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Monday, February 26, 2007

Today most ppl were in not tat gd mood ba..but anyway..is dor's 17th b'dae.happy birthday.haha..though tis yr ur b'dae might not is the way u wanted..but no worries..no matter how..we're still there..kz..than lessons were ok..jus tat until the later part very tired..than after sch went back class to put a book.than saw my table had quite many rubbish[to mi la]..i hate ppl who anyhow throw rubbish draw on my table..i hate it..than i was like asking who is the one who sit there..than tat indian black guy..don noe wat isatan or iskanta..don noe how to spell la..don even feel like noticing lo..than anyhow shout at mi..it is my class,.i have the right to speak lo..who r u..jus a freak..anyhow tok..don tink u black jiu can anyhow bully ppl hor..u wan bully ppl u at ntie than cum out bully la..daytime better not lo..easily spotted lo..hiaz..than were so angry when get said without his business concern..somemore my mood is very worst le..than he still add to my anger..of course kena la..haiz..friends..sry huh..i don mean to scold cb de..cause when i damn angry i don even noe wat i scolding..it came out without goin thru my brain de.sry lei..haiz..gonna change another thing le..haiz..than after tat went to foyer..meet dor n li..than were angry till a few drops of tears drop down..haiz..than after tat went to lot 1 eat pizza wif wen n dor..as a form of celebrating her b'dae at the actual day..haha..than after tat they went home..than i rushed back to sch..i mean i waited for vinz under the block..i was all wet..n cold..than the wind kip blowing..i was already dry by the time vinz appear..lolz..than after tat walked to lot 1 than pei him go suki eat..than gt coupon !!yipee..wahhaha..than after tat went home le..haiz..somehow caught a flu le..mayb get wet in the rain ba,.my health is like tat de..everytime after caught n wet myself in rain i sure sick de...hmm..somemore went into air-con..haiz..nvm la..will recover very fast de..haha..than go home didnt really do my work..were watching tv..haha..anyway..goin slp soon..tired le..nitex..

God pls bless my grandma..she had fall sick..she nid the strength to take care of my grandpa who had jus go for his operation..he is in great pain n everynight have to b look after n alerted..grandma hasnt been slping well since the day of OP..pls..bless her health..don let her fall.she is the pillar of strength..pls let grandpa lessen his pain..let him clean his wound wheneva needed..pls..i';ll promise to go back visit u all when time is available..hang on..love u all..

Yu shian

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:14 PM

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Ytd were still ok..but somehow gt misudnerstanding..but i really hate it lo..haiz..don noe wat to sae bout u..it is not the way as how to show mi u care abt mi..no..its not..haiz..even though u r my gd friend..hiaz..don noe la..i gt my own reason in doin anything..jus to tell u..don try to control mi.i'll nt b living wif u foreva..kz..let mi decide on my own future n tinking..than after tat went to lot 1 to eat wif my sista..wen..sheilina..n also vinz n connie..than eat finish than go walk walk jiu go home le..than went back rest abit than prepare to go out le..

Went to sch for the fund raising dinner..meet up wif shirley.dor.valerie.wan hui..than saw nicol.nigel n keng chun..nicol very formal n handsome lo..lolz..than nigel were jus wearing t-shirts n jeans..look worst when both of them standing together..one is like a bride groom than another is like a cleaner in the hotel..lolz..than keng chun were wearin quite nice also..than went to sch..went up to the hall..hahax..first time take out the hp in front of all the teachers n principle..haha..cause function without wearing sch U ma..lolz..than the table were small lo..than the speaker is jus beside us lo..damn shit..so "LUCKY" lo..starting still ok..than after tat,wow..eardrum burst liao lo..relaly lo..oh ya..my table gt 8 ppl...Mi..dorothy..shirley..nigel..nicholas..keng chun..nicol..mark..were very fun thruout lo..really..with their entertainment..were very gentlemen too..haha..than they really noe how to drag our time lo..diaox..than we got lao yu sheng..1 full plate become 1/2 a plate left..the guy is too violent le..handphone all kena..cause the yu sheng anyhow fly..lolz..than the dishes were still ok la..got yu sheng.sharkfin..oat prawn..steam fish..fried slice pork.veg..fried yam wif veg.dessert..than the other 2 forget le..than only 1 malay uncle entertained the whole atmosphere up til the end..eveyrone was falling aslp soon..they invite so many old artist cum lo..sian..than when we go toilet the nx dishes is up..than when we cumn back already cleared..lucky the gentlemen help us put on our plate..hahax..than they compare the plate..dor n li has very less de..than mine many veg..many food..than nicol sae is him who help mi to the food de..hahax..tks huhx..than i also pay u back liao..i peel the prawn for u hor..lolz..see u eeat until so xin ku lo..use chopstick to bite off the shell..to u is damn difficult de lo..hahax..peter out of 2 lucky draw ticket he won 2 lo..wow seh..our table not even one lo..lolz.than after tat we took photo together..than after tat the guys still ask us go play lan..lol..siao lo..we don even play de..lolz..than dor father drove us home..tks..n its very late le..than go home bath prepare for nx day gb jiu go slp le..very tired..

