Morning really damn tired..don noe y..don feel like waking up..haiz..really really very tired..than like no mood like tat..than reach sch..haiz,..1st lesson maths..sianz..almost fall aslp..haiz..than endure endure...recess le..don feel like goin down so stay in class...play wif girl n boy..haha..miss them so much...than after tt go history class..haiz..more sian..jus hoping the teacher will nt be here..lolz..than li their teacher no cum..so gd..than we sms lo..they go lot 1 than help us da bao lunch...than in history class haiz..already very tired le..brain nt functioning le..than tat ms ong ask mi ans question..than i tink lo...cause really cant tink le ma..so e e o o..than she "Ah shian..faster la..we gt many other things to do....." than keep on shouting..than i pek cek le lo..she can go ask other de ma..since i took so long..hai.than in the end i don noe y i like nt myself lo..jus shouted out rubbish n it is correct..lolz..than ms ong shock..than i don noe y tears burst out..mayb store too long le..lolz..don noe y tis few days like everything is goin nt smoothly for mi lo..haiz...than today art also some problem...haiz..than more cham..haiz..heard mrs tay fell down earlier..n there is pain..haiz..hope she n her baby will be alright..than during art i really chiong ar..really head very dizzy lo...sit there for a few hrs keep on drawin tinking drawin tinking..haiz..than after tat..he msg mi..than ask mi go find him..than took bus to lot 1..than seri told mi he at there..lolz..than i walk there..than after tat went to walk walk..go pei him eat..buy things..than i also don noe wat i had said wrongly made him angry..haiz..sae liao lo...i recently keep on "offending" ppl...most scare is him...tats y i don even noe wat i have said wrong..guys..sry..if i really said anything tat made u all unhappy pls let mi noe...don jus walk away wif unhappy feelins..i'll jus feel puzzled n nth else...haiz..he angry i don dare to sae anything le..haiz..jus can walk at his back n seeing him walking away..i can do nth...i also felt bad...i'm nt angry..i did nt bother u cause i scare wat i continued to said might make u even more unahppy..tats y..i jus shut up n go..i m nt in possition to b angry..n there is nth for mi to ...as i had sae u r nt the type i will get angry wif..unless..different things happen...haiz..than go home..eat dinner..than go online..watch tv...haiz...today tink i found out something which i wish i cld nv noe..but also wish to noe at the other side..haiz..i m really confiuse wif myself..i hate to b hurtz..argh..don noe la..mayb knowin the truth might made mi be sad for the moment but knowing it will fade..but the scar is 4eva in it..i jus hope everyone cld be truthful to mi..nv lie to mi..pls don let mi b the last one to noe anything...if wan hide from mi anything..hide it properly..[ which means i m nth in u'r heart..nt able to b trusted]...but i jus noe..nth can be hide from 4eva..if u treat mi as friend..b'lieve mi..trust mi..haiz..for my close friendz..wateva u all wan from mi..i can giv n let u have it..but pls i jus wan truth from u all..thanks..even if one day i noe i might be hurt when i giv up the precious thing to my dearest friend..i'll still be smiling even though my heart might be crying..I'll bless all my dearest friend...i wont wan to see them unhappy when unable to get the "things they wan...i wont wan to see them when they r unhappy...Their smile is my rainbow after a rain...their laughter is the sunshine in my life...i treasure it..i cherish it..i love it wif all i cld...I jus wan to let u noe how i felt..pls..try n bear wif mi at the moment...i might need time to adjust myself back again...sry...
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