//* love

Monday, July 31, 2006

` Sry

I'm sry for nt considerating ur feelin..but tellin u the truth i did..only tat i jus wan to find out whether i wld b hong by u nt..i noe it hurts..i noe..i hurt u deep enough..n it goes the same to mi...i m hurt as much as u did..much deeper than u...i knew i said the wrong things..i knew i cldnt get the forgiveness so easily from u..but i don noe y i jus feel like ventin my unhappinest infront of u..for wat..jus to gain ur concern..wheneva i get the concern n care from u...i fel so happy n cheer up so much...i noe it hurts u..really..i noe..i noe how deep i had cut into ur heart..i really noe..sry for all the deep cuts..mayb i don noe how to express myself much here..but i really mean no harm..mayb as the days u change..i feel tat u r a guy who will always b there for mi..who will always b there to hong mi..who will always giv in to mi..mayb tis time round i really did wrong..deep wrong..which u cld have a hard time forgiving mi..sry..sry..i nt don like u to play wif them..is jus tat everytime i jus tell myself tat i don wan to have any harted in myself..wheneva i said tis..i can do it but by the time i saw it..don noe y the feelin jus came out..sorry..really.i jus hope u understand how i felt..sry..i really noe how u felt..i considered it b4..really..jus tat everytime i jus wan to gain ur smile..gain ur concern..gain ur care...really..i tok to no one jus u..i told no one my feelin jus u..cause i noe u will try n understand how i felt..i trust in no one jus u..i feel comfortable wif u..jus u..the only u...haiz..u have really grown up..by the way u tok by the way u type..jus tat i hope u cld understand mi tis time round n let mi understand u further more..i promise tat i will get rid of the harted in myself..really..tis time tis promise will nt b broken..no more..sry..

Tracy

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