Today morning wake up as usual..damn tired lo..the nite b4 so late than slp..but no choice..have to go for GB..today training n meeting quite fun..haha..how i wish everytime is like tat..than after tat went to lot 1 than meet up wif ni n go home..than rest awhile..chat in msn.haha..he long time no tok to mi le lo..gt a few days no contact le..haha..on the way back we were smsing..than his msg is always funny lo..of course laugh/smile..than the gals kip ask mi tis n tat..haiyo..nvm..than go out again..went to west mall wif vinz to watch NORBIT..very nice lo..haha..so funny..strange lei..last time find mi trouble de tat unity sec gal is standing outside the toilet there wif a guy tink waiting for whoeva..than i see her very familiar..than she told the guy very loud n staring at mi..sae"neh..tis one la.."diaox lo..y ur hate so long de..somemore u jus a peanut lo.b'cos ur friend is ah lian ah beng gt gang..n u r jus a distant friend n yet u still so xiao zhang..dotx..even last time ur friend sae nth liao..we r stil friend now lo..u noe ur face really very irritating..haiz..don noe la..DON LET MI KNOCK INTO U AGAIN..DON WISH TO START A FIGHT OR QUARREL..NO TIME FOR IT..O LVL TIS YR..U PLS GROW UP TOOO..BY USING UR FRIEND WONT HELP DE..K.HAIZ..than after tat went back to cck..walk.than meet up wif dor n her bro go seng siong than to bukit panjang..than rush home in cabs..haha..tks vinz..u noe wat i mean le..=)..than now reach home stomach not feelin tat well.goin slp le..tomoro have to go dorothy early b'dae party..hahax..hope to have fun..hope everything go smoothly..

,Many problems occuring..making mi feel really miserable.haix..really bad till i feel like hitting on something..haiz..than kip on control very xin ku..haiz..bo bian..anyway..jia you ba..nitex

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 11:09 PM

Ytd were still ok..but somehow gt misudnerstanding..but i really hate it lo..haiz..don noe wat to sae bout u..it is not the way as how to show mi u care abt mi..no..its not..haiz..even though u r my gd friend..hiaz..don noe la..i gt my own reason in doin anything..jus to tell u..don try to control mi.i'll nt b living wif u foreva..kz..let mi decide on my own future n tinking..than after tat went to lot 1 to eat wif my sista..wen..sheilina..n also vinz n connie..than eat finish than go walk walk jiu go home le..than went back rest abit than prepare to go out le..

Went to sch for the fund raising dinner..meet up wif shirley.dor.valerie.wan hui..than saw nicole.nigel n keng chun..nicole very formal n handsome lo..lolz..than nigel were jus wearing t-shirts n jeans..look worst when both of them standing together..one is like a bride groom than another is like a cleaner in the hotel..lolz..than keng chun were wearin quite nice also..than went to sch..went up to the hall..hahax..first time take out the hp in front of all the teachers n principle..haha..cause function without wearing sch U ma..lolz..than the table were small lo..than the speaker is jus beside us lo..damn shit..so "LUCKY" lo..starting still ok..than after tat,wow..eardrum burst liao lo..relaly lo..oh ya..my table gt 8 ppl...Mi..dorothy..shirley..nigel..nicholas..keng chun..nicole..mark..were very fun thruout lo..really..with their entertainment..were very gentlemen too..haha..than they really noe how to drag our time lo..diaox..than we got lao yu sheng..1 full plate become 1/2 a plate left..the guy is too violent le..handphone all kena..cause the yu sheng anyhow fly..lolz..than the dishes were still ok la..got yu sheng.sharkfin..oat prawn..steam fish..fried slice pork.veg..fried yam wif veg.dessert..than the other 2 forget le..than only 1 malay uncle entertained the whole atmosphere up til the end..eveyrone was falling aslp soon..they invite so many old artist cum lo..sian..than when we go toilet the nx dishes is up..than when we cumn back already cleared..lucky the gentlemen help us put on our plate..hahax..than they compare the plate..dor n li n very less de..than mine many veg..many food..than nicole sae is him who help mi to the food de..hahax..tks huhx..than i also pay u back liao..i peel the prawn for u hor..lolz..see u eeat until so xin ku lo..use chopstick to bite off the shell..to u is damn difficult de lo..hahax..peter out of 2 lucky draw ticket he won 2 lo..wow seh..our table not even one lo..lolz.than after tat we took photo together..than after tat the guys still ask us go play len..lol..siao lo..we don even play de..lolz..than dor father drove us home..tks..n its very late le..than go home bath prepare for nx day gb jiu go slp le..very tired..

Today morning wake up as usual..damn tired lo..the nite b4 so late than slp..but no choice..have to go for GB..today training n meeting quite fun..haha..how i wish everytime is like tat..than after tat went to lot 1 than meet up wif ni n go home..than rest awhile..chat in msn.haha..he long time no tok to mi le lo..gt a few days no contact le..haha..on the way back we were smsing..than his msg is always funny lo..of course laugh/smile..than the gals kip ask mi tis n tat..haiyo..nvm..than go out again..went to west mall wif vinz to watch NORBIT..very nice lo..haha..so funny..strange lei..last time find mi trouble de tat unity sec gal is standing outside the toilet there wif a guy tink waiting for whoeva..than i see her very familiar..than she told the guy very loud n staring at mi..sae"neh..tis one la.."diaox lo..y ur hate so long de..somemore u jus a peanut lo.b'cos ur friend is ah lian ah beng gt gang..n u r jus a distant friend n yet u still so xiao zhang..dotx..even last time ur friend sae nth liao..we r stil friend now lo..u noe ur face really very irritating..haiz..don noe la..DON LET MI KNOCK INTO U AGAIN..DON WISH TO START A FIGHT OR QUARREL..NO TIME FOR IT..O LVL TIS YR..U PLS GROW UP TOOO..BY USING UR FRIEND WONT HELP DE..K.HAIZ..than after tat went back to cck..walk.than meet up wif dor n her bro go seng siong than to bukit panjang..than rush home in cabs..haha..tks vinz..u noe wat i mean le..=)..than now reach home stomach not feelin tat well.goin slp le..tomoro have to go dorothy early b'dae party..hahax..hope to have fun..hope everything go smoothly..

