Morning wake up..than vinz called mi..or rather mc mi..than go prepare jiu go out meet vinz n shirley..so cold in the morning..clouds were dark...than wind were big..lolz..than by rite we shld b having our aces thingy in the parade square de..but it starting to drizzy n rain..than bo bian shifted into the canteen...early morning my mood still ok de..starting at home b4 i go out i still reminded myself to stay hyper..happy all e way..but reach sch dor tok to vinz in a very unpleasant sound..my "water starts to boil"..at tat time it is jus 20 degree...than do e exercise..do do do..
Firstly i wan to wish my dearest brother a HAPpy 18th Birthday !!! Hope he enjoyed the day...
Morning meet vinz n li go sch..than morning have the don noe wat ases don noe wat workout..than quite fun..haha..though we were merely jus playing throughout..lolz..than during sch time..still ok ba..but quite tired ba..than recess..ok lo..vinz gt
Morning woke up make breakfast...Ham..cheese..n TOmato..haha..nice nice...than go sch..than whole day.ok ba..but very stress...during bio..erm..sort of unhappinest ba..but nvm la..sry if i have offended anyone...than after sch straight away have S.s..HAIZ..sian..very tiring,..than till very late..than still have "mock" exam..haiz..than till 4 like tat...vinz waited..than after tat went home put bag than go out again..went to watch movie..actually wan watch
Morning wake up at 7 something..than go back slp again..very tired..than slp till very late..12 something in the noon than wake up..very cool ma..gt aircon..lolz..haiz..biao jie 10 something jiu dao shanghai le..hope she had a happy journey n safe journey..than after tat go online..than mummy n daddy went to tzu chi..than kor also went out le...than mi meet up wif vinz than go study..went to fodo court to study..but do nt much work...haha..than went to eat dan dan..lolz..go yakun eat la..than after tat go ljs eat..lolz..saw jj de sweetheart..lolz..wif guys wor....lolz..like spy seh..than after tat went to walk walk..than go ntuc buy thingy..than went walk walk..than go home le..took cab home..than sry ar..hai vinz so ma fan..sick liao still have to endure so long in the cab..cause hab to go my place first than somemore the uncle nt familiar wif the way..lolz..take care..k la,..gonna go slp le..very tired..hope the following week is a smooth n fine week...jia you..kambateh everyone..muackz..
[Post of yesterday..260806..]
Sch were ok..crazy in sch..epecially after recess onwards..than rite after sch we were to leave the sch immediately..cause the sch gt big event don noe wat ar..than every sch teacher or who will b in our sch..lolz..than we went to lot 1..supposingly we were to go have window shooping..but in the end don noe where to head to...than vinz suggest to go k box..than serene.wan hui n mi went back wif him to get his hp all tat..than went back to cck again..booked the room..than went to da bao many food..abit unhappinest during the singing..but still ok ba..than at the end we do mnay strange thingy..lolz..he like rubber band lo..can bend here bend there..lolz..hmm..tks vinz..for trying to control urself..i noe its hard n difficult for u to..than wh n serene went back at abt 4 something..than we stayed till 8 something..sry vinz i cant pei u for futher more time as i have to reach home b4 9..sry..than took cab home..than along the way..sry if i were to said anything rong or gib a unwanted face..when i m tense up i'm like tat..sry..mayb tats something i cant probably manage to control ba..than reach home..do all housework than go online..than go slp le..its a tiring day for mi as well as everyone..vinz.xie xie ni...
Morning went to dental appointment..no go for p.e..hahaz..dental sae my teeth bery healthy very clean...haha..than the whole day..ok lo..but very tired..than during common test ms ong "booked" us..diaox...than went AVA..ms ong almost 2 than go AVA lo..lolz..than bing yuan..boon keat..nigel sit behind us..than nicol..jun kai..keng chun..peter..nic sit infront us..than mi n dor in the middle..than can heard them shouting up n down./.aiyo..keep on toking crap..than lame here lame there.aiyo..than we ended at 3 pm..so late lo..almost study s.s for 3 period lo..than plus the 1 period during the normal lesson..haiyo..recently ms ong sae will focus on s.s very much..than will have to reserve many time slot for her..sian..haiz..nvm la..endure endure than fast fast finish s.s 'n' lvl than can focus on other sub liao...than after tat went to kfc for lunch..than jiu go home le..very tired..went to rest than wake up do housework..than study..watch tv..online...haiz...tired day..thought alot..use up all my brain cells le..lolz..hope tomoro is a fine day ba..sh0rt day tomoro..haiz..
Nitex..muackz..
