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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Coming to the end of the week..hmm..my feeling shld b quite happy ba ?! i guess...hmm.. anyway...today had a small misundestanding during recess..hmm..at tat moment of time..i was wondering..jus wat had change ? did anything changed ?? i was shock by everything..i mean at tat moment of time la..choosed to b silence in everything so tat no one gets hurt further more..cause i believe in us..we can settle everything peacefully..it jus nid time..but 1 question also cross thru my mind..how long will it last ? 1 hr ? 2 hr ? 1 day ? 2 days ? or up to mths ? cause last time it is like tat..n it affected mi damn much..tats the worst i ever wanted..jus to sae..i cant care bout much tis yr as i said..though jus now it really affect my mood very much..but i jus controlled myself to kip normal n act as if nth happens..haiz..knew tat it would happen again 1 day,.see her cry i also feel guilty,..i felt i can do nth being her friend..gals r "soft"..mayb not on the outside but deffinitely in the inside..at tat time i put myself in her "shoes"..i thought..if it was mi who met wif tis kind iof things..wat will my reaction be ?? ya..i'll cry too..cause my heart jus cant take it when guys raise voice on mi..others still ok..but our love ones..we tense to b more sensitive..cause we tink we r close one..no pt raising voice when it is a misunderstanding..haiz..mayb different ppl have different saying.but i jus sae out my feelin..i noe vinz temper..he's changing..ya i noe..but..she did it out of no harm..real..she jus raise her voice at u jus b'cos she wan to alert the 2 gals beside to move to other place..n she looked at u jus b'cos u r jus rite infront..aiya..nvm la..i noe u noe de..jus sae out how i felt..cause i kip in myself from jus now till now le;.very xin ku..don take it to heart for whoeva sees my blog..wateva i write cums from my hearts..so i jus wan to freely n feel very relax when writing my blog..anyone feel uncomfortable reading it..i suggest u can leave tis page..nv to enter it again..i don wan my feelin to b affected..i don wan to hide it..i blog jus to write out all my feelin..than during CE[character education] lesson..had a great time..took class photo..by mr yeo..he took our photo cause we told him its time to change his laptop wallpaper le..he put his last yr form class photo..so we said..tis yr is 5C who is his form class..so must change le..haha..so he took our photo to change it,,after sch rain so big..than go lot 1 wif one big "gang",..haha..than also kena wet abit..reach lot1 seperate from shirley they all..spilt into 2 groups..than went to long john wif charmaine..qian wen.serene..wan hui n vinz.than they ate but mi n him no eat..don feel like..than after tat vinz sae wan go eat sushi..than went sakae..haiz..stupid idiot freak sehz..so many things happen in there..than wateva we ordered r not being serve..wateva we did not order or rather jus order 1 serving n it came 5 serving each..siao lo..haiz,..than all i have to pay for it..cause i order de ma..the computer think something wrong ar..haiz..click 1 n it appear 5..haiz..so gek xim..than nvm lo..but still had a happy chatting there ba..it cost a bomb again,..haiz..so irritating..haiz..but no choice la..vinz..sry ar..everytime u had to use nets..cause i don like to..so i orefer giving u cash..haha..i noe u don like to too..but no choice la..u no withdraw money..haha..than after tat went to library..do work than do something weird.haha..than after tat jiu go home le..cause very late le..erm..vinz ar..look at ur blog i really got a shock,..cause u noe wat u doin n sort of erm..eh..aiya..don noe how to sae la..haha..than good la..but jus hope u n jj wont have so much of "hate"..he means no harm to u too..really..he jus like to play wif u..n make u angry than see u angry de expression..=p..hiaz..don noe la..let u decide hao le..its ur choice..haha..than tks for letting mi len on u..i'm really tired..feel like dropping down anytime..u r always the pole to hold mi up..tks anyway..recently feel really stress up..really very..than things kip happening day by day..i jus hope i can take it n accept n adapt to it as time goes by...i feel like dropping down..feel like my head is so stress up n tight up..makes mi feel breathless at time..haiz..mayb i'm still not adapted to it yet ba..haiz..feel really really very tired..really..even the strength to tok is also fading soon..haiz..give mi strength pls..haiz...Being voted as the vice-chairman today..hmm..wat would it b like ?! i tink i'l b doin all the thing jus like the chairman do ba,cause as wat others feedback is..our chairman is nth..doin nth but hack caring everything..haha..a tough job for mi again ba..hmm..endure..jia you..now headace..mayb jus now kena rain so affected..nvm la..no prob de..haha..tomoro will b a long day,hmm..open house for sec 1..or rather is cca open house..haha..than 1st time is in the nite de lo..tink start from 6 something to 8 something..than we go see see lo..help out if possible..senior ma..haha..k la..end here le..gonna go rest.nitex...muackz..

Tracy..

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