Monday, July 31, 2006

` tks..

Mayb tats the ending i m waiting for so long..really long..u r really grown up...tis time u really noe how to understand ppl..how to let go..how to forgive..n many many..really..we all r so please wif u..u r really great...really a grown up vincent..how nice of u..how glad i m..everytime we had quarrel or rather misunerstandin..i jus hope tat the ending cld b like today..but everytime i waited n waited for days..i jus cldnt get the expected ending..really..i m really happy..tis time u nt only told mi how u felt,,than when i said sry to u..u nt only nv ignore mi nor scold mi..but u jus said nvm..really..i tink u r the one who noe mi well now ba..n also the one who noe wat stage i m goin thru now..wats happening..only u..really..tks..i promise u de thing i wont break de..nv again..nt goin to hurt u anymore..nv eva..foreva vincent...

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:55 PM

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` Sry

I'm sry for nt considerating ur feelin..but tellin u the truth i did..only tat i jus wan to find out whether i wld b hong by u nt..i noe it hurts..i noe..i hurt u deep enough..n it goes the same to mi...i m hurt as much as u did..much deeper than u...i knew i said the wrong things..i knew i cldnt get the forgiveness so easily from u..but i don noe y i jus feel like ventin my unhappinest infront of u..for wat..jus to gain ur concern..wheneva i get the concern n care from u...i fel so happy n cheer up so much...i noe it hurts u..really..i noe..i noe how deep i had cut into ur heart..i really noe..sry for all the deep cuts..mayb i don noe how to express myself much here..but i really mean no harm..mayb as the days u change..i feel tat u r a guy who will always b there for mi..who will always b there to hong mi..who will always giv in to mi..mayb tis time round i really did wrong..deep wrong..which u cld have a hard time forgiving mi..sry..sry..i nt don like u to play wif them..is jus tat everytime i jus tell myself tat i don wan to have any harted in myself..wheneva i said tis..i can do it but by the time i saw it..don noe y the feelin jus came out..sorry..really.i jus hope u understand how i felt..sry..i really noe how u felt..i considered it b4..really..jus tat everytime i jus wan to gain ur smile..gain ur concern..gain ur care...really..i tok to no one jus u..i told no one my feelin jus u..cause i noe u will try n understand how i felt..i trust in no one jus u..i feel comfortable wif u..jus u..the only u...haiz..u have really grown up..by the way u tok by the way u type..jus tat i hope u cld understand mi tis time round n let mi understand u further more..i promise tat i will get rid of the harted in myself..really..tis time tis promise will nt b broken..no more..sry..

Tracy

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:35 PM

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` 310706..Monday

Quite ok today..rather moody..yet tired..things happened after sch..............

Vinz..i said tat b'cos i jus hope tat u cld cum 'hong' mi..cause i whole day don noe how to cheer up,,don noe wats bopthering mi..i m sry..i knew u r also nt in the mood..i noe u r also unhappy..but i really don noe how or rather wat to said to u..the word jus came out of my mouth without goin thru my head..i don mean to shoot it out..saying the truth..Yes..i admit..i am jealous..but i really don noe y..how i wish i cld everytime tell u how i felt..but everytime i jus only can tell u when u r in happy moods..i really wish i can jus tell u how i feel immediately..but sometimes u r also unhappy or nt in the mood..i scare i might anger u..i scare i might make u more unhappy..u noe how much courage to tell u how i feel...I really tink for u everytime..i noe u will sae than don tink la..yesh..i can..but i jus cant..tats my problem i noe..but i jus wanna let u noe tat sometimes i really wish tat u cld cum n cheer mi up..hong mi..tats wat i wish for..i feel so useless when i jus cant make u smile..i feel so upsad when i see u frown..i feel so anxious when i cldn.t find u..I feekl so sry when i said wrong things..but i hope tat u cld understand as i m jus having a confusing mind at tat moment..i shoot all those words out without goin thru my brain b'cos i jus wanted to gain ur concern...Tats the truth..really..already long time none of my friends eva care of how i felt..no one asked mi..i keep numb..i today done all tis jus tat i wan to attract ur attention..i noe wat i sae now u might nt tink positve anymore..but i really jus hope tat u will nt b angry wif tis anymore..words said out is already cannot b taken back..the mistake i make is already a permanent..but i jus hope tat u cld understamd how i felt..i noe u have been changing..alot n alot..we all saw the change in u..tats y i so da dan dare to try out n see if i cld gain ur concern nt..but i noe i've failed..sometimes i jus really hope tat u cld understand how i felt..sry..i noe i m makin u unhappy once n again..but i really don noe jus how to stop mi from making u appease..i don wan to b far away from u..rather do i wan u to keep distance from mi..but wheneva i see u i jus feel tat u r the rite one for mi to tok to..for mi to play wif..for mi to cheer up..for mi to len on..for mi to see...wheneva i see u i feel so happy..tats wat i feel...i feel uncomfortable when u leave my sight..i felt so unhappy when u r nt ard..sry for makin the same mistake again n again..but ppl do make mistake..ppl do tat wat i can do is jus ren..i don sae it out cause i fear tat it would hurt the opp..Promise r meant to b broken,,chances r meant to b given...i jus hope u cld giv chances n erase everything n start again..mayb u will tink no way..but wat i cld do is jus to tell u my xin li hua..everytime u r unhappy..i feel unhappy too..i don noe wat u expect from a friend..but wat i noe is tat i can improve myself for u as time goes by..i don wan my world to b dark..u r my light..haiz..i really don noe wat to sae..pls..forgiv mi ba..promise there wld b changes..promise there wld b happinest n nt sadness..I need u..We need u..everyone need u..tats wat i gt comment from my friends..u r jus like a kai xin guo..cheering ppl up wif ur smile everyday..nv fail to make us happy..pls..i m sry..hope u cld understand wat i meant..u grown up alot..

Tracy..
4eva de who saying sry to u..eva de one plsing u for forgivness..sry..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:07 PM

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` 310706...Sunday..

A sian dae indeed...morning wake up le...than nothing much to do..than go online..after in the late part of the afternoon..than biao jie sae wan to cook spaggetti..than went out meet vinz than go buy ingredient..than buy many many food..haha..than after tat went home to cook..so funny thru the process..tks vinz for the help in everything..than after tat cook finish..chat abit..than eat..so full..haha..than after tat prepare tomoro thingy to start a new week...endure thru.....
happy day..tks..nitex..

Tracy

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 6:35 PM

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` 280706..Friday..Late post...

Today whole dae can sae is a relax n happy day..but very tired cause of eating medicine..During mtl watch 'The maid' than after tat still gt long time than they watch other show..than i slp cause very tired..really tired...After Mtl lesson went back to class,,than i sit on the seat than fell aslp..the surrounding thingy I also blur blur don noe wat's goin on de,,haha,,than i felt so cold cause raining n yet sick,,there is a warm hand 4 mi to hold..tks,,lolz..tats wat i expected from a friend ba..haha..after tat went 2 have lunch,,than so many ppl reminded mi to eat medicine..vinz bought a bottle of mineral water 4 mi..tks..wow..first time ppl buy drinkas for mi,haha..siao..than went to complete my art,,but it is consider finish but still need a little bit of touch up..Today gt NDP full u rehearsal..we no need go..than viinz pei mi till evening..than he actually sae wan wait mi till i end my activity de..but very late liao..so ask him go first,..hmm..so touch seh..no wan is so willing to wait for so long when tat person don have anything to do but jus wait thru out the time,..lolz..tks anyway..than went for GB farewell dinner..had fun..tired//ya..before tat i cant find vinz when i turned back to look 4 him..I was so anxious and frighten..don noe y..i jus felt uncomfaortable when he is out of my sght,..haiz..than quickly sms him.. and tols him my feelin.I was praying for his safety and reply my sms when he had reach home..and thanks god he really reach home..but he sounds kinda sad in his word..wat i can sae is u r foreva ours..! Not goin to let u go..NV EVA ! tell us if u gt problem..at nite..he is also de one who reminded mi to eat medicine..tks..than contact mi n ask mi my whereabts..thgan the others; leh..haiz..nvm..him alone is enough..lolz..reach home/..eat medicine jiu go slp le..very tired..tks for ur doin..muackz,,nite..