Morning slept late again..but lucky bus were fast n i get to sch on time..sch were ok ba..play play..serious serious...after sch waited for vinz..ping n ting..they have their listening compre..than we went to check out our art prelim marks..really sad over it..i only gt 60/100..i m really disappointed..haiz..nvm la..over le..after tat went round the sch to find ms ong..aiyo..find her fins for so long lo..lolz..vinz..thanks for staying till so late..than outside staff room..we had our ss Ip..mi..keng chun n nicole n dorothy..than after tat help ms wong do something..went to limbang wif ms wong..dor..vinz..than ms wong treat us eat..we paiseh paiseh..than in the end ate ice cream..lolz..than after tat went to ntuc to buy lots of stuff..than go back sch..than after awhile jiu leave sch..than go library return book..than pei vinz go eat..chat chat..than after tat jiu go home le..haha..indeed vinz looks rather gd when nt in spect..lol..really tired..n my stomach had been pain from jus now till now..no energy le..jus wats wrong..haiz..later gonna do work..
Sch were alright..gt back my english paper..overall tink pass ba..but other sub..haiz..nvm la..still have time to buck up..friends..i really need the help of u all..during mtl..start to pia again..have to b like few months ago..when we r preparing for the 'O' lvl exam..we now also have to do so again..jia you ba..
Morning woke up late..than faster go prepare..than the bus hor..wow..damn..argh..traffic jam lo..than somemore aiya..many thing happen le..very sueh the whole morning..than reach sch..the prefect almost closed the gate liao lo..heng ar...lolz..than rush to parade square..than found out tat i forgot to bring tie..omg..than quickly get help from vinz..he lend mi.lucky gt him seh..lolz..than whole day ok la..gt back result..all badly done..nvm..now no gd..i stil have weeks to prepare..nv to giv up..1 of my best buddy told mi..even if everyone has given up hope on u..nv to giv up on urself...there r many hopes waiting for u to b fulfill...this phrase really wakes mi up..wif him telling mi ..i feel more confident..after sch than went to pizza hut..than ate..sit there very long..than chat many many things..lolz..sry vinz if had made u bored..=p..than after tat took the k700i to repair..than go home...reach home found out tat my own E700A is spoil..no screen...argh...i m goin mad...i luv my tis phone so much..its my bao bei..n yet now it is spoil..sob..i really don noe wat to do le..somemore no more warranty le..haiz..i really goin crazy seh..haiz..than later goin to take the repaired phone..haiz..bao bei ar bao bei...pls..recover...i don wan u to b spoiled...Vinz..don sad le..jk will nt blame u for anything..if u tis time b'cos of tis thingy than feel so bad..if jk noes..he will feel more guilty to make u so sad as it is him who asked for the show..than nx time even if he nid ur help he also don dare to ask from u le..cause he scare if he ask a favour from u than u failed the task again u feel guilty again..he will feel more guilty de..than he will nt dare ask u do anything le..its ok de..really..he wont blame u or feel unhappy de..if u kip on blamin urself..he will blame himself more....really..trust mi..kkz..
Afternoon went out meet up wif vinz..than go k.b..sing..play..chat..than have fun..7 something went to eat at yakun..eat dan dan..lolz..than after tat went long john..than da bao for family..went to ntuc buy some stuff..tks for helping take the basket though it's heavy..=p...than went home le..quite tired but had fun through out..tok to him some of my xin shi..feel abit relax now..lolzz.than tok bout many things too..reach home..online..later gonna prepare a new week tomoro...few weeks later will b the actual N lvl le..really hope i can buck up on my maths..but i cant find the actual teacher who can b patience in teachin mi..Ya..i m slow in learning abit dumb..but..i really wan to improve n learn de..haiz..hope the right one will appear asap ba..recently strange strange..kip feelin to hurt myself..somethings wrong le..now wheneva i gt prob the first thing is nt to sae out n is to find something to hit on..haiz..i always ask my friend nt to hurt themself..n yet i m always the one who will do the opposite..but no matter who stop mi..i will nv listen..i only listen to 1 person...mayb wheneva i feel vex...unhappy..sad..disappointed..cry..or wateva..i jus wan tat person to b my mi..sharing all my prob wif mi;..haiz..k la..end le..jia you for the coming N lvl paper..nv to gib up..always to endure thru...No more playing for tomoro onwards till the last day of prelim..kambateh...
Morning received msg from valerie,..sae don noe wat thingy..than as i was so tired..i also don care.lol..than no reply..sry..will reply u later..than vinz msg mi..sry ar,,i bery tired..so slp till 11 something..than wake up..wash up..than ate breakfast..watch tv.online..haiz..recently mood no gd neh..vinz also..vinz..cheer up no matter wat oh...though is difficult..jia you ba..hope the 2 of us will nt explode together,,.lolz...cause u r a time bomb i m also a time bomb now..bomb n bomb sure bomb.lolz..wat rubbish i toking..haha..but lets b there for each other..see u smile i happy..cause u smiel really nice seh..=p..k la..later goin out..hope is a happy one..muackz..see ya..
