Thursday, August 17, 2006
` 170806..Thursday...
HaPpY BiRtHdAy To MySeLf...Morning shirley gave mi a warmth hug..n saying happy birthday;..quite happy..than midnite only a few ppl msg mi..nvm la..they have to study the next day ma..than tis yr receive quite a few msg..but no more than last yr..nvm la..lolz..than on the way to sch..thought of something..than have some thinking tat make mi very sad..about my b'dae de..than like no mood like tat..than sit on parade square..tears dropped down........i feel realy terrible recently...its my birthday today n yet i feel nth like tat..no sense of happinest..i also don noe y..mayb recently i m stress up n unhappy things r bottling up my heart..very xin ku..than cried..sry..i really don wan to let u all see i cry de..but i m sry,..i cant control myself..than like nt much ppl remember my birthday..wat i expected early in the morning is at least the thing they cld do is cum to mi n grant mi a happy birthday..but..haiz..than go up to the hall..waited outside to enter,..than i feel so vex n yet i somehow have to act as if like i m still ok..haiz..than i knock my hand very hard on the wall..than tears drop bit by bit..tks for holdin on to mi..u giv mi a sense of warmth..sry to get u hurt..if nt b'cos of mi..u won hit ur hand on the nail n hurt urself..sry..i felt real guilty..paper were difficult..anyway..it doesnt matter..wont pass de wat..haiz..than after paper pei n waited for vinz..than went home prepare le..later goin out...sry if i were to have some charcoal face later..i don noe wat goin to happen..i cant predict wat is the situation later...all i hope is tat no one will quarrel later,...no one will b unhappy n giv black face later..cause i will b affected more cham if there is....hope my tis wishes at least u all cld fulfill....tks for all he present...i luv it...vinz..tks too..muackz,,.Tracy..
Guardian Angel Paradise @
2:07 PM
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