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 6:16 PM

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

` 290706...Saturday...

Wake up at ard 10 like tat cause of sms..aiyo..haha,..but i really had a deep slp..really very tired..somemore is after i ate medicine..haha..than after tat wake up jiu go wash up than eat breakfast..after tat ard 11 something went out to meet up wif biao jie than went to west mall...went to shop every single shop..so many cute cute thing lo..lolz..especially the precious thoughts shop..but the things there is ex..than i at 1 shop saw a damn cute pig......really cute seh..haha..than after shopping mummy finish work le..than meet up to eat lunch cum dinner..haha..than vinz..qw n charmaine went to k-box..than went to look for them..than after tat went to food court...suddenly my whole body felt so weak..start to get tired le..cause b4 came out ate medicine..than walk the whole day non stop...than after tat went to k box find them again..play play joke joke..after tat go library..find biao jie as i ask her wait for mi there..than borrow book..went to popular..bought some thingy..saw ping n ming...than go home le..really very very tired now...goin to drop down le..lolz..k la..end le..later still have to go do work..buai..

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:15 PM

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

` 270706...Thursday...

Today indeed a long day in sch..enduring n endurin..morning jus wake up jiu kena scold..haiz..rather sad as i really very unwell le still have to bear the scoldin..than reach sch feel so troubled..haiz..don noe la..today have english mock exam..have biology mock exam..than somemore still have maths common test..alamak..lolz..after sch went to art..but b'cos teacher nt in gd mood today than she ask mi tomoro than complete it..haiz..though is abit of unhappy..but too bad..than after tat charmaine n connie came back to sch le..they wan pei mi go see doc but mi insist on goin myself..i don wan them to run here run there..somemore its raining..i don wan them to fall sick too..erm..vinz ar..thanks..[U noe de la..=) ] ya..charmaine n connie thanks for ur concern too...All my dear friends..do u all noe when i need u all the most ???? IT is the time now...when i m sick.i need u all..when i feel down i need u all..but now i m sick yet u all can as if like treat mi like transparent..haiz..i really don noe la..how i wish i m jus tinking too much,.,.sometimes i really feel sad..u all understand ???? haiz...For the person who cares for mi soo much..thanks..really thanks...anyway..after tat went to see doc..than gave mi a mc for tomoro..tink i would b goin ba..even how weak i m..cause of wat...ART..haiz..nvm la..endure..hope cld get well soon...
Tomoro gt NDP training..we no need go..but i'll b there to see them train..than after tat gt farewell dinner...haiz..hope tomoro is a fine day ba..

Friends who get close to mi or rather who r often ard mi.pls drink lot n lot of water n have plenty rest..don fall sick..exam coming..ya ?! Take care..

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:55 PM

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

` 260706...Wednesday..

Really very very tired..my sickness is gettin more n more worst..if nt b'cos of the art..i'll have gone to see a doc n by now my illness is almost hao le..haiz..i don wan see doc as i noe the medicine will make mi very very restless..than i wont b able to do the art..haiz..no matter how xin ku i m i still have to endure thru...haiz..art ar..art...u have landed mi into tis stage..sob..lolz..haiz..really unwell..my art is almost completed but nt yet..haiz..deadline is on friday...hope by tomoro can finish..than i can go see doc le..haiz.. sian..tomoro gt Biology mock exam..haiz..nv study..b'cos of art i neglect other subject..haiz...today really tired...hope tomoro i can b more alright,...n 1 more thing is abt friends de..haiz..sometime really don noe wat to sae abt them seh..haiz..don noe la...nvm..let nature tke the course..

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:30 PM

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

` 250706...Tuesday...

No morning run today cause rain heavily..during mtl..watch 'The Maid'..haha..so interesting..sae the bois shutting their eyes..covering their face..huggin each other ???? haha..than during history almost wan fall aslp le..so boring..than we only have 1 period of history..cause ms ong is in charge of the lower sec assembly..don noe they gt wat quiz arz..lolz..than we don feel like goin hall the lo..is they all.........haiz...nvm..than we awhile jiu ran out of the hall le..haha..we went to toilet n sit there chat..haiz..mood nt tat gd..abit fan ba..haiz..than after tat went to have lunch in canteen..haiz...bla bla bla..than went to do art...than after tat jiu go limbang,..they went to eat mac..after tat,..we went to the near by our sch tat temple to pray....I prayed for a few things..really hope it cld cum true...tks..=p..haiz..very bu shu fu..my troat..haiz..keep on coughin..tk you for patting on my back when i cough,..i really feel a sense of care,..haha..than went back sch for nite study..we do our art..haiz..i reallly very scare..when am i goin to finish it..sob....jia you ba.at 9 jiu go home le..daddy cum fetch mi..than shun bian drove charmaine..connie n dorothy home...vinz wait for his dad...k la..have to go do work le..jia you...exam is nearer n nearer...lolz..
I really hope tat u all can show more concern when i m unhappy..when i m feelin unwell...at tat moment of time wat i need is all jus a sense of care n concern...tks my dear family n friends....

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:10 PM

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Monday, July 24, 2006

` 240706..Monday

Reach sch..morning run 1 round only..than after tat went for art..countin down 5 days to sch deadline..haiz..kambateh..during lesson..very bu shu fu...haiz..than endure endure..every sec every min jus thought of something cheerful..haha..than after sch went to limbang eat..than as we ate we tok tok..than ping jiu sae how gd jm is..than cook tis n tat for her n her family.,..wow..so damn envy lo..i nx time find de bf must jin de liao chu fang..chu de liao tian tang de...hahaz..n a guy who can cook for mi n family...n very concern de..haha...*Dreamt away le*..than go back sch for maths IP coaching again...than today combine class again..yipee...if everytime like tat jiu hao le..haha..after tat went for art...do a little bit..play a little bit..than walked to lot 1..chat along the way...than vinz look nt so pleasant...er...than at basement saw ping they all...than ping face black black than suddenly cried..omg..i don noe wat happen seh..must b HIM !!! lolz..nvm la..jus hope she is alright now..guys..nv let a gal cry over u..or else u r really very shi bai...lolz...after tat pei him sit at fountain there..i tok n tok n tok..lolz...seein him smile is e most cutest thing ba..haha..than after tat went to LJS to eat...after tat jiu go home le..haiz..cough non stop..jus hope tat it cld stop soon..i don wan to affect my daily life...today very tired..reach home le later still need go do housework...than do my work..nvm..endure...tomoro onwards is a long day ahead again...kamabateh..!!!

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:52 PM

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

` 230706..Sunday..