Morning wake up than go prepare to go sch for GB..than thought dor gt go..thanin the end call her she then tell mi she nt goin..than bo bian i go myself..than only 15 gals attend lo..incluiding myself..than we have our meetin bla bla bla..than taught them drills..after tat waited for him..than bought him mac..aiyo..so many hrs..the food also become cold le..than sit at foyer...too tired than fall aslp le..than he came liao..too tired..than don noe y very fan..than still blur blur de..sry if make u feel unpleasant..than went to return book..pei him sit at fountain eat finish his meal..than jiu go home le..jus feel like saying xie xie ni to him...lolz.also don noe y.. i jus like the him today,..don noe how to express my feelin..but i really like the him...lolz..than reach home..bath..than went to slp..very very tired...than nite wake up le..went to cook..than someone did something to my hp..lolz..than after tat shirley called mi n told mi bout donald thingy..idiot seh..than see mi online he quickly offline..last time also like tat..i so scary meh ?? mayb..lolz..eh..wanna warn u..u who also can sae..can criticise..but nt my friends..families..love ones...they r born nt to said by u..make tis very clear...everyone have their own limit..haiz..today also strange strange de..my mood..than aiya..saw his msg also happy..though he is only pei he my b.j..lolz..siao liao mi..than went to rest le..really very tired...sry recently if i were to sae something nan ting to anyone..i don mean it..
Morning so tired..wake up at 5 something..cause have to prepare things for my art exam later on..than as the alarm wake mi up,.i m delaying waking up..i m really tired no weak..don feel like waking up...no energy..but no choice..have to get up b4 i get late...than wake up really really restless..vinz msg mi..after tat jiu go sch le..so tired..had art prelim exam..haiz..tink nt goin to pass..even if pass also nt tat well...haiz..than many ppl nv finish or do properly..nt completed..bla bla bla..haiz..btw..tat jun kai..haha..morning told jk tat vinz sae morning to him..than he :"Huh..where ? where is him ?."..than i =_="lll...than bla bla bla..after tat went to lot 1..than walk walk..tok tok..than vinz also there..than went to west mall..
Went to meet up wif vinz..charmaine..connie..dorothy..shirley..yi ping..hui yi..jie ming..wan ting..than went to take neoprint..took many many of it..so nice..than after tat jiu decided to go k box..went to jurong east de,..than biao jie n ginli came liao..than altogether gt 12 ppl..than we gt a big room..haha..4 mike..2 cordless..haha..than feel something wrong..but don noe wat exactly..haiz..than as recently i also gt many of my own problems..than aiya..don noe la..than we gt 2 free drinks..i drank many cups of volka wif sprite..wif coke..than i at a go drink finish,..i too stress le..i very fan..than awhile later jiu drank le..erm..vinz..sry..i'm really sry..i was drank then..i really m very xinku..i jus feel like crying out loud..i don wanna kip it anymore..than i also wan to find someone whom i can trust n feel warmth to lean on n cry on..at tat moment i m really very tired..very xin ku,,.bla blabla..i jus hope u wld understand..sry..i noe i did many siao siao thing..but i jus wan to try n make myself happy ba..i'm sry friends if i scared u all..than a few of them have to go home early..than they go le..left mi..vinz..gin li..hui yi n biao jie..than we start to enjoy ourself..lolz..we very crazy lo..lolz..but fun..than my head start to pain le..really hurts..than i felt so tired..went to rest a few min..than vinz wake mi up ask mi go sing song..don slp liao..haha..than we dance..sing..play..so cold lo.the air-con..lolz..lots of things happen...happy n sad ba..than after tat we went there de neoprint shop take neoprint..wow..so many nic nice machine..haha..than took pic..than jiu go back cck le..went ate supper at mac.than took cab home..so tired n head is spinning..anyway..vinz..sry for the last time..n tks too..really happy..n all the present u all gave mi i really like it very much..it content alot of sincerity in it..tks..though tis yr de b'dae is the day i cried the most time..but is the most memorable ba..nv forgetting the time we spent..nv forgettin the present i gt..nv forgettin the neoprint we took..tks everyone..luv ya..
HaPpY BiRtHdAy To MySeLf...
Dad come home than drive mi n biao jie to west mall..than meet up wif mummy..than go settle some hp thingy..dad bought new hp..flip de..lolz..than after tat ah kor cum find us..than went to kfc to have dinner..tis is also to celebrate a advance b'dae..so full lo..lolz..than after tat went to walk walk...mummy wan to buy a set of sofa..but dad eh..erm..lolz..nvm la..walk 1 step ..see one step..haha.than along the way we were jk ard..laming..lolz..k lla..gonna go do my things le..or else tomoro no time le..haha..
Physics n bio prelim today..the physcis still ok lo..but the bio..die le..confirm de..it is so difficult lo..even vinz have doubts..how can it b possible for mi to noe all..lol..if tis time my bio can get a 10 marks i happy enough le lo..haha..erm..friends sry..i m troubled by something recently n feel vex..feel like crying..sry for my bad attitude..if i choose to kip a distance away from u all awhile jus let mi b..i don wan to vent my anger on u all..erm..anyway..tks for ur shoulder n tks for being by my side when i noe u r also nt in gd feelin..jun kai bery cute lo..ask him abt the thingy than he sae wat ask god liao bla bla bla..haha..cute seh..than after sch went to lot 1..walk walk..go here n there..haha..than hab fun...felt tired..cause ytd 3 a.m like tat than slp..than morning have to wake up so early..after tat abt 3 something jiu go home le..i m really happy tat he is always there when i m tired..when i m sad..now reach home le..must faster complete my art prep..or else tomoro i wont noe wat the programme is..lolz..than later family bringing mi out for a advance celebration..
