Friday, February 09, 2007
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Hmm..blog abt ytd first..haiz..really confused..y is she so stubborn..aiya..don noe la..small matter can explode like volcano..haiz..jus feel vex bout it ba..than morning go sch act as if nth happen..but the feelin is still there de la..hmm..don noe la..than during recess..haiz..after toking to him..don noe y feel so fan than walked away..when i walked away..i don even noe where to go..than my tears dropped down abit by abit..feel hurtx in the heart..but don noe y..mayb jus don like to see friends quarrel ba..at tat moment i jus feel like finding a place where no ppl is..but every place is fill wif ppl..haiz..than walk to the 4th floor..than the prefect ask mi not to go back to classroom n yet i jus hack care n shout back:"I GO BACK TAKE SOMETHING LA...!"..than the few prefect were stun lo..lol..sry huhx..who ask u all to tok to mi at the wrong timing..lolz..than after tat walked down to the 2nd floor..than as i walk pass nicholas n keng chun..they shouted n called mi..but i jus walk on..than they shouted very loudly my name..than ask mi wat happen..than i sat down..i told them is bout my friend things..than somehow tears really drop again..than they comfort mi..than cheer mi up..than when bell rings..they were abt to go n ask mi if i wan to go or not..than i sae..i don wan to go parade squade..i don noe how to face my friend n i don wish to entertain any question..so they acc mi back to class.than very cute lo the both of them..as they walked infront,,than i walk very slow..than when they reach 4th floor..i still at 3 half floor.lolz..than nicholas walk back to find mi..than keng chun hide behind the wall n pop his head out to see if i reach already not..lolz..than they stand at the spot waiting for mi to catch up wif them than they walk on..i feel so touch..really...i didnt noe tat guys is also so caring when everytime we only see their rough side..than at tat moment i felt tat i'm not lonely..the both of them acc mi all the way..a friend indeed..haiz..but is the first time being so not use to it without him there..wheneva i m sad or cried..he'll always b there..but he is also having his own prob..i understand..but tks for the msg which really cheer mi up really really much..knew tat everything would b alright..As for today..hmm..nth much..time pass quite fast i tink..than during history lesson..haiz..nigel was mad till he shed man tears..=s..than jus walk out of the class..but by rite ms ong is really bias..than tat jun yong..pls la..stop aggitating ppl..especially when u noe jolly well tat he is sensitive..n cant b played..u everytime rub salt into the wound de lo..see liao also gek lo..not ur business jus shoo..n diam diam..don so k-po n hai ppl quarrrel..u tink very shuang izzit..siaox..pls la..b a real christian if u wan..b more devoted..being a christian is not jus goin to church,.to cell grp..read bible..to attend tis n tat..but the most importantly is to obey wateva god's sae..no vulgar..but it doesnt seems to work on u,.no gossip..didnt work too..respect others..did u ? try to stop all the conflict than starting one..wahahha..u r always the one starting it..rather than ending it,,.duhx..pls la..tink thru when u sae others..others is not perfect so r u,.,.kz..siaox..nigel..as for u..hack care them la..a bunch of monkeys only,,.u noe y..b'cos monkey see monkey do ma..ppl give them eat banana..than they eat banana lo,..ppl gib them eat shit they eat shit lo..simple logic..no use getting angry over those monkey..k..than tat ms ong..aiya..she siao de la..hack care her..no use broading over when she didnt even care..ya ?! bear n endure wif it a few more mth n its over man..!wioohoo..haha..anyway..than didnt go for assembly..pei nigel in class..than as not to waste time..when toking to him i did my class duty,,haha..than let him cool down..than time pass,,.sch is oevr..than they come find mi..nigel jiu go le..haiz..hope he is fine now..than went to minimart wif qw..char..vinz..hiaz..don like tat minimart anymore..feel so uncomfortable..haiz..nvm la..than after tat go back sch take result..haiz..take back result..still de same..B3M..no change..i noe it might b nth to someone,..but to mi although is retake..but it really matters much to mi...i feel really depressed n disappointed..still ask mi go health zone ?!?! go ur head la..go there eat up all the food to lessen my disappointment huhzx ?!?! haiz..than after tat walked out of sch..sry to let u both trying tio catch up wif mi..i relaly don noe wat to do n sense of direction..all i could do at tat time is to continue wlaking straight..without any destination..than as i walk..my sadness is still there..i controlled n controlled..than suddenly a few drops of tears drop down..i relaly feel like crying out,..i feeel realy xin ku..really..but i scare others will sae it is jus a retake result..not impt//cry for wat..so i ren n ren..haiz..than reach lot1 thought to myself not to b so sad..must cheer up so will not affect my friend..went to causeway too..wlak ard..have fun..than go back lot1 vinz bought his new shoe..haha..i choose de wor..sry if u don like..but the one i last time saw which suits u is no more there..tats de second i tink is nice de..hm..looks great on u..=] .. than after tat very unwell jiu go home le..reach home..quickly do all houseworkk..than prepare my tomoro thingy,,Full U,..polish boots,,,than watch tv abit..online,..than later goin to slp le..very tired..must wake up very early tomoro..like daily routine like tat..must fall in at 8..hmm..hope i walk up on time,.Anyway..tis few days cried..mayb too many things happen inside out..for mi..the way to destress or help mi feel better is to cried out loud or go to places which i feel tat is quite for mi to stable my emotion b4 goin back to the noisy n distracting life,..sry friends if i bought trouble for u all..i'll try to control more..tks for those who r wif mi..really tks..anyway..hope everything's goin to b fine soon..b4 chinese new yr..*Try to forgive n forget,,.it will make everyone feel better,,.really..no use dwelling on it when it will nv come to n end..*k..friends 4eva,,family 4eva..jia you..With Love,Yu Shian...
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