,Many problems occuring..making mi feel really miserable.haix..really bad till i feel like hitting on something..haiz..than kip on control very xin ku..haiz..bo bian..anyway..jia you ba..nitex

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:12 PM

Thursday, February 22, 2007

My dear sista wen didnt go sch today..OVERSLEPT again !! hahax..i must start giving u morning call le..lolz..anyway..today were quite alright..nth much happen..lesson were fine..most happy thing is tat the maths teacher taught today i understand n able to solve it out..yipee..i really nid alot of practice than others..believe in urself !! Go....hahaz..than knew tat saufiah cut away the chinese new yr decoration..i was damn mad..though there is nth for mi to b so mad about..but i get fed up cause tis yr i noe i have the responsibility in many things..especially class..n the decoration i put in lots n lots of effort..n at the day of decoration she didnt even do anything n sit there slp..didnt even help much n yet is the first to destroy our hard work..haiz..it really matters much to mi..even the malay bois also diam diam don noe wat to sae bout her..when others ask her izzit she destroy..she even ans back wif a guang rong tune lo..haiz..nvm la..better not let us defeat u one day..wake up ur idea...after recess..we faced mr yeo for 6 period plus IP coaching..cause he will not b in sch the nx week cause he goin for reservice..than we will b missing lots of maths lesson..so today he pia as much as he can to teach us n let us do revision during the period when he is not in sch,..than were quite tiring n headace..cause used my brain too much..hahax..than after sch..vinz waited for mi at the block there..tks huhx..noe u rushed back home than rush out again..nx time no nid wait for mi le ba..waste time..than also very tiring to wait for someone de..lolz..but really tks..so touch huhx..lolz..than after tat went to lot 1 to eat at foodcourt..than wan hui went home n rush out again jus to meet mi to have lunch.tks anyway..such a good friend i have..hahax..than eat..than have fun..wif cai hui..sheilina..dorothy..shirley..yi ping.wan hui..n vinz..haha..such a funny bunch..haiz..shao le 1 person..which is that OVERSLEPT qian wen..lolz..nvm la..nx time still have tis opportunity to go out together de..yipee..than vinz starting kip sae no wan go..cause his leg pain..haha..than in the end leaving mi his choco n left..haha..such a stun senerio..i wash shock..lol..but ya rite la..mayb he shld go wif them ba,or else i will jus bring bored to him..ya ?!?!haha..anyway..tks for the phrase..ur time will b for mi tomoro..lolz..lets see if we really have time ma lo..tks..muackz..opps..lolzl..than after tat went to buy things jiu go home le..Reach home mummy was quite sick n voice is getting softer n softer..hiaz..than heard my grandpa foot 1st toe is already been chop off le..cause of diabetes..than already rot very long le..haiz..felt really really sad..but no choice..if it is not bein taken off..it will spread more..bad to worst..haiz..jus now called back to check out how is it le..the doc sae now is stable le..but grandma will nid to suffer more..more xin ku ba,,cause she will nid to spend extra care for grandpa..nvm la..couple is like tat..yong yuan xiang yi wei ming..how sweet it is..than today no much work to b done..prepare for tomroo thingy jiu goin slp le..very tired..vinz..enjoyed urself today ba ?? haha..u gals too !! nx time than go out together ba..

我发现我不能再那么自私了。。我真的很自私。。你不会永远在我身边。。我不能永远依赖你。。我已经拥有你太久了。是时候把你还给大家了。好不舍得。我真的发现我们的感情已超越好朋友了。但还没达到情人那接段。如果真的要放开你真的很难。。很难。。虽然我们只是朋友但是你是一个比朋友还要朋友的朋友。。我真的很依赖你。只要你一离开我的视线，我就感到不自在。怎么办？我真的应该让你和朋友相处多一点。你身边的朋友比以前多了，把握吧。。我好喜欢我们每一次在一起的时候。带来很多欢喜，悲伤。。一起度过难关。好开心！真的~你就像我手中的风筝，不管线放的多长，多远。。永远都会留在我身边。好矛盾。。不知在想什么。我有想多吗？不知道。。只知道当我看到你的笑容，即使是在下雨，也会变成晴天。
请不要离我太远。陪伴着我当我需要你。。你是一个可以让我依靠的超好朋友。。
我不要自己一个人去面对未知的迷宫。。陪我走下去。。我这段时间会很不稳定。。不要离我而去。。陪在我身边如果可以的话。。我要拥有属于我自己的守护天使。。好希望他会赶快出现。。保护我，爱护我。。

My Angel...lub..
take care everyone..
muackz..

