Sch were quite fine..nv care so much tats y nth much to trouble abt..whole dae feel like drifting away from them..don feel like toking..mayb pain ? or mayb mood in the playground playing swing ? don noe la..jus feel like kiping quite..than watching ppl..ern..sometimes it feels quite gd ya..but sry if i were to gib no respond to anyone..jus don feel like it..someone told mi tat there is no more the previous d.s.k.y...ya..tats true..it is being buried long time ago..of course she wont feel it la..she had sooo many friends ard her..than another one everyday dar here dar there..no nid friends le..i understand la..have bf liao is always like tat de..definitely neglect friends..as u noe bf can ovretake every single friends..but once break..no more liao lo..cum back find friend liao lo..haiz...sometimes really don noe la..wats the problem wif anyone..isnt it fine if everyday to b happy..happy go lucky..i noe there wont b happinest every single day..every day also will see unhappy things goin on n on..unhappinest is more than happinest...isnt tat terrible..n pls..nt i don noe or nv feel anything..i do..i jus choose to kip quiet for the time being ba..there r more serious n impt things for mi to settle rite now..compared to those friends or wateva shit thingy la..n pls..noe ur limits..noe ur doings..don cross over the line lo..i have eyes to see..don gib mi tat sucky attitude when u urself r in wrong..enough is enough i tell u..nv eva treat mi as a spare tyre lo..when no ppl to b wif u liao than cum find mi..stop it la..u hurt alot of ppl u noe..i raelly don noe how to tell u lei..everytime tell u liao than u get angry..wats the point..when ppl tell u something than accept it n try to adapt to it..than try to tink whether is it really like tat nt..don everytime gib face..than once ppl tell u their tinking than u jus sae ya la ya la my fault my fault la.sry k..wats the pt of all those anger words..no one is blaming u n u r there blaming urself n makes ppl feeel guilty..siao..if one day i really had enough..i sure slam the door rite in ur face de lo..make sure u wake up..even sometimes ppl tell mi my mistake i also try to tink abt it..n feel the nids to change n change slowly..jus make tis clear..nv try to b funny lo..my limit to u is at the top of the world liao lo..than after sch..went to lot 1..than went put deposit for vinz spects..than go eat at kfc.damn piss off lo..wan sit there also cant.don even feel like sitting there lo..no topic..out of point..don even understand or noe wat they saes,.so boring..than after tat went walk walk..than go home le..headace..really very pain..thought go slp awhile wake up jiu hao liao..but no..does nt help..wake up liao more pain..pain till my sweat kip coming out..u can imagine how pain it is ba..haiz..than haiz don noe la..recently as if many things is happening again n again..on n on..jus hope faster exam..than go work..than spend every hr working without any worries..tomoro is nt a short day..by rite is..but ms ong wanted us to pia history..after sch still have IP from 1 to 3 pm..worst than normal day lessons..haiz..jus hope my headace will b gone soon..feel really terrible lo..head so pain than cant do anything..sian de lo..haiz..vinz also nt happy..noe he suppress his feelin for very long le..hiaz..i noe is difficult for him..i noe he is xin ku..stop it ba..stop suppressing than in the end it b'cums a time bomb n bomb out anytime..i noe it makes mi feel gd wheneva u r in gd mood..but since it makes u hurtz so much,.rather u stop it than one day u exploded n bomb everyone into pieces..mayb try to b more hack care..erm..or shld i sae..jus make urself comfortable in every matter..if nt comfortable than jus act the normal way..argh,,don noe wat i toking la..jsu take care la..haiz..headace liao u still cum ask mi stupid question..!!u r really a person i cant tolerate sometimes u noe..argh.. nvm.. no hatex no worries.
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