny lo..haha...than after tat we go back do art le..haha,..than haiz like no feelin to do art..but must endure..so keep doin lo..than after sch..he msg mi sae wan eat dinner..than go meet up..maine there too,.than i go toilet..too urgent..lol.z..than we go walk walk than go eat...than they teach mi canto..haha..so happy can learn le..but i need a long time to learn de..scare no one will have patience to teach mi..haiz..see lo..than after tat daddy came drive mi home..sry maine for nt able to pei u..nx time oh...haiz...have to rush my art badly le..jia you ba..mayb my day might nt be tat happy wif the presence of u..mayb yes mayb no..i really don noe..haiz..i jus hope everything can be well goin...
Morning really damn tired..don noe y..don feel like waking up..haiz..really really very tired..than like no mood like tat..than reach sch..haiz,..1st lesson maths..sianz..almost fall aslp..haiz..than endure endure...recess le..don feel like goin down so stay in class...play wif girl n boy..haha..miss them so much...than after tt go history class..haiz..more sian..jus hoping the teacher will nt be here..lolz..than li their teacher no cum..so gd..than we sms lo..they go lot 1 than help us da bao lunch...than in history class haiz..already very tired le..brain nt functioning le..than tat ms ong ask mi ans question..than i tink lo...cause really cant tink le ma..so e e o o..than she "Ah shian..faster la..we gt many other things to do....." than keep on shouting..than i pek cek le lo..she can go ask other de ma..since i took so long..hai.than in the end i don noe y i like nt myself lo..jus shouted out rubbish n it is correct..lolz..than ms ong shock..than i don noe y tears burst out..mayb store too long le..lolz..don noe y tis few days like everything is goin nt smoothly for mi lo..haiz...than today art also some problem...haiz..than more cham..haiz..heard mrs tay fell down earlier..n there is pain..haiz..hope she n her baby will be alright..than during art i really chiong ar..really head very dizzy lo...sit there for a few hrs keep on drawin tinking drawin tinking..haiz..than after tat..he msg mi..than ask mi go find him..than took bus to lot 1..than seri told mi he at there..lolz..than i walk there..than after tat went to walk walk..go pei him eat..buy things..than i also don noe wat i had said wrongly made him angry..haiz..sae liao lo...i recently keep on "offending" ppl...most scare is him...tats y i don even noe wat i have said wrong..guys..sry..if i really said anything tat made u all unhappy pls let mi noe...don jus walk away wif unhappy feelins..i'll jus feel puzzled n nth else...haiz..he angry i don dare to sae anything le..haiz..jus can walk at his back n seeing him walking away..i can do nth...i also felt bad...i'm nt angry..i did nt bother u cause i scare wat i continued to said might make u even more unahppy..tats y..i jus shut up n go..i m nt in possition to b angry..n there is nth for mi to ...as i had sae u r nt the type i will get angry wif..unless..different things happen...haiz..than go home..eat dinner..than go online..watch tv...haiz...today tink i found out something which i wish i cld nv noe..but also wish to noe at the other side..haiz..i m really confiuse wif myself..i hate to b hurtz..argh..don noe la..mayb knowin the truth might made mi be sad for the moment but knowing it will fade..but the scar is 4eva in it..i jus hope everyone cld be truthful to mi..nv lie to mi..pls don let mi b the last one to noe anything...if wan hide from mi anything..hide it properly..[ which means i m nth in u'r heart..nt able to b trusted]...but i jus noe..nth can be hide from 4eva..if u treat mi as friend..b'lieve mi..trust mi..haiz..for my close friendz..wateva u all wan from mi..i can giv n let u have it..but pls i jus wan truth from u all..thanks..even if one day i noe i might be hurt when i giv up the precious thing to my dearest friend..i'll still be smiling even though my heart might be crying..I'll bless all my dearest friend...i wont wan to see them unhappy when unable to get the "things they wan...i wont wan to see them when they r unhappy...Their smile is my rainbow after a rain...their laughter is the sunshine in my life...i treasure it..i cherish it..i love it wif all i cld...I jus wan to let u noe how i felt..pls..try n bear wif mi at the moment...i might need time to adjust myself back again...sry...
Mornin slp till 10 something..than faster jump up..cause all housework nt done..yesterday bery late reach home..than faster go cook breakfast for kor n mi..than eat liao..go do all the housework..than watch tv..go online..than go prepare to go out le..b4 mi go out mummy n daddy reach home le..than mi go out..meet up wif them..than took mrt to s'pore general hospital..than reach le saw mr heng n ms lee..than went in to see ru xiang..haiz..on the way knew abt her matter..nt goin to make it soon..leavin..haiz..she is jus 15 my god..seeing her so xin ku i really feel sad..but yet i cld do nth but jus watch her..i really don understand y such a nice gal r havin tis kind of difficult life..haiz...i really wish i cld share some of her xin ku life wif her..i now jus wish tat she cld recover asap..don let her suffer..i am willin to sacrifies a few yrs of my life for her..but pls god let her live on..without any xin ku..let her get well..pls..i really don bear to see her go jus like tat...don bring her away..pls...haiz..than after tat went to chinatown to buy things..than go back cck meet him..than pei dor go find work..than pei him go eat..than we tok n tok n tok..tok till bery shuang..lolz.than go fountain sit there tok..than halfway he sae wan go toilet..alamak..than go than go walk walk..than buy things.. he send mi to wait for bus than he go home..haha..cool seh..don jealous..lolz..tats wat a guy shld do..nt every guy like tat de lo..haha..than he call mi than reach home go bath..eat..than go online lo..haiz..he is feelin sad..cause he is scare..haiz..i really don noe wat to sae to him i don noe how can i help him..really don noe..i have the tinking but i don noe how to tell him...haiz..something i jus cant sae out cause i don wan to see him sad..angry..tats all..i like to see his smile..his smile is like a rainbow after rain..a sunshine during summer..when he frowns or get angry it is jus like dark clouds covering the sun...having huge storm..raining none stop..haiz..i jus hope tat he cld tell mi everything he felt..no matter is happy or sad..i jus wish to share somehting wif him..i don wan him to bear it himself..i noe i m nobody to him n is a person he will forget rite after secondary sch..but i jus hope to treasure the simple time..simple moment wif him every yr..every mth..every day..every hr..every min..every sec...i noe he will nv be 4gotten..actually sometimes i felt quite sad n disappointed wheneva i sae i will always be there for him n yet he sae don wan ..or donnid..haiz..i understand..nvm...i jus hope to bless him silently...No one is to eva bully him..n i wan to let him noe tat he wont be alone..neither will him b leaving him..he is a pole who supported mi all along...if he is to fall down 1 day..i will b the same..nt goin to leave..nv eva...tell u tis..u wan mi leave..can..unless one day i really giv up..or else..i wont de..b'cus i noe i m nt like them..b'cus i can see thru ppl..b'cus i noe i m nt goin to hurt u..n u might nt b'lieve..but lets see 10 yrs down the road..4eva u..mi...all of us...b happy..endure..face it..b;lieve..always here...