Morning woke up very early...damn tired..but bo bian have to force myself to wake up or else sure late de..than woke up get a fast prepare..than went out le..met up wif jie..than on the mrt we both damn tired...than reach there..haiz..the whole dae..haiz..very tired..very restless..than mood a little bit nt tat gd..but still have to endure..than finally the bomb explored..but only a minor explosion..haiz..really sad..than break down..than after tat took mrt back..wow..super duper damny tired..than jus board the mrt jiu fall aslp le..than almost zuo guo zhan..lolz..than reach cck went to bought something jiu go back le..very tired..very bu shu fu..haiz..reach home no one at home..haiz..sian..than after tat went to do my things go online...than bla bla bla..haha..k la..gtg do my work le..haiz..another new week coming for mi to pia le..jia you ba..all my dear friends.....kambateh...muackz..

Tracy,.

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:12 PM

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` 220706..Saturday...

Woke up wif a confuse mind..worrying bout tis n tat..abt 12 than woke up..online le than chat wif vinz..mummy n daddy went to malaysia le..sunday than cum back..biao jie n mi went out to popular to buy somethings..than after tat meet up wif vinz..than starting still quite "cold",,than after awhile..feel quite cheer up le..cause of his smile..lolz..than he sae wan go seng siong..than i ok lo..than took lrt..than forget or rather don noe how to go there...tink n tink,,bo bian..ask him..than he laugh mi lo..hump..i really don noe how to go ma..lolz..than he keep making fun of mi...neber mind,..i now noe how to go le..haha..than after tat bought things le..than went to bukit panjang to walk walk..than walk past swensen..than seems like long time no eat le..than thought of eating..but august coming..many ppl b'dae..so must save money le..than he insist..than go eat lo..i drank root beer float..hha..so nice..than had a nice n long chat..than have fun eating..the soup is nice too..haha..than after tat walk back to his hse than he put his thingy than go back lot 1..than meet up wif kor..went to walkwalk..than go back le..tired yet happy..nitex

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:16 PM

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

` Sorry

Yuan lai wo de chu xian rang na me duo ren bu kai xin..hen dui bu qi..wo bu zhi dao ni men na me de tao yen wo...wo zhen de na me tao ren yen ma ? wo hen bu kai xin..ni men zhi dao ma ? Sry to create so many trouble for u all...i noe everything start jus b'cos of my doin..but i m jus trying to protect everyone,..every friendship..everything i said is the truth...i will nv lie to my friend..so pls don use ur own tinking n start disliking mi b'cos of ur own tinking...n if i have stead,...i will definitely tell u all de..wat for to keep it..having a stead is a very guang rong de shi...so i wont keep it de..but mi really nt wif vincent..we r damn close like couple sry to sae tat..but we r jus friend..gd friend..best friend..best bro/sis....tats all..really..qian wen..thanks for being so true..thanks for saying out ur unhappinest towards mi...i will go n reflect on myself..i will change when i gonna need to change,..Guys..sry to make u all so disappointed n happy..i will try n make u all b more contented in mi...sry...No one in tis world is my enermy..no one in tis world should b left alone..no one in tis world is worth my hartness..no one in tis world shall b alone..no one in tis world is to hate each other..those who don t get tis thing rite is jus a worthless person...everything jus ren guo qu n it shall b over soon...don believe..try it..though it might b difficult for some ppl..but i believe everyone can do it untill the end..cause starting i also cant tke it..but let it b a new challenge to u all ba..It works..guys...my dear friends..sry..really sry..i jus hope tat i can stop being u all eyes inside de yen zong ding..dui bu qi...

Ni Men Yong Yuan Shi Wo De Hao Peng You...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 11:56 AM

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Friday, July 21, 2006

` 210706...Friday...[1]

Morning dad drove mi to sch..cause brought the canvas back..so tired seh..morning don noe wat t8ime than went to slp...than i slp in the living room sofa..cause i doin my art till very late..than i very tired than sae wan to rest awhile.than went to lie on the sofa..nv did i thought i fall aslp til morning..lolz..than wake up liao still need to iron clothes..argh..so tired le yet still need to do all tis..haiz..nvm kla..mummy also very tired yesterday tats y she slept early...than in sch..nth much happen...jus tat a little little bit of unhappy thingy ba..but nth le..lolz..than after sch our family was playing n hanging in the class..haha..than walked down to foyer wif jj..than he said something so.....argh..make mi so gek..neber mind de lo goh jia jun..haha..than we went to see shirt..but yet no buy..haiz...nvm la..vinz today mtl oral...jia you oh,..kambateh..our family will pray n support u de,...all the way u go vinz.....k la..goin to prepare le..later they cuming my hse than we goin out again...today is our so call IFD nite...have fun..yipee..hope later nth unhappy happen..al the way...muackz...luv u all,..

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 3:01 PM

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

` 200706...Thursday...

Lots of unhappinest...lots of quarreling..lots of crying..lots of thoughts..lots of faces...haiz...isnt recently it is a BIg test from the fate for our friendship ?! to test whether we r strong enough to carry on...to test whether we had "capture" each others heart already nt..If tats really the test..its really hurting each n everyone..haiz..tis few days seems like no one is happy..we did have a happy time..but tat is jus a moment of time..I really hope tat we cld really all cheer up rather than having a sad feelin each n everyday...haiz...I also did feel tat our relationship is shaking abit le..but i jus wan to use my whole strength to hold on to it no matter wat happens...Haiz..today gave mi a real big shock after sch...I was shock till my hand was soo damn cold...i thought he is really gone wif someone else...i was really scare...nt mi only...everyone of the family was lookin here n there searching for him..tat shows how impt he is man .... than when we jus cldn't find him..we gave up..we walked wif a sad n yet heavy heart..than finally saw him appearing..at tat time my feelin was jus so RELIEVE...the whole day i was nt smiling till the min..the sec i saw him...n his smile which make mi feel really comfortable...saying the truth i m really happy n i really cheer up the min i saw him..lolz...Mayb i jus feel uncomfortable when he leave my eye sight ba..don noe.. lol..than after tat things happen again..my 2 sisters quarrel..argh..vinz kicked the table..at tat moment i jus hope tat he is fine..i don care bout anything..than do art in the canteen during nite study..after tat bought canvas back home..jus hope can finish..tomro is deadline le..than went to pasa malam..went to take tat turn n turn tat game again..than after tat went home le..haiz..I really scare of the day to cum...*My "family" SHLD noe wat day i toking bout*..haiz..seems like gettin closer n closer...my dear bro n sis..endure thru..shall we ?! pls..i jus hope to see everyone's smile each n every day..always there no matter wat...haiz..vinz..i m sry bout tat art thing..but no matter wat i sae mayb is jus dot dot..so lets nt let tis matter b a blocked stone in front of us ba..remember tat times cover everything slowly...erm..n its nt ur fault..no one is at fault..no matter wat happen i jus will sae no one ius at fault,.kk..mayb is i start first de ba..who ask mi to ask u pei mi..haiz..nvm..let bygone b bygone..b'cos theres still future ahead..kkz...u might nt b able to do it for the time being..but wif our sushi n fruits family support..u r always our lovely..cute..caring n concern xiao wang zi...kkz..Likes to see u smile most...nitex..muackx..goin to do housework n pia art le,,nitezx..lets enjoy tomoro's Nite...
Families don quarrel..

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 11:17 PM

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

` 190706..Wednesday..