Jus wats the problem !! Is it so difficult jus to celebrate my b'dae wif mi..ya..i noe now is the exam period..but on my b'dae tat day is the last paper le ar..after tat we than go celebrate de ma..n i ask u all to complete n start ur art very early le ma..than now u all one by one sae don noe can b there nt..don noe can stay till tis time tat time nt..Wei,.my dear friends..yes..indeed i like surprises...but nt tis kind of hearting surprise...everytime the surprise is negative thingy de lo..i jus really don noe wat to sae..really don noe..is it i didnt understand u all or m i too ba dao..u noe i m really sad...i don wan tis kind of things to affect mi further..i m already very stress recent;y n keeping all the things in my heart..i still have to smile smile at u all when i m in a terrible mood..u noe how hard it is !! n u all promise to celebrate my b'dae wif mi de..but now..is u all break promise or i m in the wrong for getting angry wif u all when i shld nt ask u all to celebrate wif mi during tis time..argh...i really don noe..DO U ALL NOE I M HURT ? i don wan surprises anymore,..i jus wan a happy celebration..k..final decision..even if u all don wan to celebrate wif mi i will still continue my celebration..but wat i wan is jus him to b there to celebrate wif mi..i really don noe wat more i cld sae to u all..how i wish u all noe wat i was tinking..everytime only vinz noe it all..nt i don wan tell u all,..is the matter when i tell u all..wat is the reply..1 is everyday dardar..one is play play..one is hack care..one is trouble everyday..don noe how to open my mouth to u..the others jus freak care,.jus how cld i tok to u all ??!!! mayb here is the only way i cld vent my anger ba..i really wish to control my temper as much as i cld..really..haiz..how i wish i cld hab a lollipop now..sobz..really xin ku..where r u all when i need u..everytime only he is ard..haiz..nvm..
Very tired today..cause ytd midnite very late than slp..cause biao jie test mi on my history..haiz..so tired..Maths paper 1 n history prelim exam today..the maths can b consider easy ba..but i now i will nv pass..lolz..xi guan le..jus hope tis time there will b a miracle..than during recess..spent time talking more rather than revising..lolz..history is a confirm failed sub..so difficult lo..haiz.than halfway when doin the exam..it started to rain heavily..than wind was very big..very cold neh..lolz..than after the exam went to lot 1..went kfc eat..than thru out lots of funny thingy...than went to walk walk jiu go home le...oh ya..ching jun kai..u pray finish le ma ?!?! i wait for ur reply very long le lei...lolz..reach home online.than play a bit..tok abit..than tat person...argh..nvm..don sae beta..its nth much..or rather it doesnt concern others ma..than went to do my art le..very tired..than feel aslp on the sofa le..7 something than wake up..mummy cook dinner liao than ask mi eat.very tired..haiz..later gonna go study physics n biology..argh,.omg...how i wish i cld have half of vinz brain..for biology..lolz..within 15 mintues do finish also can get 49...1 mark to full mark le..even when i m in pri sch i also nv get full mark or so high mark seh..lolz..k la..end le..guys..if i said something harsh..i m sry..cause i m tired..really tired...sometimes jus cant control..temper might b bad sometimes..but i promise i will keep calm as far as possible..but i m really xin ku sometimes..eh..jus hope u all understand..quite stress recently ba..
I hereby promise tat i will nt leave him alone..i'll shall always b there when he needs mi..When he is hurt even if i can do nth..i shall jus sit by him n pei him thru..Even if he is goin into the darkness full of coldness..i shall b rite beside him..Wheneva he suffer..i shall suffer wif him or i wld do the best i cld..I promise to share all the sorrow of mine n his together...I promise to cry with him..I promise to share the happinest wif him..I promise to do the best i cld to help him everytime..I don wan to see him angry..I don wan to see him sad,..I don wan to see him depressed..I wan his smile..I wan his cheerfulness..I wan all his positive n nt negative..It might b a hard time..but remember..wif the persistance..definitely one day we can do it de..No one is perfect..we shall try cancelling the negative n learn more postive..Lets make a promise here..wheneva i done something wrong..tell mi..correct mi..wheneva u did something nt so gd..i correct u i tell u..tats the way we can improve..Even if others don care..at least in tis millions zillions of ppl there is one who care..no matter it is a gal or boi..u will always b remembered..