Yu shian...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:43 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Morning were so tired tat i don even feel like goin to sch..than during sch were still ok la..all the work were undone..lolz..so everyone were there trying to chiong their work out..lolz..than were somehow still in the mood of new yr..lolz..than after sch there were no IP..woohoo..yipee..than after sch straight away go out of sch..lolz..than went to lot 1 walk..than go west mall..thought of watching a movie..but as usual still many ppl goin for a movie.haiz..than nv watch go eat burger king..haha.x..than after tat walk n walk..go lot 1 walk n walk..lolz..than took cab back as vinz hurt his leg..hope u r fine now..take care ya..than reach home same timing as mum..,nv thought tat lo..than she face black black..than were like suspecting something than nv sae out..don noe la..strange atmosphere..than were quite all the while..went to sunshine place to buy shoe..but in the end forget it is not open yet..lolz..haiz..than bo bian..tink of goin home straight away..but thinking tat go home have to face my mum..than knew tat she is goin to ask lots of question..haiz..either is money or whereabouts..haiz..i felt restricted..i walked slowly..everytime i walked shortcut..but tis time i not only walk the long way but also walk damn slow..i was tinking n tinking..how to face her when i go home..i hate the atmosphere when nth is being said n yet coldness came.haiz..i hate it..really,,than all the while when i reach home she was doin her things n i was doin mine..every min every sec..jus hoping daddy would cum home faster..i felt so frighten..don noe y..i don like being in a house of cold atmosphere..i don wan to b stared by the cold eyes..an eyes tat is trying to show mi something n yet didnt sae out..haiz..i scare..i really am..pls..mum..i noe u restrict mi in many things...i noe u don like mi to loiter after sch,..haiz..sry..i have my own reason...i don noe how to sae..but,..don noe la..i'm jus sry..but i'll promise to kip to ur restriction as possible as i could..haiz.sry..today no homework..yipee..later goin to edit photo than go rest le..very tired..nid the energy for tomoro..hahax..vinz,.tks for the pic...wen n maine..happy moments r kept..luv u all lots..

Pls..tell mi wats happening or else i will nv noe even for the 100 yrs down the road..don kip it from mi anymore when u noe u r already affecting mi tat much..

Don let mi suffer in the place of coldness n frighteness..don let mi b'cum like the past..nv..don let history happen..i don wan to b tied up in a room..i don wan to face the darkness n emptiness..pls..no..i don wan..help.....i'm really really frightened now..really..pls cum..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:07 PM

Monday, February 19, 2007

Hahaz..in the end still gt go out..than waited for vinz..than went to west mall..thought of watching a movie..wow..the whole shopping centre is damn quiet..than go the cinema there so long queue lo..haiz..than queue awhile decide to change place watch..mayb lesser ppl..than went to causeway..haiz..same lo..also many ppl..than decide not to go watch movie liao..than went to eat sakae..also many ppl..cause not much eating stall is open..than eat abt $50 lo..than leave le..gio back lot1 than walk walk..jiu go home le..very tired..now settling tomoro thingy..see who is available who is not..haiz.so many ppl not free..sae cannot go their house ..sian..less many ang bao lo..haiz..nvm la..see how lo..hope tomoro is a fine day then..muackz..

Yu shian..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:34 PM

CHU XI went to my shu shu house to eat reunion dinner..than sit there followed ALL the rules..lolz..damn many to follow man !! hahax..than tok..had fun toking to my relatives..didnt play much cause all small kids..lolzx.than 10+ like tat go back than packed my things for the nx day..goin to malaysia !! my mum side relatives.long time no go back le..

CHU YI early morning wake up go malaysia..dad drove there..our speed is damn slow than normal lo..cause heard many "hardworking" malaysia police will b catching speeding car..duhx lo..jus b'cos new yr than wan kopi money !! no righteous..lolz..than than reach grandparent house..not tat much of new yr atmosphere..haiz..no choice..than eat tok eat tok..slp...than my cousin they all came liao than gamble..sing karaoke..had fun..than drink red wine..so hot lo..lolz..than the whole day were jus like normal visiting..nth much..than watch tv most of the time..clime up n down the stairs at my grandparent house..lolz..exercise..than like tat 1 something than go slp lo..

CHU ER which is today..hm..wake up early n came back s'pore cause kor nid to go work at 12.30pm..than were very tired..went to bath than go slp..actually wan ask everyone over de..cause thought of gambling..than have fun..till late also can cause tomoro no sch ma..but cannot..most ppl not free today..cause if today play liao tomoro no nid spend time on my house gambling than go bai nian..nvm la..than actually wan go watch movie de..than prepare hao liao in the end sae cancel..haiz..nvm la..only lucky i haven go out..he must have met wif prob..angry till my house here also can see his anger smoke lo..don noe wat excatly happen..jus noe something happen n make him dan angry..hm..jus hope u simmer down..don noe will b goin out later not.haiz..mummy n daddy goin out to watch movie later..thought i'll b out too,..but..don noe la..if no go out than stay home alone lo..no choice..no worries la.got tv ma..haha..

Yu Shian..
Happy New Year..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 4:25 PM

Friday, February 16, 2007

Morning went sch for New yr celebration..so many ppl nt there lo..than 1st programme to decorate our class..a competition..haiz..spend so much effort in doin it..n yet didnt get any prize..haiz..nvm la..a competition as many ppl said..but it is rather gek xim..hm..anyway..as long as we noe tat we did used our effort in it..n class unity to complete the whole thing,it shall b a prize for us..we r still the winner of them all..hahax..than after tat is the celebration in the hall..many programme arranged for us..erm..still ok la..cause not tat attentive.hahax..playing n joking ard all the while..but anyway..being entertained..had fun...after tat went home..change le than waited for charmaine..than almost fell aslp le..relaly very tired le..than went to vinz house wait for him to change..than as i lie on his bed..fell aslp...lolz..than wake up ard 3+;..than stun tio.cause we r meeting wen..oh my goodness..than wake up still blur blur..than they told mi they delayed the time le..so i can slp on when they ready to go than wake mi up..than 4 like tat went out,,.sry huhx..very late...they don wan to wake mi up cause i was very tired[as wat they said]..tks anyway..but sry wen to kip u waiting..=p.

