Morning went for GB meetin..from 8 to 12..meet up wif vinz n li..than today de training not bad..still quite good. a good start..hope it continues..taught drills..hmm..great improvement though nt tat perfect yet..but really iimprove very much..somemore u all so long no do drills liao..today first day can do until the standard we expected is alrealy well done le..kip it up..proud of u all..than gt promotion..than gave out badges n prize..haiz..we cant get our staff sergeant rank b'coz we still have 3 more project haven hand in since last yr..cause of 'N' lvl ma..haiz..bo bian..now must faster pia n get the staff rank..rather sad when the sec4 is the same as our rank..feel rather weird or wat lo..hmm..don noe la..than vinz waited for meeting end than walked to lot 1..haha..forgot to giv back his book..lol..Went home prepare than went out again..gave vinz his book than go chit chat awhile..than went to my ex-workplace there to get my pay..than after tat went to jurong entertainment centre..had class gathering...went to k-pool for pool..hhaa..than after tat they went to bbq at a fecilitator condor..at the last min than i knew is a combine bbq..somemore is wif strangers lo..sec4 de..we nt even close wif de lo..haiz..than sort of sian diao..than decided not to go..thna in btw many things happen..matter of friends..haiz..disappointed..no one noes it ba.only him..than kept very quiet on the way back..feel so xin ku when u wan to get angry but u jus have to act as if u r not..haiz..than reach cck i seperated from them..i feel like crying..very xin ku...all jus came out from my heart..haiz..than i ren n ren..than went to walk ard lot1..tinking where to go..contacted quite a few close friends n yet none replied..some having own activity..haiz..i feel the lonliness at tat moment..haiz..vinz reply mi late is b;cos of silent mode..the others.......haiz..forget it..Walk n walk..haiz..than suddenly walked into k-box..first time go k-box myself..i'm really very stress up n sad at tat moment..jus feel like being alone n don let anyone find out bout my whereabouts..hiaz,,but someone still manage to find out..i can hide everything from everyone but not him,..everytime i jus feel like being frank wif him n sharing everything wif him..picked up his call n hearing his voice..makes mi feel quite warmth..than he rushed down[i tink la] than came into the room..when i see him..my tears really cant hold back anymore..i cried for quite a long ba i tink..thanks for ur shoulder..sry ar..ur shirt r almost all wet..lolz..but i really cant help it..haha..anyway..u really made mi smilex..tks..Everything had passed..hope everything is fine le..after the heavy cry..feel much better le i tink..plus the laughter given by him..nitex..muackz..
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