Thursday, September 07, 2006
` 070906...Wednesday
Morning 9am wake up.tha hd breakfast than went out..dad drove mum to work liao than i go help deposit cheque.than in the end gt some prob.sae i deposit wrong place.lolz..than dad went do something than cum back cck fetch mi again.than drove to jurong east..than went to the samsung company to repair my flip bao bei phone.haiz..but jus changin the LCD jiu cost $3oo dollar something le..than the person also sae nt worth it lo.must well go buy a new phone..haiz.than bo bian..than went to imm walk walk.than go fix mummy watch..than went to west mall..dad went to settle some of his hp thingy..than after tat went back to cck..than go to the normal shop to ask how much if to repair the hp..than cost $100 soemthing./.tat person also sae nt worth it..haiz..than sell also no one wans..sian..don noe how le la..than after tat pei dad go eat lunch.than meet up wif shirley..er..tks for the $5 for topping up my ez-link card..i'll pay u back as soon as possible..haiz..than took 190. than along the way wan ting n valerie board the bus..reach orchard..went taka..than walk here walk there..saw things i like..but jus remember bout my pockets,.haiz..dropped the idea..see see jiu hao..saw things which i feel like buying for my friends..but also jus remember..my pockets again...haiz..than after tat they went to eat..than valerie noe my prob..than she sae she treat mi eat first as to bless mi..than i was rather touch..i promise to treat her back when my problem is all solve..cause i noe she's there n understand mi when i'm in crisis..but friends..if i told u all my situation..nt i wan to get pity from u all..nt i wan u all to treat mi tis treat mi tat..i'm jus feelin vex..n feel the need to let u all noe my situation..so tat u all can understand n giv way to mi when i cant go along wif u all..haiz..than after tat went to take bus back to cck..was qutie tired le ba.than went lot 1..than on 4th storey..stand there chat wif them..than went into k box find vinz n charmaine..than awhile later kena "chase" out..than go out lo..than went to walk walk than went to sit at fountain there..than start drizzling..than go inside shopping mall again..than waited for them to cum down..than tok abit..than pei wen walk home..halfway only la..lolz..than walked back..vinz pei mi walk back home..gd rite..lolz..can save money no need take bus somemore stil gt guy pei mi walk home..first time neh..lolz..than walked home..than walked to sunshine place.than walk bck agian.than he took cab go home..than reach home..went to bath..than jus online..jiu very bz liao..lolz..at a go many ppl tok to..hiaz..no one will eva knew tat tracy ang will b wat she's like today..no one eva knew n expected..friends..tks for ur concern.but i tell u all nt wan u all to ke lian mi..i jus wan u all to noe my situation.for those who noes..i hope u all can support mi thru out..i relaly cannot take it at times..really..i might nt show..but i really is very very vex..i kip on pressing on to my emotion..haiz..i knew u all will understand mi..though u all might nt b able to help mi but i jus wan u all to support mi till the end..if can help mi round to ask for jobs..i nid it..at least let mi settle away the debt first..than as for those if at tis period of time..i really gt no choice n have to lend $ from u all..i'm sry..but i'll fast get a job n return the money..i wont drag too long..i'm sry..n friends..pls don b'cos of the problem i'm facing now than u all start avoiding mi..don worry..i also wan face.i wont ask for help unless is really bo bian liao..wat i can sae now is..i really don even have a single cent le..my piggy bank money is almost goin to use up le..n tats the only cent i have,,haiz..relaly don noe how to survive thru at least tis mth..haiz..sure die de..haiz..friends...remember tis the time i nid u all most..don leave if possible..remember the promise u all made...true friends don leave..tats true..i hope i can get wat i wishes for now..at least i noe friendship doesnt nid to cost mi any single cents..n yet stil can last as long..pls..b there.tis might b the most fragile period..hope u all understand..haiz..i relaly cant b'lieve my eyes too..how cum i have landed in tis state..i can announce tracy ang as bankrupt now..haiz..how i wish i can like last time..pei him go watch movie as we like..pei him go k box as he wans..pei him go here go there as n when...but i cant now..all is jus a dreamland for mi now..i told someone..i really don feel like shopping when no money in my pockets..the feelin jus shuckx..when u see something u like u cant even buy..last time de mi is so relax..saw something i like jus pick up the thing n headed to the counter n pay for it...as simple as tat..but now is..pick up the thing n admire it than put it back n headed to the exit n leave...haiz..the feelin jus shuckx..the feeln is something i'll nv experience..haiz..let time n fate decide ba..i jus hatex it now..bless mi pls...haiz..i really don noe how to express my feelin to u all sometimes..jus hope u all get to understand ba..tks anyway..haiz..friends..sry if i were to let u all get disappoint in mi when i rejected u all to somewhere..i jus cant..understand mi..tolerate mi..walk wif mi.....tats all i wan..nv to leave..Tracy..
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10:33 PM
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