Went to jurong point..walked ard..than went to pizza hut to eat..wen ar wen..don complain le hor ! tis time round i did bring u go eat hor ! haha..than after tat walked round n round..haiz..saw the shoe very nice..fit well..but wats de use of buying when u noe u r only goin to wear once or twice..cause too inconvinient.haiz..don noe la..than in the end did not buy any shoes..go seiyu saw the apir i like..but only left wif the display..haiz..fate..than at JP..bought 3 shirts..$7 for one,.cheap n nice..hahax..mum also sae nice.than bought jeans..than go back lot 1 walk ard jiu go home le..send wen home first than follow by mi n vinz.the taxi uncle very nice,..very polite.good service..

Now home le..bath out..took all my clothes to wash..than online..later goin to pack some stuff jiu go slp le..very tired..than jus knew tat one of my new skirt is being "ran" by my mum's new clothes..somemore red colour..lolz..anyway..jus hope the stain will go off..pls..lolz

Vinz..noe u must b in unhappy n moody state..but jus can sae FATE LO...no nid care la..he is the last to cum n first to go..its jus a period of time to test him..actually we noe tat too..i mean we sista noe he will leave..cause he don really belong to tis kind of "activity"..nvm la..u see..we others were so long liao also have "break"..hahax,,.means we r strong to b a family..k..don broad over tis le..help nth but jus to affect u..kz..try to cheer up..we family nt leaving u..nv..b strong n walk on..
Family :: ~Wan ting~Jia Jun~Dorothy~Shirley~Yu Shian~Yi Ping~Nigel~Vinz~..Don forget u still have others not so impt kor..but in the end they r still there to concern bout u..k..no fate to b brother than b friends n "idol" lo..nth de ma..rite..jia you..we r always there..

Wen..promise mi nt to shed tears unneccesary le oh..k..later one day no tears produce jiu die le..hahax..anyway..had a great day wif u guys..really..had lots of fun...hope there is nx time..hahax..kambateh !! Friends cum buddies 4eva..muackz,..love u all lots..my dearies.....Cheer up for those who r unhappy..kzx..muackz..

Yu shian...
Luv always..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:43 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Hmm..tat qian wen no come sch..no gd no gd..slp till so late huhx..haha..anyway..sch were alright ba..than today total defence day..hahax..save money in sch lo..canteen not open..cant buy things..than bought biscuit in the morning b4 sch than bring sch eat..we very lucky lo..when having war or so..our sch stil have water cooler..fan..lights..toilet stll have water to wash hand..lolz..so lucky war huhx..than the first 2 period is exchange wif the last 2 period..
than last period is P.E..than went to hall..played tug-a-war..than we gals vs 4A gal..sai lo..nt fair de..they 7 vs we all 6..diaox..than lose..argh..nvm..jus a game man !! hahax..anyway..have to see our bois play..they won !!yipee..than also very united..than after sch stayed back to pia our classroom preparation for the decoration tomoro..hahax..put lots of effort in it..hope will at least get a prize..=p.hahax..jus hope la..than tks nicholas.nigel.mark.keng chun for staying back..though sae wan to help us n didnt help much la..but tks for entertaining us..wif ur music n song..hahax..n tks some of the gals for helping out..charmaine n wan hui..tks u all..u all from other class n yet come over to help us..felt quite paiseh..hahax..anyway,,tks..vinz..tks u too..waited for mi..n helping mi..after tat went to lot1 to have meals..went to pizza hut..hmm..4 person ate $55.20..argh,,.tat $5.20 hai mi cannot use tat discount voucher..sob..nvm la..nx time..than after tat went to take taxi jiu go home le..very tired but jus feel happy today ba..than later goin to continue doin the things le..hahax..btq..everyone was like goin to sch to have a picnic..bought so many food as if really war has occured..haha..anyway..tomoro half day..yipee..than goin out wif my sista qw n buddy..muackz..luv u all so much..so happy..haha..jus hope tomoro is a happy n enjoyable day..celebration for half day than go home change le zai go out..wahhaha..so glad..than wan go buy shoes..hehex..so happy..God bless everything goes well tomoro..u shld noe wat my wishes shld b le ba..tks ya..dear jesus lord..hahax..anyway..take care everyone..see u all tomoro..muackz.

SHIRLEY GOH !!how long have u noe mi..almost 5 yrs le hor ! still don noe how to spell my name..my name SHIAN is spelled like tat..Not. SHAIN !!!!remember hor..tis time round i forgive u,..better no nx time..remember my name n nv forget..if u forget i'mgoin to haunt u everyday every nite to remind u..hahazx..

Tracy..Yu shian..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:23 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Morning like a santa clause..hahax..gave out valentine present n cards..sry for those whom did not receive anything..but i'm jus too tired to continue..i do till very late than slp..n also sry for those who feel unfair abt the SIZE of the present..haha..different ppl different present..lolz..anyway..had a great time in sch..received a few small gifts..than maths lesson mr yeo gave us a 5C card which is made by him n a pen..so nice..n we were not having any lesson..we were watching video instead of studying,..valentine day ma,,haha,..than after sch waited for vinz n charmaine..than after tat went to lot 1..than go jurong pt..then to west mall..sry to qw n vinz as i wasted the 2 of u time..i choosed the wrong place to go as it is a crowded place n waited for the cab for so long..noe u all r tired n somehow pek cek..mi too..but i'm sry..i didnt expect it..than took cab to west mall..than went to eat burger king..than walk..jiu go back le..went to fountian for a while than sit there tok..after tat jiu go home le..