Morning wake up le than online than go prepare go out le..than we met up..took bus to orchard..than go walkwalk..than on bus bery funny lo they all..haha..than we walk n walk..than in the end decide to go watch movie..than went to watch over the hedge..haiz..actually i wan watch horror movie de..but they wan see tis..sian..haiz..nvm la..as long as they happy than can liao..than after tat..went to walk.......than shirley have to rush back..than aiyo..than we walk here n there again..her sis call n call her but don dare to pick up cause sill kena scold..than in the end we cant find the bus..so took taxi lo..than on taxi tok n tok bout those ppl..than send li n dor home liao than mi go his hse wait for him tke things..than andrew msg mi double check wif mi whether mi goin not,..cause quite late le..lolx..than i fast fast lo..than tke cab to sembawang s.c..than go work..than he sae he wait for mi..than he go walk walk..haiz..ask him go tke a seat he don wan..see him wait so long hrs a bit heart pain ar..lolx..than don noe lei..somehow distracted..than somemore i hungry till dizzy liao..than somemore still so many ma fan de customer..haiz..wan faint liao..than still make a few small mistake..haiz..than stilll kena scold by customer..haiz..really sad seh..at nite suddenly so many ppl at a go..than wheneva i felt angry..sad..or wat i look out n saw his smiling face to mi .than it really cheers mi up..i m jus scare of his ngry face..likes to see him smile..really...than after tat..abt to close liao than andrew they all keep on askin mi bout mi n him than i diao lor..keep telling them jus frenz..than they..haiyo..lolz..than i explain explain they still don blieve..than they still sae mi lo..sae i bully him ask him wait for mi than nv ask him go in sit..alamak..T_T...after tat went to wait for shuttle bus..haha..damn funny lo..no body liao..than only mi n him sit there wait..quite puzzle..than a aunty came ask mi still gt shuttle bus nt..than i sae ya..cause everytime at tat time stil have de ma..i last time weekend also at tat hr wait also have..than tat aunty friends walk pass than sae don have bus liao....so paishe..than he look at mi i look at him..haha..than i damn tired liao..haiz..go tke cab..than at cab len on his shoulder..than fall aslp liao..sry..mayb my head too heavy..haha..but when u r tired n there is a shoulder there for u to len on is gd..than walk to his hse..than he pei mi go wait cab again..haiz..tdy use too much money le..sian..haiz..mati le la..whole month money no more liao..hiaz..don noe how le..than reach hoime..bath le chat awhile than go slp le..haiz..damn tired...
Morning so tired..but still have to wake up..haiz..cause previous day work till very late..haiz..than go sch..have our bio lesson..than had a early recess..than after tat..no where to go..somemore still so tired..so go back class lo..than many ppl start strolling in le..than everyone tke out their hp..lolz..as if the sch is ours..haha..than vin n qw came to my class..than tok tok tok..bla bla bla..than awhile later maths IP starting le..than they deciding to leave or wat..than vin ask qw to go first..than he joined our class.."stupid" ppl sae stupid thing lo..my class bois siao siao de..aiya..hack care..than after tat we go lot 1 for lunch..than they go da bao..than mi go pei him eat..than don noe y suddenly mood very bad..haiz..nvm..than after tat see him to lrt than mi rush back sch le..[he bery bad lo..sae wan wait for mi to end my art..lol..than he go home slp..haha..jk la..]...than reach sch..faster rush my art..than finish my art le..go out n walkwalk...than feel so hungry..haiz..no eat..than when i walk out of art room tat jj look down than i look up than he make tat reaction at mi..than we some sort of ' quarrel' ..haha..than i don care him liao..go back art room..to continue my art..than awhile later than art end le..than contact him..he sae wan eat than ok lo.wait for him than pei him go eat..than we tok n tok..haha..than go walk walk than go home le..mummy called..than he pei mi walk to the interchange b4 he goes..wahaha..gd rite..i noe..lolz..than reach home damn hungry..mummy ask mi faster go bath le than go eat..than after tat..all the way watch tv..than chat wif him..till 12 something i tink..than go slp le..haha..jus now also discuss bout sat le..haha..than i sae i don wan book him first..=p..haiz..see first ba..nite..muack..
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