Morning go sch no sound..lolz..than use hand sign..very funny lo..than after tat i force myself to create back my sound..lolz..after sch went to pasa malam to buy things eat..than vincent go home change shirt tke hp than cum back again..than went to art..than when it is abt to end , something unhappy happen...haiz..i really don noe how...argh....don noe y during evening..many things happen..haiz....than after tat went to nite study....than haiz..once again...erm..don noe lei..nvm..than when we were abt to go home..his head knocked against my head..i feel quite....don noe how to sae.a positive feelin ba...feel tat he is always there..tink is tat feelin ba..as i was so unhappy...haiz...y must he always the one..than after tat went to pasa malam..than went to play bumper car...than went to ride on don noe wat la..turn n turn n turn de..haha..veyr fun lo..yipee..than after tat go home le..so tired..k la..end le..mayb today can sae is a happy yet sad moment / dae...Jus wanna let him understand something..but i jus don noe how to sae it out towards him...wil he b able to listen into my words ? will he accept the fact ? will he get angry ? will he leave ? will he ....will he...haiz..i really don noe...jus hope tat time will prove everything as well as let go of every unhappinest....though u hate the art room n teacher damn much..but i jus wan sae tat u r real welcome inside...cause u have the same talent as we have...wif u ard we have much entertain...tks anyway for the pass few weeks of accompany...No matter wat happen..it already happen...having grudges is of course de...but everything we will jus have to TRY n let go...tats our plilosophy....lolz...u need time...kambateh..nitex.

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 11:05 PM

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

` 180706...Tuesday...

Today morning run..haiyo,..actually only need run 2 rounds within the timing of `11 min..than those who run after tat will have to go for another round..than i ran back b4 11 lo..than those who ran after 11..the ssc was so soft..than she only stand at the side shouting go for 3rd round..go for 3rd round..for those who came back late..some did ran for 3rd round..but some jus walk straight in..than mr siah sae he don blieve everyone sitted down has completed within 11 min..than he send us all to go run again..tis time round within 6 min...than i chiong ar....haha..nth much happen during today class..during chinese class, we watch 'Little Brother'..tink is korea show..very nice n touching..haven watch finish ..will continue tomoro..hehex..oh Ya..after recess when we assemble at the parade square..as we were slow or don noe wat la..than kena punish..we were late for 8 min than we were to b "times" 4..cause we sec 4..than the sec 3 gt 200 over push up..cause don noe wat plus wat plus wat..they too many offence le,,lolz..aiyo..the gals still ok..than guys more cham de,.,.haiyo..very cham lo..they have to do so many..n their legs have to b straighten..at least we can rest on the gound lo..somemore all of us do under the super duper hot sun lo..lolz..than after sch went to pasa malam...than bought lots of food..vinz went home to change n tke hp..than we went back to sch first..than we do art..after tat went to nite study...than went limbang..than went back sch..when we were abt to start work..than dor gave mi 2 panadol..than i was like..huh..lolz..than i gt to noe is he bought de..thanks..than after tat vinz cant finisht the BIG mac..so gave mr yeo..haha..than vinz gave mi the popcorn n candy floss..lolz..so cute seh..haha..than at 9 dad came pick mi up..than drove us back...than reach home so tired lo..but still have to do tis n tat..haiz..k la..end le..anyway..art 'N' lvl de deadline is tis friday..left 3 days..sob..really have to pia le..kambateh...k la..nitex..muackz

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:00 PM

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Monday, July 17, 2006

` *_*

1 More month from today is my b'dae le..sweet 16th...Haiz..but it is prelim or rather exam period..Will i get "full attendance" for my b'dae celebration ?! haiz..mayb i jus can let the days pass n when the time cums n i shall jus let nature take de course ba..mayb tat will b more accurate..lolz..I don wan to plan plan plan..than in the end everytime failed de..haiz..

Today date : 17-7-06
16th B'dae : 17-08-90
Count down days : 31 daes to go...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:50 PM

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` 170706...Monday...

Woke up at 5..went prepare than go out le..GB day today..have 2 report to sch by 6.15...than thru out the parade..there is some happy things yet there is also some things which ought to b scolded by,..the nx training i'm goin to punish the sec 1..1 of them really buai tahan ar..argh... but anyway gals..u all did quite well le..than after tat went to take lots of pic..lolz..ms lee is finally promoted as officer..or rather ma'am..now finally gt 2 teacher wearing GB ma'am full u..lolz..tat is wat we wished for a long time...than lesson as usual..recess time changed into our tis yr camp t-shirt...today lesson will end at 12.15 as gt GCE 'O' lvl L.C...than after sch..went to lot 1 to have lunch..when goin back..almost late but nt late..lolz..than we waited for bout 1/2 hr b4 the listening comprehension to start lo..lolz..than the radio keep on playing classical music..we all fell asleep le lo..lolz..than tat jun kai who is sitting beside mi..aiyoyo..he hor.....nvm..he is jus cute..hahaz..than 3 pm sharp it started..all the ans is so near lo.haiz..tink i wont score high marks tis time le..haiz..nvm ba..jin li jiu hao..hehex..ended ard 3 something..than checked my hp saw lots of msg..than went to kranji tis fashion..than go back lot 1..than walk walk..bought things eat..than walk walk..than bought things eat..lolz..jie came find mi..than went home after tat le..go online..later goin to do my work le..end here le..nitex..muackx..-Confusing mind..Confusing thoughts..confusing hearts..-Jus hope tat 1 day i cld jus sort it out...

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:08 PM

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

` 160706...Sunday..

Woke up at 12 pm something in the afternoon..than wake up headace..whole body feel very tired..haiz..throat very pain..than go online...ate my breakfast cum lunch..than dad cook fried guo tiao mian for mi n kor..than after tat around 3 something went to lot 1..meet up wif vinz than go food junction do hw..than after tat at evening biao jie came back from malaysia le..than came to look for us..than we ate 'mutabak' n 'paper prata'..very nice wor..haha..than after tat we went to pasa malam to walk walk..buy food to eat..than went to the fountain there ..sit there n ate our food..than jie also came join us..than bought ice cream..hehe..after tat we jiu go home le...really happy don noe y..had a nice n enjoyable day...wif my close ones...hahaz..reach home very bz..had to prepare tomoro thingy..haiz...sian diao..nvm..endure...nitex..muackz...

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:36 PM

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

` 我们会永远吗?

我有一个很可怕的梦。。我怕我们总有一天会分开。。
我真的很害怕。。你所给过我的承诺,真的会长久吗 ?
你会回到过去的你吗?
你会一声不响的离去吗?
你会把我们忘了吗?
我们到最后会变陌生人吗 ?
我害怕。。真的很害怕。。
害怕这一个可怕的梦的到来。。。
你可以帮我们吗?
不要让这个梦变真。。。

永远的一家人。。
永远的在一起。。
永远的不分离。。
永远的心连心。。
=永远的爱=
:: *吴佳俊。唐英杰。陈章祥。吴雪利。洪丽平。叶亿萍。婉婷。洪佑娴* ::

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:14 PM

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` 150706...Saturday...