Prelim start le..tis whole week will b having prelim exam at hall..today is english paper..haiz..paper 1 already so many mistake le..hope paper 2 will b fine..than tat lim lay yong hor !!argh..she is so.........don noe wat to sae seh..noisy..strange ?!?! than in btw gt about an hr break..after tat jiu start paper 2..went back to class to get all the study material back home..than went to lot 1..i m damn tired..really tired..don even feel like jk or smile to them but i still have to or else they will tink wat happen to mi bla bla bla..nvm la..than ting n li ate..than mi n vinz sit there do nth,...so tired till my eye is so pain n watery..than after tat went to buy something jiu go home le..than vinz send mi to interchange le zai go home..he is becoming more n more thoughtful n nice to gal..=p..wei...i'll jealous de hor !! lolz..jkjk..than reach home bath..than now wan go rest awhile than start my revision le..somemore there is still my art to do..argh...nvm..must endure no mAtter wat..jia you ba..kambateh neh...friends u all also oh...
Morning 8 something wake up..than received vinz msg..haha..cute msg..jus a simple 3 words..lolz..than online..listen to song..than start on my prelim art prep work..do half way thru le..than about noon than went out meet up wif vinz..than went to jurong east...walk to science centre..many ppl were there neh..than bought the ticket for the dinosaur exibition n entrance to the science centre de,..than walk walk ard...than went to see dino..wow,..so kong bu..lolz..no la..really had fun..walk here n there...many things to see neh..than after tat walk back to j.e...than went to then entertainment centre to walk walk..eat..than jiu go back cck le..also walk awhile jiu go back home le..than ben lai wan send vinz go take taxi zai go take bus home de..than send him to the taxi stand liao..he sae send mi to bus interchange..lolz..very funny lo..but anyway..tks..go home le..bath..than do my thing...vinz..thanks for the pic..had fun today..k la..tomoro prelim start le..jia you oh..haben done any revision...sian..hope tat we can score n do well..jia you n endure...time pass very fast....nitex..
Wake up at 10 something..vinz mc mi de..lolz..than ate breakfast..watch tv..than do research..do mindmap..all art de..haiz..than chat online..lag lag..than afternoon ard 4 something than thought of goin out..than go out do my art..waited for vinz..than went to do my art at LJS..than after tat gt go walk walk..very tired..than nt feelin tat well..bo bian at tat time have to ren..eh..vinz ar..tks for helping mi take my folder..lolz..vinz at ljs after readin the 4 thick books he borrowed..lolz..he also start drawing..so cute seh..the drawing...the cartoon...i like it so much though mayb it might nt b nice to see in other ppl eyes..but i like it damn much..hehex,.after tat meet up wif biao jie than go home le..so tired...reach home..do all the housework..than bath..than ate the strawberry cheesecake which we bought ytd..later goin do some of my art..than go slp le..very tired..head very pain..haiz..vinz wan to go science centre to see the dinosaurs exibition..but i don noe i can make it to go wif him nt..i don wan to disappoint him but yet i have my prob here..haiz...don noe lei..haiz..how how how...argh...goin crazy le la..haiz..nvm..take a step at a time n see how ba..sry if i have to hurt anyone else....nitex..
Morning woke up at 6..than thought of giving vinz morning call..or rather morning msg..lolz..than knew he will always wake up ard 6.15 or so..than 6.20 someting than msg him..than slp back again..lolz..9 something woke up..than went to prepare jiu go to sch le..than reach sch..knew abit information abt the result thingy le..haiz..after tat 11am we gt our result..only 1 A2 Destintion..which is william who got it..than mi..dor n li gt B3 merit..some gt B3..B4..C5.C6...haiz..friends..we have done our best le..don b too grief our it..when retake..than we put in more effort ba..haiz..still tinking whether to retake or nt..haiz..morning have to giv back the reply le..after tat went to canteen than they ate many many lo..lolz..after tat went to art to pass up my final N lvl prep..than time is gettin closer n closer..than all my friend were rushing like hell..we were helping here..helping there...lolz..vinz were also there..than after tat meet up wif biao jie than go eat suki sushi buffet..ordered so many food..lolz..having fun through out..than after tat went to walk walk..than took neo-print..took 3 times..haha..very fun..enjoyed it so much..biao jie is tired but she is happy too..lolz..after tat went to ntuc to buy some things..tks for carrying the basket..vinz..lolz..after tat jiu go home le..sry vinz..cant pei u wait for ur dad..i nt don wan pei u wait..is jus tat bj is tired..n i need to go back wif her..so tat my parent noe tat she is also wif us..i don wan kena scold by them again..sry..hope u wld understand..anyway..had a fun n enjoyed day..though went through some moody period..k la..now have to go pia my prelim art le..haiz..sian..kambateh ba..take care..