Wen...finally decision is still up to u..k..don b influence by friends,..friends advise can b taken but jus browse thru it..positive de take it..negative de throw it away..kz..i noe u r having confused mind bout ur relationship..it is like tat de..no one relation is perfect..k..it will get over soon..give each other some more time ba,..k..tok to mi if needed..don forget we r sista oh..=]jia you..glad to b celebrating wif u tis yr..

Vinz..happy valentine day..tks for the day..though mayb make u feel quite stress up when waiting for cab..wasting of time goin to another place..but really tks for the day..hope u like the present..though is might not b from any expensive shop..but it is neither cheap..jus hope to giv u a present thru my sincerety..ya u r rite..ur attitude is better than anyday..but nvm la..jus b urself..kz..happy to spend tis yr valentine wif u..memories kept inside..nv forget..=]

Dear other friends who i cant celebrate wif today..jus hope u all did enjoy even without mi..ya ?! haha..happy valentine to u all..muackz..

Feel so gek xim when see so many couples walking ard..somemore taking bouquet n bouquet of flowers..haiz..so sweet..holding hands..walking ..smiling together,..its been a very long time since anyone holds my hand..i miss it..really..jus hope times pass faster..jus hope to find my right one..to hold mi once again..it feels really a sense of warmth when being held onto others hand..really..haiz..its ok la..jus hope every single couple in tis world will treasure ur partners..k..don change anyhow..cause must save the best for mi..hahax..no la..jus wish all the valentines in the world "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !"..b faithful oh !! love each other..muackz..

Yu shian

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:57 PM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Sch were still ok..than today no common test for art..than went to art room to do our art..haiz..very stress bout it..nvm la..endure thru ba..than after tat were "learning english" in art room wif mrs tay..funny conversation n learning..after tat went to Gb drills training..erm..quite hyper today,.but not tat properly sone somehow,.,fault might also b the cause of the DRILL COMMANDER !! haha..jk la..not bad la..still can b seen..cause today learn new things..so is a beginning..but jus hope u all brush up ur drills fast fast..mi too..my drills all drop into the drain le.lolz..anyway..after tat went to lot1 walk..than pei vinz go eat..bought crane..i like it b'cos it giv mi a sense of peace n warmth..n romance..after tat jiu went home le..very tired..than jus eaten mi dinner..later goin to prepare things..than do work..study for my bio practical test tomoro..haiz..try my best ba..lolz..

Valentine Day tomoro !! such a wonderful day..it is consider friendship day too..for those without stead..hmm..i prefer valentine ba..haha..it is the day when ppl tense to express their feelin towards the one they admire or like..so romantic..haha..wonderful wonderful..so such a wonderful day jiu must b a happy day..haiz..but quite troubled over where to go or watsoever..he asked mi out..still deciding n wondering..haiz..don noe la..very confuse..see first ba..anyway..hope to have a wonderful valentine day / friendship day tomoro !! Nv frown oh..for those guys who r goin to "propose" to the gal they like, jia you for u all..use ur true n warmth heart to let the gals heart melt..lolz..gals r easily to get soft hearted..hahax,..jia you for all of u !!

Luv Yu shian..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:09 PM

Monday, February 12, 2007

Nv say my friends..especially my best friend..NV EVA...u r not tat perfect too wat..isnt it..u noe jus now i nearer slap u upside down..i m really damn angry lo..i diam diam b'cos u r my neighbour k..i hate ppl sae him de lo..u idiotic freak..haiz..don noe wat to sae..anyway he is not like wat u all sae lo..he is totally good de lo..to mi ...nv sae bad abt him,,.i hate it..better watch ur words before it spill out..no one will sae u r dumb if u kip quiet..k..better watch it..i don like it means i don like it..no matter wat,,UR HIM IS NOT TAT PERFECT N GOOD TOO LO..SIAOX..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:14 PM

Today sch were alright ba..but getting more sleepy after recess..than after sch waited for vinz top finish his IP coaching..waited for quite long..but still ok la..,lolz..erm...wen n charmaine..sry huhx..to let u all wait together..=p..than after tat went to west mall to walk..actually wan to find my shoe de..than in the end walk n walk jiu saw a shop where many nice shirt is..than go in n find vinz shirt..all very nice lo..than bought 3 pieces of clothes..erm..sry huhx..brought u to so expensive place to buy the shirts..=p..than after tat went back to lot1 than go seiyu buy jeans..also very ex de..don noe y u wear ex de shirt very nice..wear normal also very nice..lolz..but u really look great in the jeans..erm..letting mi decide u tis yr de clotheing must b spent too much le ba..hope u like it..but sry too..than after tat went to buy somethings to jiu home le..later goin to do my work..anyway..valentine day coming le..haiz..still deciding n feelin confuse where to go n who to go out wif..haiz...anyway..jus hope everything goes well..surprises is all i wan..see ya..muackz..

Xiao Zhu..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:16 PM

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Noe u r not in good mood recently..many things happen too..can understand.anyway..jus kip goin on ba..time wont stop b'cos of us de..kz..tis weekend cant pei u..i have too many things to do..all delayed de..so must fast fast do finish b4 another scolding..cause by rite shld b done during the last few weekend..sry huhx..hope everythings fine by now..kambateh..noe u don like staying at home..but u can go out de..jus tat u cant find the suitable person to pei u go out rite..haiz..see how ba...cheer up ya..world still turn even we r troubling over something..lolz..tok crap..hahax..