Morning wake up very early..today is POP for BB n GB..than went sch hab inspection all tat..than rehearsal...bla bla bla..than miss leong late lo !! no sense of urgency...!!than when she came..than we go find her,..than she scold us bout the conbine drill thingy..haiz..don sae beta..hurt mi..haiz..than today we than noe we r nt officially passing out..our POP is nx yr..haiz..than after the whole parade..ms lee treat the whole company eat ice cream..we nv change out in sch..we went to lot 1 to change out of our Full U..than we go BPP...than meet vinz there..than go walk walk...buy thingy eat..than go playground..lolz...though it might b childish but it is fun...than my leg accidentally hit the metal at the playgound there..than it really hurt so much..blue black immediately..than the leg like no feelin le..haiz..than found out it is swollen le,...haiz..than mi n vinz went to lot 1 walk walk..than after tat meet mummy..than vinz also there..than mummy said some erm...some weird words n ask weird question..than vinz go home le..than from mrt there till home she is toking about vinz ..lolz..don wan to sae till so detail..lolzx..than i was like..oh.ok..lolz..but seems like she adore vinz quite alot..aiya,..don noe la..hahaz..than i very tired don wan go my uncle's daughter 1st yr old celebration...so stay at home..today really had great fun though there might b some unhappinest in between..k la..have to go do my things le..have to pai my art prep work le..haiz..DEADling is really really rea;lly very very near le....sobx..i really very jing zhang..i really scare i wont b able to complete...kambateh ba..end here le..enjoy..

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 6:17 PM

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Friday, July 14, 2006

` 140706..Friday...

Erm..today..nt much things happen...but there is still some..lolz..morning raining than in class assemble.than 1st lesson is art le..heard from ms sha tat mrs tay will mayb on long term mc..cause she is feelin really nt well..than ms sha will b takin over..than start our art..than after tat is physics..er..nth much too..than is P.E le..haiyo..cause rain so in hall do exercise n some runnin..combine wif 4I n 4J...than we do 3 sets of exercise which consist of 2 rounds round the hall..20 counts of 8 jumpin jack..than e were all so tired lo..but we have great fun indeed...when running the bois keep di siao us..lolz..than during MTL..aiyoyo..thought nth to do..but end up we practising for the LISTENING COMPREHENSION...pro seh..first time listening also need to practice de..lolz..than we all were complaining to teacher..but in the still have to do finish all le than dismiss...we were all yawning..haiz..lolz..than after tat li go for retest of ss..than ping go oral..than mi dor vinz go canteen have liunch break..than something happen..haiz..really sad..but i jus can sae sry as i have hurtz u..cause i always like tat hit the guy de..but they no respond..than i thought u r the same...i nv thought u would b hurt..really..sry...haiz...but erm..er..i also get my punishment le la..u shouted so loud to mi in front of so many ppl..they all stun dao lo..than all looked at my direction there..n bu she de turn away,..haiz..at tat moment of time i feel like crawling into a hole to hide myself...haiz...anyway..than i also kena shock..+ my pain..my tears were abt to burst out..so quickly went to the toilet..than after tat went to mini mart to buy lollipops..which will make mi cheer up..than gave dor n vinz 1 too...as i noe they r nt in gd mood too..i wan to share the lollipop happinest wif them..but don noe they can sense it or nt la..lolz..than after tat..drills start...teach n teach n teach..haiz...how i wish they can improve as much as they cld..jia you ba,,tink they need some more time,.nvm..than after tat NDP rehearsal starts..than at the ending part..went into the contigent..lolz..than planned for tomoro thingy...during the times..really have much fun...than after tat dicuss dicuss.than finally decided to have a combine drills tomoro at 12..b4 tat we have our POP...gals..must endure...it will probably end at 3 ba..jia you...than after tat took bus to lot 1..than on the way also have a bit fun..than vinz composed a song..lolz...than went pasa malam wif vinz n dor..went to walk walk...jiu go home le..very tired..really very bu shu fu n tired...later still have to go n polish boots...prepare tomoro thingyt..haiz..hope tomoro i'll b alright...jia you n endure.....end le..muackz..

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:12 PM

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

` I miss u..

Happy belated Birthday to u..my dear ru xiang...by rite u shld b turning 15 on 8th of july ba..sweet 15....my dear sweetie..we miss u soo much...though u might depart from us earlier..but u will nv b departed from our mind our world our life....nv eva...We really miss ya....hope u r fine now ... always blessin u n mi n all of us...anyway..sweet 15 birthday....always in our memory....muackz...we miss ya.u will always b in our mind...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:31 PM

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` 120706...Wednesday..

Today can b said a bad day for everyone..haiz..i mean my fruity "family"..haiz..ping is over-sadded bout ming sickness n cried..nt once..but many times..than the whole day sian sian like tat..than li n dor quarrel..than go separate ways..haiz..than mi again in middle..don noe wat to do..lucky tis time he is there..than when so many things happen at a go..i almost..don noe wat to do..than also feel so pek cek n sad..but when see his face it is much better le..lolz..haiz..but i also don noe how to sae out my feelin to him..i really wish i can tok to him n sae all my sorrow out..but i don noe how to sae to him..haiz...than li during eng class xplode again..actually she ok le..but the guys la..haiz.long tory la..than went to toilet wif her..very long inside..than lend her my shoulder to cry on..she cried very loud lo..lolz..than after sch , went to eat..than is eng N lvl oral le..so jing zhang..lolz..than li go home..ping so find ming..than vinz go home tke hp..mi n dor go for oral..than nigel sit behind mi..than he keep singing song lo..like my radio..haha..than i very tired n stomach bery pain.than slp awhile..than when its my turn..i am so nervous lo..than i jus pi li pa la read lo..haha..than after tat saw vinz msg..than went to carpark to look for him..than bla bla bla...haiz..today no do dao art..cham liao la..the DEADline is so near le.haiz..must pai le..than after tat..vinz was damn furious bout the S.J.thingy..haiz..nt worth seh..he treat them so gd..fu chu so much..yet they.........haiz..nvm..i jus noe tat since they don appreciate than forget it lo..don go begging for him to go back 1 day lo...than go da bao than go bk sch for nite study..than tat kong so noisy lo..siao de..nvm..than halfway..went to walk in the small graden wif vinz.. ... lo..so dark..so scary..omg..hahaz..than dad cum pick mi up.. * vinz we will go pasa malam when it is officially open..tats a promise* than drive connie back to her blk there..than vinz to lot 1..haiz..today really tired..mentally tired..physically tired..heart also very tired...stomach too...lolz..k la..go do mi work le..tomoro another long day...nitex..

Tracy.

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:49 PM

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

` 110706...Tuesday...

Morning run..haiyo..starting run 2 rounds within 11 min..than we relax like tat...than when we jus reach the sch gate..we r jus 1 min short of time..than have to go the 3rd round..haha..nvm lo..we all walk back de..lolz..than during chinese lesson we watch 'six sense'..haha..in the end we all still need a long time to figure out wat is the moral of the story..haha..than after sch pei vinz go back tke hp..than go bk sch again..i have my art IP..than start do art..vinz sit beside..than look look.haha..so gd to have someone beside to tok to..=p..sry if it makes u bored..lolz...than in between, vinz don noe wan to show mi wat..than my whole cup of washing of brush water pour on mi..sobsob..all wet..but the 1st i tink of is to sae sry to him..cause i did make him wet somehow..than after tat those malays scold him for nth.i fed up seh...but i knew tat i wan to stop the easy hot temper attitude..no matter wat i wan to giv it a try n ren thru it..if i open my mouth n fight back than i will lose..i every time told myself tis..but i m quite impress le..vinz did improve..don noe how to sae..but...hahaz..than after tat 5 something went to limbang to da bao dinner..than go back sch again..gt nite study..haiz..than connie wait for us at the canteen..than mi..vinz..dor n connie start our studying..lolz..than all the way we were like having fun..i dont feel any stress..really..i like studying in a grp..haha..than we joke..we tok crap somehow..ya..n really fun..than 9 liao ..dad went to pick mummy up from work place..than came to my sch n pick mi up..than dad also drove the 3 of them to lot 1..vinz ar..sry ar..cant drive u to ur hse..mayb if we stay nearer than will b possible ba..haha..than reach home le..so tired..later goin to prepare tomoro lesson le jiu go slp le..really nt feelin well..from tis morning start, my head feel so dizzy..haiz..mayb b'cos of..bla bla bla ba..haiz..k la..end le..indeed have a great day in sch..haiz..tomoro is my eng oral le..scare sia..haiz..than have nite study again..dor wont b there tomoro le..haiz..k la..nitex..