Morning woke up at ard 10 something..stomach cramp..bery pain...vinz msg mi..such a unusual wordin..lolz..after tat watch tv..than go out eat wif biao jie..meet up wif vinz..actually sae wan go watch movie de..but something happened..than went eat jiu go k box..7 somethin than go..than went fountain there wait for him to finish dinner than go home le..haiz..cried in the toilet jus now outside...haiz..i really don noe how to 'hong' guy..i m really lost jus now..n there's no one there to help mi out..i jus can try n survive on my own..saying the fact..i m really scare,...really really scare...haiz..at tat moment i jus feel like being held tightly by him..how i wish i cld cry on his shoulder..i feel really terrible..really..how i wish he cld jus push my head towards his shld n let mi cry on when i m crying...haiz...today had a fun as well as sad time..nvm...i really enjoyed the time spent..n the shoulder of warmth..haiz..k la..gonna do my art le..tomoro had to go back to take result..haiz..i hope i cld pass...*praying hard*...Friends who r takin prelim exam tomoro..good luck..kambateh...u all can do it de..Vinz..jia you oh !! *Wink*...lolz..
Morning reach sch early to prepare for the sch NDP..Feelin was anxious..scare tat we might march wrongly or wat..lolz..vinz was first aider..haha..nice in full u..than after tat took photo..than went up to the hall for concert..though nth much...but we were singing happily at the back of the hall..the UGs can so call 'united',..haha..we did enjoy ourselves so much..than after tat we had our lunch which the sch treat...but nv eat dao..cause to omany ppl le..lolz..the the guys..remember hor..u gonna serve mi meals nx time round to return wat i did for u all..lolz..than after tat change out of full u..than went to west mall wif vinz.dor.Li.ting...than walk walk.perhabs too tired or sian..than awhile later jiu go home le..rest le..than gt fireworks at esplanade in the night..biao jie asked mi to go n to join her n gin li..than dragged vinz go too..haha..meet up le than went to esplanade..haiyo..i m really a 'Lu chi'..don noe the way de..get lost easily de..hahaha..lucky theres a guy who can find the way out..haha..than went watch firework..so nice..damn nice..very nice..haha..quite a long time no watch le..than gt lost from them a few times..lolz..met up wif kor n her gf..aiyo..he hor..hiaz..no comment...after tat went back to cck..waited for the taxi damn long..than leg damn pain too..cause wear high heels..lolz..than finally theres a taxi !!haha..than tat uncle hor..aiyo..damn stupid n noisy de lo..than i keep trying to shoot him indirectly...hha..than mi..vinz n biao jie on the cab kip on messaging each other..haha..than reach cck..soo tired..already midnite 12 something le..than went home...than vinz..bla bla bla...than reach home ..bath..do housework..chat..tok..play..than around 2 or 2 something than slp...so tired..vinz saved some moneys on the hp bill..haha..really happy to gather as a family n play n chat..living under a roof..lolz..really had great fun...nv eva forgetting tis particular day...
A day of fun n sad..morning gt s.s prelim..haiz..sure fail de..lolz..xi guan le,,haha..after tat had a long recess,,than many things happen..haiz..hope tat nth like tat will happen to them again..than at basket ball court..aiyoyo..gt a don noe wat stupid idiot creature drop on my ear...ARGH....the feelin jus sux...argh...my sensitive ear..lolz..than stayed there for very long..than play play ..tok tok..after tat still gt lesson..sian..than after sch went to limbang to eat..than go back sch do art..left last piece of prep..kambateh neh...lolz..haiz..hope my art would pass...than after tat 6 pm like tat go home.,..so tried..went home than do housework,..ate dinner..than go online..watch tv..prepare tomroo thingy..hope tomro is a pleasant day ba..later goin to do my art..than go slp le..nite...muackz..
Slp for a few hours....than at 5 something biao jie call than cant get back to slp le..lolz..than after tat watch tv..than go sunshine place wif biao jie eat dinner..than she go get flu jab..cause she goin to china le..for study tour..sob sob..lolz..after tat went back home..than lag lag..than watch tv...later gonna go chiong my art le..arghh...so tired..nvm..endure..lolz...nitex..btw..vinz da biao ge very cute..lolz...my kor kor noe him too wor...hehec..siao..k la..nitex./
Oh ya..one more thing is tat..our teacher told us tat during tuesday after the NDP celebration we have to stay back...cause sch is giving us a treat to lunch in sch..as we have work hard for almost the whole yr..all the UGS n including the sports..aiyo..sport no need de la..haha..jkjk..k la..hope tat day we have something to eat...or rather hope sch will order more...lolz..
