Mornin slp till 10 something..than faster jump up..cause all housework nt done..yesterday bery late reach home..than faster go cook breakfast for kor n mi..than eat liao..go do all the housework..than watch tv..go online..than go prepare to go out le..b4 mi go out mummy n daddy reach home le..than mi go out..meet up wif them..than took mrt to s'pore general hospital..than reach le saw mr heng n ms lee..than went in to see ru xiang..haiz..on the way knew abt her matter..nt goin to make it soon..leavin..haiz..she is jus 15 my god..seeing her so xin ku i really feel sad..but yet i cld do nth but jus watch her..i really don understand y such a nice gal r havin tis kind of difficult life..haiz...i really wish i cld share some of her xin ku life wif her..i now jus wish tat she cld recover asap..don let her suffer..i am willin to sacrifies a few yrs of my life for her..but pls god let her live on..without any xin ku..let her get well..pls..i really don bear to see her go jus like tat...don bring her away..pls...haiz..than after tat went to chinatown to buy things..than go back cck meet him..than pei dor go find work..than pei him go eat..than we tok n tok n tok..tok till bery shuang..lolz.than go fountain sit there tok..than halfway he sae wan go toilet..alamak..than go than go walk walk..than buy things.. he send mi to wait for bus than he go home..haha..cool seh..don jealous..lolz..tats wat a guy shld do..nt every guy like tat de lo..haha..than he call mi than reach home go bath..eat..than go online lo..haiz..he is feelin sad..cause he is scare..haiz..i really don noe wat to sae to him i don noe how can i help him..really don noe..i have the tinking but i don noe how to tell him...haiz..something i jus cant sae out cause i don wan to see him sad..angry..tats all..i like to see his smile..his smile is like a rainbow after rain..a sunshine during summer..when he frowns or get angry it is jus like dark clouds covering the sun...having huge storm..raining none stop..haiz..i jus hope tat he cld tell mi everything he felt..no matter is happy or sad..i jus wish to share somehting wif him..i don wan him to bear it himself..i noe i m nobody to him n is a person he will forget rite after secondary sch..but i jus hope to treasure the simple time..simple moment wif him every yr..every mth..every day..every hr..every min..every sec...i noe he will nv be 4gotten..actually sometimes i felt quite sad n disappointed wheneva i sae i will always be there for him n yet he sae don wan ..or donnid..haiz..i understand..nvm...i jus hope to bless him silently...No one is to eva bully him..n i wan to let him noe tat he wont be alone..neither will him b leaving him..he is a pole who supported mi all along...if he is to fall down 1 day..i will b the same..nt goin to leave..nv eva...tell u tis..u wan mi leave..can..unless one day i really giv up..or else..i wont de..b'cus i noe i m nt like them..b'cus i can see thru ppl..b'cus i noe i m nt goin to hurt u..n u might nt b'lieve..but lets see 10 yrs down the road..4eva u..mi...all of us...b happy..endure..face it..b;lieve..always here...
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