[I don noe y i have a feeling tat u will leave us one day..]
[I m jus scare of tat feelin..]
[Can u eva promise mi tat u will nv leave ? ]
[ I don wan to lose u one person...]
[ PLs..but if u r very xin ku wif us..i allow u to leave...]
[ Tats my promise to u n pls promise us to endure thru till the end...]

[ Jus luv to see u all..really luv the 7 of u..muackz...4eva 2gether..]

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:39 PM

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Monday, July 10, 2006

` 100706...Monday...

Woke up late..haiz..no one morning call mi..shirley no go sch..so no mc mi..vinz..erm..don noe..than went to sch myself..so..haiz..than it was raining..than reach sch..no one de..lolz..i mean in my class..than sch nt much thing happen..Hurtz my hand again..haiz..blue black le..somemore is at the finger bone there,,sob..pain pain..lolz..than after Maths Ip..oh ya,..today is all 3 band combine together..hahaz..than go art..haiz..xin qing bu hao..than quickly go mini mart bought 3 lollipop..haha..vinz also in art room..hehes..gd hor..lol..siao..than after art went to take bus to lot 1...than hor.,..many many things happen lo..i becum a chair le..lolz..than after tat went to lot 1 anyhow walk..than go food junction pei vinz eat..than all the while stomach pain..ren..haha..than went home le..reach home..so many ppl msg mi..aiyoyo..haha..k la..have to go pai my work le..so mnay work to do lo..sian..haha..jia you ba..haiz..tomoro have to stay in sch till nite..have nite study..haiz..hope tat person will nt break promise to go lo...haiz..or else i alone..hahaz..k la..nitex..muackz..

Counting down to N lvl..
Jia you ba..

Tracy;.

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:30 PM

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` 090706...Sunday...

Very late than wake up..very tired..than do housework..jie cum my hse..than we go lot 1 do work..vinz also gt go..than we eat eat eat..play a bit..than after tat go walk abit..than go home le..hahaz..than go home..do housework..do homework..nx day still have sch..haiz..go slp le..nitec..

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:26 PM

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Saturday, July 08, 2006

` 080706...Saturday..

Vinz really 5.30 am wake up n giv mi morning call though he need nt wake up so early..haha..tks ya.than when he called..biao jie pick up the phone..i was slping so soundly lo..haha..than biao jie suddenly ask mi wake up..sae vinz called mi hp..than i jump up..than go prepare jiu go out le..very damn early n yet so many ppl boarding bus le..than when reach sch..the bus is here..jus on time.so tired..than reach macpherson ite..than start work le..i n 3 gals r in charge of crowd control at the health care section..we were all seperated..than we also go n have our check..on bloog pressure..blood test..haha..i all normal..lolz..than after everything..all were tired..than board bus back..on bus all were tired till fall aslp le..haha..than actually vinz ask wan watch movie nt..'Re-cycle' which is wat i long to watch..than gt 2 something n 5 de..than i told him 5 de..cause i wan to go home n bath..rest le than go out..i too tired le..than somemore my leg hurtz..haiz..swollen le..sobx..than went to slp awhile..very very tired seh..don feel like waking up..haha..than went out n meet vinz..went to watch 'Re-cycle'..so happy though tired..lolz..tks 4 e popcorn n drinks..lolz..scare mi..1st time he so generous..or rather 1st time he make the initiative to also buy my share..haha..but anyway tks ya..than went to watch..so nice the show..but nt scary enough..haha..than inside the cinema..many funny things happen..*don sae better*..haha..so cute n funny lo..n watch tis show must b careful oh ppl...ur hands might b twisted n broken..n u might find shape of teeth on ur hand after the show..haha..bla bla bla..n the story carries on..haha..but rather happy la..lolz..than after tat called dad..than he sae endure 1 more day if tomoro leg still no ok than go see..cause so late liao no more tie da yi shen..than went to fountain wif vinz..sit there finish up the pop n root..than also chat bout many things..haha..than after tat jiu go back home le..so tired..but i really have a fun day...haha..than in msn we tok bout the 8 of us thingy..hehe..n it wil go on..lolz..k la..end here le..buai..

Tracy..
4eva happinest...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:11 PM

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Friday, July 07, 2006

` 070706...Friday...

Morning nth much to sae..lolz..reach sch le..than 1st lesson is art..went to do art..haiz..have to almost repaint everything..nvm..wat matters the most is quality..haha..summit the best..than after tat is mtl..but we gt nth to do le..so seek permission from teacher than went to do art again..wif the sec 5s..haha..than tat jun kai hor..alamak..sae wan go do art.than halfway saw chinese teacher..than she sae today we will watch movie..than jun kai immediately sae he wan go back..than giv so many lame excuse sae wat chinese is more impt./.bla bla bla...haha..cute seh..than recess time..ping no cum down cause she wan to spend more time wif ming..he flying to hong kong..but will b back in few days time..Bon voyage..ping..don b sad le..he'll b fine..time n days will pass very fast de..than after tat is english..mrs lee giv 1 to 1 oral..i have already done le..than we sit there tok tok..than thought of playing games..than start to play the game last time our GB camp played de..haha..than more n more ppl joined in...so de happy..hahaz..than after tat..today is 12 pm jiu can go home le..cause don noe MOE wat thingy la..for teacher de..than also cant stay in sch..sch will b closed..than Li went to meet her biao jie to buy her sis 21st b'dae present...Mi n vinz went home to take hp..dor wait for us at library..than sit in library tok tok tok...than 3 liao jiu go sakae eat..ordered lots of food..haha..than as we eat..than we tok chat play..soo happy..reslly enjoying..than at last we all were so full...than we still order a free bowl of udon..than we use a thing to turn..than the direction it is pointed to the person have to eat 1 of the udon noodles..haha..so damn full..than i wan to eat the 'strawberry smile' but nt available..haiz..than after tat were so full..than go walk walk..n ya...bought hp accessories..so nice..haha...than went to tke neoprint..haha..so fun when taking..haha..lots of funny n enjoyable things happen in btw..haha..than went home le..really have a great time today...haha..than go walk walk..laugh none stop..than keep on toking like china ppl..than very funny lo..our relationship all change le..lolz..than jiu go home le..so fun..really had great time..k la..today nth much but jus happinest..later goin to prepare tomoro thingy le..hab to wake up so early..argh...nvm..hope to go out again nx time wif our 'family'..hahaz..buai..

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:20 PM

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

` 060706...Thursday...