Morning woke up late..6.45am shirley than call mi...we 7.15 have to fall in liao..lolz..lucky my hp is jus beside mi.or else i can miss today training again le..lolz..shirley ar..call mi earlier nx time..lolz..than quickly go wash up prepare than took cab to sch..cause late le..than the parade start..we nv change our contigent place..we r still standing on the right of st john..n BB on the left..during the whole parade still ok lo..no one faint from GB..but others i don noe..tink the supporting contigent no one fall out ba,,.haha..than during breaks..tok to nicole.jj..nigel they all..haiz..my junior who is the flag barrier..1 of the parade she accidentally place the flag opposite side..means the white colour part is on the top n red below..when singing national anthem than notice..haiz..don worry..no one blames u..hai..see her cry mi feel sad too..i knew tat she might had make a big mistake..but everyone makes mistake too ar...NPCC ..especially NPCC supporting contigent..DON U ALL MAKE ANY MISTAKE IN LIFE ???!!! WATS THERE TO LAUGH ABOUT..WATS THERE TO TOK ABT..WATS THERE TO CRITICISE ABOUT !!! though we GB r useless..r rubbish in everyones eyes..but let mi tell u tis..we have our own power which u all might nt have..mi might have gotten the awards which u all might nt have..we have the unity n harmony which u all might nt have...different cca have different believe n good points cum bad points..so if u all tink u all r so great..go ahead..but let mi tell u tis..the one who criticise the most will get a negative ending...haiz..my dear gal,..don b sad le..than the other flag barrier is from st john de..tks for the concern n encouragment u giv to my gal,.without ur support she might b discourage,..tks ya..see from ur face u r really a worthy friend..lolz..than after the whole parade we supporting contigent stayed back for a few more rounds..so hot n tired..overall still ok ba..than after tat went home le..very tired..goin have some rest..nite than update again..
Morning woke up late..6.45am shirley than call mi...we 7.15 have to fall in liao..lolz..lucky my hp is jus beside mi.or else i can miss today training again le..lolz..shirley ar..call mi earlier nx time..lolz..than quickly go wash up prepare than took cab to sch..cause late le..than the parade start..we nv change our contigent place..we r still standing on the right of st john..n BB on the left..during the whole parade still ok lo..no one faint from GB..but others i don noe..tink the supporting contigent no one fall out ba,,.haha..than during breaks..tok to nicole.jj..nigel they all..haiz..my junior who is the flag barrier..1 of the parade she accidentally place the flag opposite side..means the white colour part is on the top n red below..when singing national anthem than notice..haiz..don worry..no one blames u..hai..see her cry mi feel sad too..i knew tat she might had make a big mistake..but everyone makes mistake too ar...NPCC ..especially NPCC supporting contigent..DON U ALL MAKE ANY MISTAKE IN LIFE ???!!! WATS THERE TO LAUGH ABOUT..WATS THERE TO TOK ABT..WATS THERE TO CRITICISE ABOUT !!! though we GB r useless..r rubbish in everyones eyes..but let mi tell u tis..we have our own power which u all might nt have..mi might have gotten the awards which u all might nt have..we have the unity n harmony which u all might nt have...different cca have different believe n good points cum bad points..so if u all tink u all r so great..go ahead..but let mi tell u tis..the one who criticise the most will get a negative ending...haiz..my dear gal,..don b sad le..than the other flag barrier is from st john de..tks for the concern n encouragment u giv to my gal,.without ur support she might b discourage,..tks ya..see from ur face u r really a worthy friend..lolz..than after the whole parade we supporting contigent stayed back for a few more rounds..so hot n tired..overall still ok ba..than after tat went home le..very tired..goin have some rest..nite than update again..
Short sch day..b'cos..it is friday..yipee..lolz..Neber go s.s Ip..so sian lo..no one wans to go..than tink only a few ppl go ba..lolz..than keng chun sae ms ong sae wat she go submit our name sae we play traunt..aiya..nvm lo..jus sae we do art la..deadline liao lo..!! haha..than after sch went to do art...air con so cold..lolz..than i do my prep..vinz also gt go..tks for waiting..he seems tired..than he rest on jun kai bag,.lolz..than he fell aslp le.haha..so noisy he also can slp so soundly,..jun kai bag sure gt a spell de..lolz..than 6 like tat we jiu go home le..overall..today is a nice day..but yet tired day..sry guys..if i happen to b very tired..i might have some temper..pls yuan liang..sry..haiz..k la..end here le..later goin do art again..than rest..watch 9 pm show..LAST EPISODE !!!..must b very romantic......lolz..k la..end le..muackz..haiz..ya lo hor..tomoro still gt NDP sch training..sob sob..argh..so early must reach lo..haiz..k la..endure..jus scare tomoro too tired will faint seh..haiz..nvm..endure endure n endure..lolz..
Schs were long but still alright ba,,.in between..gt small conflicts..haiz..mixed feelin..than lesson were still alright.physics common test....erm...nt much confidence..nvm la..over le..hha..than after sch went to do art..canvas FINALLY completed..haiz..but something forget to add to it..=p..lolz..nvm la..now i concentrate on my prep work..than after vinz IP physcis..than we went limbang eat than shun bian buy glue..than shun bian wait for his dad..than after tat go back sch..do art..play.than went to nite study..tired..really tired..than my head so pain lo..the pimple grow directly on top in the middle of my head.sob sob..than go home after tat..so tired..tomoro is another short day..yipee..k la..go slp le..nitex..muackz..