I'll bear wif everything..wheneva i thought tat valentine day is coming..chinese new yr is coming..i feel really great..wheneva i',m down..i try to tink of some positive things to cheer mi up..at least a bit..endure ba..everyone,.life is hard to go on when u cant let go..

-= ForGiVe N fOrGeT =-

Yu shian

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 11:12 PM

After gb..went home..than bath le jiu go out wif biao jie..very hot today..hot till my head is on off pain..lolz..than took bus 190 to go far east,..than walk all the way to lucky plaza..than went to shop ard..all the things we saw today is cheap cheap de lo..lolz..than bought some clothes..after tat went to plaza sing to check my hp..haha..now i can sms everyone le..than go chinatown..wow..chinatown is jus like everyone runnning for their life..as if like singapore is goin to flood..so pack seh..like sadine..everyone squeezing their way thru..lolz..cant even move much in the crowd..hmm..than choose not to go walk in the "market"..than went to buy my grandma shirt..than after tat went to buy things..eat..than walk till abt 10 jiu go home le..n at tat late hr..still alot of ppl there lo..lolz..than took bus home..very tired le..now reach home later goin bath than do housework jiu go slp le..not feeling tat well too..mayb too hot than drink not enough water..getting sick,,,god..pls..don let mi fall sick..new yr coming..=]..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 11:04 PM

Morning went for GB training..erm..still ok la..wore FULL U..so long nv wear le..lucky still can fit..lolz..than haiz..somehow gek xim when i saw others especially those sec 4 getting their badge..damn many lo..i cant get mine yet cause i haven complete the project..cannot promote to sergeant b'cios haven complete the project..haiz..wat is tis man !! argh..nvm..than expected more than the number of gals who turn up..on the sec 1 cca list saw abt 17 gals who r joining GB..n yet only 4 turn up..haiz..rather disappointed..seeing the st john enjoying themselvcs..feel really great if i cld b in the fun too..really sometimes envy st john..really..how i wish one day my Gb cld b like tat too..haiz..nvm.God has his purpose in doin everything..during training..lots of unhappinest..but as not to affect others..jus gek my smilex out.lolz..than during break time..my mood is damn shit lo..than when i see the st john how they enjoy themselves...i literally smilex..yes..i really smiled..tats the happinest i wan ba..anyway..gals..we r running out of time le..our drills relaly have to buck up le..its horrible terrible vegetable !! pls...i jus beg u all not to skip any GB training if not neccesary..really..if u wan to skip..u can..but is after the drill com..k..n pls turn up regularly for every tuesday drill's training..we'll b teaching different things..gals..no matter how tired we r..endure..k..time will pass..our effort will not b wasted after all the hard work put in..k..jia you..God bless !

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:56 PM

Friday, February 09, 2007

Hmm..blog abt ytd first..haiz..really confused..y is she so stubborn..aiya..don noe la..small matter can explode like volcano..haiz..jus feel vex bout it ba..than morning go sch act as if nth happen..but the feelin is still there de la..hmm..don noe la..than during recess..haiz..after toking to him..don noe y feel so fan than walked away..when i walked away..i don even noe where to go..than my tears dropped down abit by abit..feel hurtx in the heart..but don noe y..mayb jus don like to see friends quarrel ba..at tat moment i jus feel like finding a place where no ppl is..but every place is fill wif ppl..haiz..than walk to the 4th floor..than the prefect ask mi not to go back to classroom n yet i jus hack care n shout back:"I GO BACK TAKE SOMETHING LA...!"..than the few prefect were stun lo..lol..sry huhx..who ask u all to tok to mi at the wrong timing..lolz..than after tat walked down to the 2nd floor..than as i walk pass nicholas n keng chun..they shouted n called mi..but i jus walk on..than they shouted very loudly my name..than ask mi wat happen..than i sat down..i told them is bout my friend things..than somehow tears really drop again..than they comfort mi..than cheer mi up..than when bell rings..they were abt to go n ask mi if i wan to go or not..than i sae..i don wan to go parade squade..i don noe how to face my friend n i don wish to entertain any question..so they acc mi back to class.than very cute lo the both of them..as they walked infront,,than i walk very slow..than when they reach 4th floor..i still at 3 half floor.lolz..than nicholas walk back to find mi..than keng chun hide behind the wall n pop his head out to see if i reach already not..lolz..than they stand at the spot waiting for mi to catch up wif them than they walk on..i feel so touch..really...i didnt noe tat guys is also so caring when everytime we only see their rough side..than at tat moment i felt tat i'm not lonely..the both of them acc mi all the way..a friend indeed..haiz..but is the first time being so not use to it without him there..wheneva i m sad or cried..he'll always b there..but he is also having his own prob..i understand..but tks for the msg which really cheer mi up really really much..knew tat everything would b alright..

