Morning wake up at 7.30 am..thought i am overtime..the weather is so gd for slping..but no matter how tired i am i still pulled myself up in order to send my dearest junior ru xiang off the last time..than go contact them..bath..than after tat mummy n daddy n mi went to teck whye to have breakfast..than ask shirley to cum down to find us..than after eatin go fetch dor n ping...than daddy drove us there..than reach there go in..nt tt many ppl..than go see her..stand b'side the coffin for quite a long time..keep on lookin at her..tis is the last time le..miss her real much..than dor get permission from her father to take picture of her last time..though many ppl might think it is funny n nt suppose or siao..but i can sae if u r in my shoe u will definitely noe how i felt n why i wan to do so..keepin memory of her is the last thing i cld do..than shirley they all gt cry abit lo..than at around 10 something we prayed..than being send to the mandai there de cremation there..than really sad..reach there her church friends r all there le..many ppl..than we have a bit of tokin than take the last look at her..than we went to the other hall...than look down is where the coffin is being push into the "fire" place..haiz..than starting we still ok..but when we r able to see the coffin being slowly proceeding into the gate..her mum cried n shout her..haiz..than the whole hall almost all cried out...really sad..we cld only cry...than dor still salute to her..than we were like...diaox..nvm..than after being push in we went out to tke the bus back to the previous place..than during tat ceremony...dar msg mi..than keep on vibrating..alamak..but i cant tke out..than on bus than i contact him..than don noe y i find him so polite in the sense of nt like himself..i like the way he is today,.don noe y..lolz..i jus find comfortable in the way being wif him today...toking to him like very free like tat...nt like his usual way like always gt some don noe la....than after tat took cab bk to sch..they having lunch..than they ask us to eat..than proceed on to our meeting..than after tat go do art awhile than go meeting again..than abt 6 like tat release le..than meet up wif dar to go eat dinner..actually very damn hungry de..but i don noe y suddenly my stomach nt feelin well..haiz..than no eat lo..after tat than go buy chicken eat..wahaha..than go wlak walk...than after tat dar send mi to the bus interchange..aiyo..he "strangle" mi lo..my neck damn pain seh..aiyo..but he quite cute de la..lolz..don noe y i said tat..mayb hay wire le..haha..than go home online..haiz..miss ru xiang damn much...whole mind is tinking bout her..haiz..rest in peace my dear darlin ru xiang...4eva in our precious memory...God bless her family n everyone...i noe she is now in ur hand..take gd care...luv ya..muackz...
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