Lessons in sch were okok..quite enjoy ba..cause is a short lesson period..lolz..than after sch went to foyer to wait for time pass to 1.30..cause vinz they all have mtl mock exam..than we tok to the teacher whom came from beijing..than tok until mr ong wan to bring them for lunch than stop..lolz..than after tat we went to mini mart to have cup noodles for our lunch..we sat under the block than chat chat tok tok..than very funny lo..we tok halfway dorothy farted so loudly..omg..lolz.than after tat went back to sch for art..rush n rush for art..than at last do until quite unhappy le..cause change here change there..jus when m i goin to finish touchin up..haiz.than after many times of changin n paintin..i really cant stand it le..mrs tay ask mi go back do..than as i do my tear drop dropped down.haiz..really stress n sad..so stress..tomoro is deadline n yet i haven even done finish..n i neglect my other subject a long time le..i m really scare n frighten...haiz..than after tat all my friends went home..than left mi..i walked to foyer lookin for vinz n connie..but i saw none of them..the first one i thought was him..how i wish at tat pt of time he was there..haiz..than after tat cant find them than went back to art room..than tok to mrs tay bout prep work..than saw connie walk pass..knew they were at pull up bar there..i felt quite happy n sad somehow ba,..lolz..after tat went to limbang to eat..than went back to sch for nite study..we 8 than reach back sch..lolz..than i do some of my prep..vinz helped mi wif my chain..tks ya..haha..than after tat daddy cum drove us home..so tired..haiz..have to endure more..i'm afraid i might nt b able to slp..cause i have to chiong my art prep..haiz..everytime is b'cos of art than i m nt able to go slp till morning..haiz..endure ba..jia you..after tis N lvl thingy..still jhave to pai another one..which is the prelim art..haiz..really goin crazy..nvm..endure,.,.i jus hope i wont do lousy in other sub ba..haiz,.,.k la..nitex..muackz..
Gonna Endure thru...Its tiring though..But i knew i hab to keep carry on...haiz..PLs..m i goin to drop down ? will i eva drop down ? wld i cant stand it n drop down ? I dunch noe..wat i noe is..friends..luv one..if one day i really gonna drop down..pls..hold on to mi..let mi noe tat at least there is a warm hand holding on to mi..n let mi noe tat the hand which is goin to hold on to mi will nv eva let mi fall..even if i fell..hold mi up quickly..pls..tks..
Morning so funny..we walked 2 e lrt there 2 wait for vinz than in the end see watch 7.10am le..yet he is still nt there..than so nervous.don noe where is he.don noe shld we go first nt..bla bla bla..than we decided to go back to the interchange..n there he was there..lolz..morning no run cause today the beijing 54 middle-sch students came to our sch..than have show n all the programme..haha..so guang rong..lolz..the day in sch is still quite alright...than after sch went to pizza hut to eat..oh ya..today is jing yan b'dae...though it might b disappointing for her as she only received a few present..but wat she wans we really cant get it for her..its far too ex..really..anyway..gave her a feng ling..hope everything she does will b shun li...lol..than eat till 3 soemthing..than quickly rush back sch..cause we gt art IP..which starts at 3..lolz..than gave mrs tay an excuse than proceed on wif my touch up..haiz..our final final final deadline is on 3rd august..which is to submit the canvas n the prep work..haiz..the time given is really really short..i really don noe wat to do..than after today the touch up i do..mrs tay still sae here must touch up there must touch up..haiz..jus when can i finish touching up ??? i really gt very very tired..than my prep also haven yet finish ..but i still need to rush for my canvas board..rush for my daily work..than tomoro sure die cause must do the prep till morning again le,..everytime is the art which make mi cant go slp..haiz..than today gt our prelim art theme..haiz..tis N lvl haven yet complete now cums a new one..soo damn stress..argh....goin crazy..everyday only can remind mi myself tat to endure thru endure thru..but do anyone noe tat it is so difficult ?? i keep forcing myself to keep down my temper as i knew it very clearly tat i will can fustrated when i m stress up..but i only can control n hide it as i noe tat my friends ard mi r also under lots of pressure..haiz..wat can i do..haiz..than at 6 art finish le..mrs tay also must go home early to rest..than went to limbang to eat..than go back sch for nite study..so tired..mr siah brought his daughter to nite study too..lolz..she's cute..haha..oh ya..mr ong came back too..miss him so much..haiz..really miss the time he taught us english..haiz..our english grade now is goin down n down..don noe wats goin to happen if it goes on like tat..sob..9 jiu go home le..the bridge no light,.aiyo..so save $$ ar..lolz..so dark lo..lucky someone is to pei mi..haha..than reach home turn on tv than watch 'love at zero degree celcius'..than went bath..later goin to slp le..very tired..tis few weeks down the road is goin to b a difficult cum tired week..dear friends..if i'm gonna keep silent or gets aggitated or my temper starts to rise..i hope u all will understand..sry..sometimes i really cant control..but i promise to try..pls b by my side..i need u all..anyway..kambateh..nitex..muackz..
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