As for today..hmm..nth much..time pass quite fast i tink..than during history lesson..haiz..nigel was mad till he shed man tears..=s..than jus walk out of the class..but by rite ms ong is really bias..than tat jun yong..pls la..stop aggitating ppl..especially when u noe jolly well tat he is sensitive..n cant b played..u everytime rub salt into the wound de lo..see liao also gek lo..not ur business jus shoo..n diam diam..don so k-po n hai ppl quarrrel..u tink very shuang izzit..siaox..pls la..b a real christian if u wan..b more devoted..being a christian is not jus goin to church,.to cell grp..read bible..to attend tis n tat..but the most importantly is to obey wateva god's sae..no vulgar..but it doesnt seems to work on u,.no gossip..didnt work too..respect others..did u ? try to stop all the conflict than starting one..wahahha..u r always the one starting it..rather than ending it,,.duhx..pls la..tink thru when u sae others..others is not perfect so r u,.,.kz..siaox..nigel..as for u..hack care them la..a bunch of monkeys only,,.u noe y..b'cos monkey see monkey do ma..ppl give them eat banana..than they eat banana lo,..ppl gib them eat shit they eat shit lo..simple logic..no use getting angry over those monkey..k..than tat ms ong..aiya..she siao de la..hack care her..no use broading over when she didnt even care..ya ?! bear n endure wif it a few more mth n its over man..!wioohoo..haha..anyway..than didnt go for assembly..pei nigel in class..than as not to waste time..when toking to him i did my class duty,,haha..than let him cool down..than time pass,,.sch is oevr..than they come find mi..nigel jiu go le..haiz..hope he is fine now..than went to minimart wif qw..char..vinz..hiaz..don like tat minimart anymore..feel so uncomfortable..haiz..nvm la..than after tat go back sch take result..haiz..take back result..still de same..B3M..no change..i noe it might b nth to someone,..but to mi although is retake..but it really matters much to mi...i feel really depressed n disappointed..still ask mi go health zone ?!?! go ur head la..go there eat up all the food to lessen my disappointment huhzx ?!?! haiz..than after tat walked out of sch..sry to let u both trying tio catch up wif mi..i relaly don noe wat to do n sense of direction..all i could do at tat time is to continue wlaking straight..without any destination..than as i walk..my sadness is still there..i controlled n controlled..than suddenly a few drops of tears drop down..i relaly feel like crying out,..i feeel realy xin ku..really..but i scare others will sae it is jus a retake result..not impt//cry for wat..so i ren n ren..haiz..than reach lot1 thought to myself not to b so sad..must cheer up so will not affect my friend..went to causeway too..wlak ard..have fun..than go back lot1 vinz bought his new shoe..haha..i choose de wor..sry if u don like..but the one i last time saw which suits u is no more there..tats de second i tink is nice de..hm..looks great on u..=] .. than after tat very unwell jiu go home le..reach home..quickly do all houseworkk..than prepare my tomoro thingy,,Full U,..polish boots,,,than watch tv abit..online,..than later goin to slp le..very tired..must wake up very early tomoro..like daily routine like tat..must fall in at 8..hmm..hope i walk up on time,.

Anyway..tis few days cried..mayb too many things happen inside out..for mi..the way to destress or help mi feel better is to cried out loud or go to places which i feel tat is quite for mi to stable my emotion b4 goin back to the noisy n distracting life,..sry friends if i bought trouble for u all..i'll try to control more..tks for those who r wif mi..really tks..anyway..hope everything's goin to b fine soon..b4 chinese new yr..*Try to forgive n forget,,.it will make everyone feel better,,.really..no use dwelling on it when it will nv come to n end..*k..friends 4eva,,family 4eva..jia you..

With Love,
Yu Shian...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 11:19 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007

Hmm..long time no blog le..busy busy..haha..anyway..today..hmm..okok la..up n down..haiz..jus wat is the job of a vice chairman..?? is it mi who r the one who r so k-po ? or i tink too much..is it my fault to do everything..but do i nid to do everything when my chairman will do it automatically n do it well enough for everyone to see ??!! wateva info he got he will nv explain it to class n our info will always b the last to reach..n always will b rushing for it..haiz..wats the point..i relaly don noe..I helped u out n yet kena scold by u..pls la..pls b gentle wif ur words can or not..scold F*** to mi..sae mi words not pleasant..jus wat u wan mi to do ??!! U r driving mi crazy u noe..i kip on telling myself its ok its alright..nth de..but in the end it turn out to b more worst..u ask mi not to care so much..fine..than i shall not do so much..but u lei..kip on ignoring every single responsibility the chairman shld b doin..than in the end almost kena scold by mr siah..halo ! B very clear tat wateva punishment we got is double from others...can u b more considerate ??!! haiz..i really don noe wat to do le..I hurtx my knee when closing the class window..scratch from the eletricity pluck..the side of it broke off..but at tat time i was really sad n haiya..don noe how to sae the feelin la..haiz..than even the pain i cant feel it..but when i m already calm..i felt the pain of it..bleeding..the pain in my leg..haiz..than now realise my knee still gt the scar n big patch of blue black..than now is very swollen.haiz..nvm la..endure..than as i do the class duty when i'm not suppose to..haiz..nvm..than i tink n tink abt the matter of the chairman thingy i felt so unhappy..really feel very gek..than broke into tears..mayb ppl might tink b'cos i hurt my leg so i cry ba..hmm..nvm..jus let ppl treat it as tat lo..than tks for friend for coming up to mi..i cried..than i smile..b'cos of them...tks u all very much..than after tat went to lot 1..than along the way,..lots of laughter..we all look like a gang lo..12 ppl walking together..than go lot 1..acc them go eat..than drag time..than after tat go back sch again...cause shirley they all gt english Ip..than after tat mi n vinz sit at canteen do our work..than after tat go kranji 'This Fashion' to look at clothe..wow..i noe the fashion tis yr le lo..lolz..so many design almost the same..lolz..than dor kip on ask mi go try..hahax..than bought a skirt..hmm..still some to go..than after tat went back to lot 1 than go back home..than reach home jiu pia my GB thingy...than very busy all the way lo..lolz..than later goin to slp le..gonna b a very bz week for tis week n nx week..chinese new yr is coming..hmm...must prepare lo..haha..k la..end here le..very tired..go slp le..muackz..nitex..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 11:06 PM