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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

` wats the problem ?!?!

Jus wats the problem !! Is it so difficult jus to celebrate my b'dae wif mi..ya..i noe now is the exam period..but on my b'dae tat day is the last paper le ar..after tat we than go celebrate de ma..n i ask u all to complete n start ur art very early le ma..than now u all one by one sae don noe can b there nt..don noe can stay till tis time tat time nt..Wei,.my dear friends..yes..indeed i like surprises...but nt tis kind of hearting surprise...everytime the surprise is negative thingy de lo..i jus really don noe wat to sae..really don noe..is it i didnt understand u all or m i too ba dao..u noe i m really sad...i don wan tis kind of things to affect mi further..i m already very stress recent;y n keeping all the things in my heart..i still have to smile smile at u all when i m in a terrible mood..u noe how hard it is !! n u all promise to celebrate my b'dae wif mi de..but now..is u all break promise or i m in the wrong for getting angry wif u all when i shld nt ask u all to celebrate wif mi during tis time..argh...i really don noe..DO U ALL NOE I M HURT ? i don wan surprises anymore,..i jus wan a happy celebration..k..final decision..even if u all don wan to celebrate wif mi i will still continue my celebration..but wat i wan is jus him to b there to celebrate wif mi..i really don noe wat more i cld sae to u all..how i wish u all noe wat i was tinking..everytime only vinz noe it all..nt i don wan tell u all,..is the matter when i tell u all..wat is the reply..1 is everyday dardar..one is play play..one is hack care..one is trouble everyday..don noe how to open my mouth to u..the others jus freak care,.jus how cld i tok to u all ??!!! mayb here is the only way i cld vent my anger ba..i really wish to control my temper as much as i cld..really..haiz..how i wish i cld hab a lollipop now..sobz..really xin ku..where r u all when i need u..everytime only he is ard..haiz..nvm..
jus hope for the best...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:40 PM