Morning thought vinz cant wake up..than b4 goin out keep callin him but no one pick up..than i went out le..than reach interchange saw him there..relieve le..haha..than walk to sch..sky dark dark le..goin rain soon..than jus when we reach sch nt long it really rain heavily..God bless..during bio class..tat jj hor..keep zhen dui mi..than ms wong giv us back the paper we do yesterday to mark..than were all mixed up..than nv did i thought i got tat jj paper..haiyo..than nic got mine..than jj push his table to the front..jus beside us..than he very noisy lo..keep being scold by mi..lolz..than nic beside him only..than i gu yi draw on jj paper..than as if like anyhow mark..than he exchange paper wif nic..he got my paper n mark,..than keep on saying tis n tat..haiyo..his words so untidy..cant even read..than somemore so many spelling error..lolz..than he keep using ruler to scatch ppl..he still wan to scatch my leg lo..lucky i siam fast..lolz..siao de lo him..lolz..than after tat..other class nth much le..during common period we were discussing bout our SL..haha..than in conclusion..it shld b a great event tat day..hehez..vinz..dor..li went to oral le..praying hard..jia you..lolz.believe in them..after tat went to maths Ip..than 4 like tat finish le..when walking to the gate they told mi vinz was downstairs..teaching st john drills..supervising i tink.haha..than stayed n wait for him..bla bla bla..don noe y today keep on having headace..than make mi so bu shu fu..affect mi mood too..sry..than notice tat st john they all is full of respect..have a sense of urgency....they look smart..really..found lots of potential in them..really very impress..keep it up..jia you oh..vinz also played a impt role in it ba..they listened to him..obey him..tat's gd..felt happy for him..feel proud of him..lolz..went to mini mart to buy panadol..too pain till cannot tahan le..makes mi feel dizzy too..haiz..than vinz promise to buy mi lollipop later on..hahaz..after they went back to st john room, i decide to wait for him outside the sch..but nv did i thought after long time..i heard sounds coming from far away n st john room..shouting..: " 1 sergeant..2 sergeant..3 sergeant..n it goes on till 20something.." lastly is " permission to recover sergeant..don noe sae how many times..haha..heard vinz voice..loud..clear..smart..cool......haha..than went to foyer n sit there wait for him..cause i stomach nt feelin well..than head..haiz..than waited n waited..when he cums down he press his hand on my shoulder..sry..mayb i m jus feelin unwell so i push away ur hand..but i wan to tell u tat..from the time i start waiting for u..ur patient..ur nice.ur soft n well like voice really make mi feel really really happy...Walked to lot 1..on the way..it was really very silent..only can hear the footstep of us..walking thru the pathway..the road..than brigde..towards the destination..tinking thru lots of thing..wat bout him ne ? don noe..than went to toilet le than go mini toons..din find the lollipop favour i wan..Strawberry..haiz..than went popular..than went ntuc..than went to the interchang there..none of the place there had strawberry lollipop..haiz..rather sad..mayb other than him..lollipop is the another thing tat cld make mi cheer up ba..than no lollipop..brought a heart filled wif sadness home..haiz..try again tomroo ba..than reach home..went to bath..later goin to do work le..yipee..tomoro goin eat at s.s..yipee..hope they wont disappoint mi..hehes..Really like the positive side of him rather than negative..its been a long time he no longer vent his anger..i noe he is controlling..i noe he wan to let everyone sees the best side of him..i feel really warmth n happy when he cld jus tok nicely..show c & c..smiling cheerfully..b by mi when i m in need /trouble...but recently don noe y..mayb b'cos he sick or wat ba..than ..haiz.don noe la...jus feel tat recently his smile had hide away..his feelin had went to holiday..nvm..i jus hope tat one day he might b like b4..we'll b waiting for u..u r one of our "best friend family"..no one in there will eva harm u..n we will keep u away from harm..We'll "Luv" u as 4eva..U r 4eva "our's"...haha..[hair stand le ba..]..jus remember there is always us..Today also heard some news from someone..which make mi so...argh...nvm..i ren..u beta don overboard..NV wake a slping tigeress !!!

[ Missin my lollipop...]
[Happy days waiting for mi..]
[I'll try to kan kai...]
[ Friends..i'll need ur support when i fell down..]
[Hold mi tight by ur side...]
[ Luv u all..muackz..]
Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:22 PM

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

` 050706...wednesday...

Meet up wif li..vinz..than walk to sch..during mtl nth to do de..haha..keep on chatting n toking crap wif teacher..haha..than at english lesson..mrs lee had a oral practice wif mi..haha..she sae overall still nt bad..but some weak pts to work harder at..at recess..don noe y rather moody..nvm..than feel tat everyone is so moody..no one is wearing a smile..haiz..nvm..than at biology class tat jj hor..aiyoyo..keep on making mi..he gu yi de lo..ming ming jiu cannot pass thru by my place there ma..he shld have walk another way..than he ping ming wan move away my table..than li hit his hand..lolz..he ouch till very loud lo..than gib sad face..haha..than after tat keep on standing so close to mi..y lei..jus b'cos he's tall n wan to show mi tat i m shorter than him..lolz...nvm..but nt bad la..stil abit....gentlemen..haha..helped mi pass up my work to ms wong..than after bio class..i went to their class de noticeboard to look at the maths thingy..than bery wat lo..jj again..i looking than he sit on the table behind mi which was very close lo..than he keep toking to mi..than keep using his don noe is shoulder or back to knock against mi..than i was like moving front n back..than i cant find the name lo..aiyoy.shake n shake eyes also drifting away..than i turn ard n stare at him..than he okok..than i go back class liao..haha..than after tat is physics..ok la..do exam paper..haha..than after tat prepared to go to chinese 'O' lvl oral liao..so scare..my hand is damn cold lo..aiyo..than vinz n serene went home le..haiz..shao le 2 person to pei mi..actually starting i thought....haiz..nvm..than at 2..prepare hao le jiu go hall le..aiyo..still gt private candidates..around 20..30s..40s..tat is for ,malay la..haha..than our tat examiner gt "free show" aiyoyo..haha..than waited quite long than rested awhile..more alert le..than when it was my turn to practice readin..i was reading still quite smoothly..but when it was time for mi to move up to the examiner there..i start to panic..gt few errors..haiz..shit la..die le la..opps..choi choi choi..hope i cld score well ba..i really don wish to retake again..haiz..jia you ba..than after tat went to art room..than tat li hor..aiyo..sae mrs tay sae tat 4.30 art room will b close..than i no do liao..cause when i went down already 4 soemthing le..than when 4.30 we were abt to go.mrs tay was back n she ask us y we so early go..than we huh..than bla bla bla..than we go lot 1..wif zhong sheng..jie ming..li..dor n mi..than went to buy things..jiu go home le..reach home so tired..bla bla bla..than rested..watch tv..later goin to do housework n my homework le..
Candidates for tomoro oral examination..jia you oh,..do ur best..i will giv u all my moral support..Best wishes..u all can do it de..muackz..hehex..especially those few of my dear friends.........kkz..kambateh..nitex..

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:41 PM

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

` 040706...Tuesday..

Morning call came..a pig is being waken up by it..lolz..than went to prepare..today is so far the early time i went out..hahaz..shirley went sch herself..cause she need to bring the canvas back..so she took a cab..than met up wif vinz..morning run very dot lo..when mi n li ran the 3rd round..than we walk halfway y no ppl behind us le..by rite there is still many ppl de..than we turn n walk back..lolz..than very weird lo..when reach back sch..everyone had been dismiss..than we were like..eh...lolz..lesson were alright today..abit tiring..but still ok la..than during bio..talked about gui yong..oh..yuan lai so many ppl noe him de..lolz..stun dao..than tat jj,..haiz..don sae him la..lolz..so kuku de..everytime giv mi tat face..than giv paper also use throw de..kick him than he noe ar..hahaz..after sch so relieve..finally sch end le..haha..than went to the pond there sit there..cause art room cant go in yet..than mrs tay sae she wont b in sch..than the mrs don noe who will cum..found a died fish in the pond..eeee..the other fish is still eating..bleah...after tat went to art room to start on art..vinz also there..he helped mi wif some..tks anyway...than we were having 'fun' in there..jun kai hor.aiyoyo..late cum early go..hahaz..than after tat went to lot 1..on the way..aiyoyo..very de funny lo..haha..playing n playing..[though might b childish in other eyes..but let mi sae tis..having fun is nt a childish act..it is a happinest n joyous act..ppl who tink tis is childish than let mi tell u..U R THE ONE WHO R REAL CHILDISH..ppl who sae tat is the person who r jus jealous..someone might sae jealous for wat rite.. Jealous for being jealous..wake up ba..] U wont noe when u found the real happinest in life..nv eva b alone in tis world..nv eva keep urself in only 1 small grp..open up n walk out to the world..nv tok bout ppl bad things when u r jus simply jealous..tats really childish..don act big when u r jus a small ikan bilis..don sae ppl when u urself cant behave..opps..too engros..continue..........................than went to buy bubble tea..than go home le..actually wan to go aries de..but too many ppl inside le..so headed home lo..reach home..bath le online..later goin to do homework le..haiz..tomoro is my 'O' Lvl chinese oral le..i really scare worx..jia you jia you jia you...hope my friends will b there to support mi till de end..pls nv discourage mi..the more u all encourage..the more confident i have..luv u all lots...same goes to u all..jia you ohz..muackz...4eva 2gether..[ U all shld noe who u r..] Nv b over sensitive on wat other sae..Nv cum close to mi when u don mean it...Nv treat mi as a spare tyre..Nv wake a slping tiger...!!Pls nv let mi hate u..tats the most i hate..I'll tolerate till de end..

In sch hurted my hand..haiz..i was sooo unhappy..than use my hand to knock against the wall..sounds very heard..haiz..than after tat my hand becums numb...n it start to feel the pain..than it is swollen..haiz..really pain..but..haiz..nvm..hope its fine..

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:07 PM

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` 030706...Monday...

Have to wake up early to go sch today..haiz..sian..today youth day lei..aiyoyo..stil have to go back sch..for wat ?! jus for the practice of the chinese oral..lolz..cause by rite the practice is on tuesday de..but mdm yong tue cant make it so change to MOnday..aiyoyo..than she still came late..alamak..nvm..ppl tend to b late sometime..after tat..went home..than cum out again..went to k box..the 3 of us bery funny lo..so de fun..though starting....erm..nt tat happy ba..but nvm..tats starting..than after tat..we were like crazy man ! haha..than sing till bout 7 something..than dhr went home..than went eat..than go home le..so tired..but really had great fun..lolz..reach home..bz wif packing n doin my work..lolz..ling shi bao fuo jiao...hahaz..but in the end nt all work is done..bery tired le..than go online..tok tok tok..hahaz..than go slp le..k la..end le..haiz..jia you for the week ba..starting to becum bz again..jia you...muackz..

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 6:57 PM

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Sunday, July 02, 2006

` 020706...Sunday...

10 than woke up..cause being chao xing by my biao jie call n vinz sms..hahaz..nt exactly la..than after tat go online awhile than go prepare go out..than at ard 12 something go out..than mi n jie wait for vinz..than tke mrt to bugis..than go walk walk..than walk pass a don noe wat sex thingy shop..i mean sell " those thing" de..than i still thought wat..see so many ah peh standing there looking..than when look at the sign than noe is ......hahaz..than after tat go buy drinks..buy watch..than buy shoe..so happy..gt the shoes i wanted so long..hahaz..nx time goin again...hahaz..than ard 4 something all tired le..than see him like bu shu fu..very tired..than go home le..we were quiet on mrt..resting..than reach cck liao..go food junction..i was so hungry..than go buy things eat..than tok..chat..;laugh..hahaz..than after tat go home le..have to go sch tomoro for the oral thingy..haiz..nvm..endure...k la...go do my things le..buai..

[ Enjoyable day indeed...]

Tracy...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:03 PM

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Saturday, July 01, 2006

` 010706..Saturday...

Wake up at don noe wat time..very early..than have to contact many ppl..than prepare prepare than have lunch le jiu go out le...feeling headace...but bobian have to go out..than go lo..meet them le..jiu go NUS for tzu chi concert..its so touching..too ke xi my friend is nt there...lolz..than after tat damn tired...than go bk cck meet wif wif dor than go tan tock seng hospital to visit wan ting..i was too tired tat i brought dor to take the wrong train..lolz..sry wor..haha..than i was so blur lo..than reach le i also anyhow walk..than walk till don noe where..so eery de..alamak..than find so long finally found it..hahaz..than when reach..saw shu bin.her friend..yin ci n liting..than we tok tok tok..than all of us bring wanting downstairs to eat..i mean we have our dinner..than she sit there see..haha..cause she eat le..than we were toking happily lo...than found out tat yin ci noe gui yong..than we tok tok tok..than all of us toking crap all the while..than after tat went home le..cause late le..i too tired le..nt enough slp..than on train tok many things wif dor..lolz...than went to buy things jiu go home le..mummy went to malacca for some tzuchi meeting..tomroo than will b back..haiz..haven buy my things..haiz..nvm..toimro than go buy..hehez..i wan go take NEOPRINT..so long no take liao lo..haha..than mi wan go buy shoe..buy watch..buy bag..buy ring..hahaz..k la..bery tired le..go slp le..vinz..hope u r ok now le..take care oh..nitex..see ya tomoro...

Tracy..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:31 PM

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` 300606...Friday...

Morning wake up late..6.30 am than wake up..omg..haiz.than faster rush rush..than jie giv mi the ticket for tonights concert..than faster rush to sch..took cab to sch..cause late le..walk there sure late de..cause i hurt my leg ma..than today is st john n Ncc day..by rite is st john day ba..aiya..don noe la...than todays lesson time very fast jiu pass le..haha..cause only 3 subject..hahaz..than after sch went to toilet b4 goin home..than when cum back class saw vinz inside..lolz..than his head very hot lo..haiz..high fever..than mi..dor..li..char n vinz go food junction eat...than we were having great fun...than after tat actually plan tat vinz cum mi hse wait for mi to prepare than go his hse prepare than go for the concert..but when he cum mi hse than tink he very bu shu fu le..than he lie on my bed..than i let him rest lo..than he keep saying he very cold..haiz..i really don noe wat to do..than i go prepare le..than when i wan to wake him up..than felt tat his head damn HOT lo..haiz..than gave him a panadol to eat..than let him take temperature..39.7 lo !!!!! than take cab back..send him home..than i bo bian go to cjc myself for the concert..haiz..though is disappointed..but nth cld b done..than reach there bery pek cek..than..aiya..don noe la..mixture of feelin inside mi..than make mi very fan..than after some problem..i buai tahan than i drop tears le..than very wat lo...i knew no body there..than haiz.....than after tat take cab home wif jie...reach home already very late le..haiz...so tired..but ok la...overall..though might b unhappy..but tats only a part of it..vinz..endure..take care..rest more..drink more water..i noe u wont die..lolz..cause u everytime sae "wont die de la"...lolz..than reach home bath le prepare tomoro thingy than go slp le..nitex..

Tracy...

[Waited for tis day for so long..yet it is a disappointment to mi.mayb..haiz..nvm..tomoro will b a beta day..smilex..]

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:07 PM

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