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Saturday, March 31, 2007

GALS !! We did it..Well Done..we got bronze for the competition..yipee..after the hard work putted in..though time might b limited.short..but we did it..we nv gt any awards for all the competition..1st time n it will nv b the last time..jia you oh..we r goin to march in A&D..b prepared oh..muackz..Keep It Up..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 9:17 PM

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My date of departure stated is : 14 july 2073 - 83 yrs old..hahax..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:06 PM

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

--Its very true to mi..wat bout u ? Go try it..Good luck--
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Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:56 PM

Will i b regretting in wat i said out to u ytd? Will u b scare of mi ? Will it b a exploded bomb to us ? after tellin u..i've been blaming myself stupid..cant jus shut my mouth up..cant i jus lock it in my brain..haiz..but i jus have the urge to tell u.i don wan to cold war for so long n in the end u still don get wat exatly happens to mi..haiz..jus now after Gb..mi.shirley n dor went to seng siong..n after tat walked to bukit panjang..on the way thought of last time when we went there..the same route yet different ppl..than when walking round Bp..don noe y u kip flashin in my mind..mayb too close le ba..u jus live nearby..bluetooth too strong n is connected easily.lolz..than kip on tink..the whole day u no contact mi..izzit i hurt u again wif the truth ? izzit i m too much ? izzit u don wan to bother mi anymore ? Have u eaten ? R u alright.. i m not trying to control u.u understand ? stuff n stuff..haiz..mayb u r already my eevryday practice ba..haiz..blamin myself..really..y m i so sensitive..so easily jealous even though the other parties is jus ur buddy..haiz.many thoughts run thru my mind tis few days..jus afraid losing u tis gd buddy..haiz..even if to let go also impossible le..but wat i have to sae i already said..u have already mature much..hope u understand..other than tat..it is up to u if were to remain n go on as who u r or either tink thru n try to change into a better u,,.u r already great nt saying u no gd..but everyone nids improvement to get to the end which is the PERFECTION..mi too..changing to a better one everyday when my friend n i sit downs n tok things out n change each other..sometimes..frank words might b very hurtin sometimes..but if ppl have the courage to sae it out..than tink thru it..cause they have to spend times to consider to whether to sae out or not..n if u tink is possible..change it..ppl will nv regret having saying out n will treasure u tis friend..cause they will tink tat u r willing to listen to other comment..n will b the star of eveyrone..wats the strenght of we tis few friends to b together for so long is tat we took long times to communiacte n tok things n bad points out to each other..though will angry..but we will think thru out n change slowly..n believe we did it out of everyone gd..no harm btw..anyway..goes to eveyrone..true friends relaly will meet jus once in the wholelife.n is ur responsibility to kip it by ur side..I have no regret knowin u guys.. n U..take care..sry if i were to hurt u.

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 6:26 PM

Mornin woke up at abt 7.Went to prepare GB thingy..than shirley was late again..argh!we came up wif a plan..if 1st time late,she will give $1..2nd time..treat a packet of french fries..3rd time..a set meal..4th time..swensen or any place n order wateva we like to eat..haha..than during gb..went to do creative drills for videoing n takin photo in full u..than after tat went to change out..help the sec1 get try on their attire size..than 1 of the gals wanted to quit..but in the end..after being persuaded by the 3 sec 5..haha..than she stayed..haha..so happy..a cute gal she is..than i really don noe wat the sec 4 is thinking lo..
1st : When the sec1 gals said she wan to quit..did u all persuaded her to stay on ?Did u all tok to her ? did u all ask her wats the reason n tok things out ? NO..u all didnt..nvm..
2nd : After we persuaded her to stayed..n when we returned to the room..n i interuppted n asked can we let her try out her attire in the room ? n the reply back to mi is:"HUH..i thought she wan to quit ? [N gave a black face]" wats is tis man ! we jus expected a ans: "Oh really..sure..welcome..[n wif a smile]" But jus wat attitude u all have given..u noe how will tat person feel when she heard tat..put urself in other shoes..Gb is getting smaller n lesser..n u all r not even trying to save it..everytime jus stick to urself n the ppl who u all likes..
3rd : Can u all show some respect to us..though we r the same rank..n u sec4 have higer position than us..does it mean u all can step over us ? answering back in attitude when we suggested something..n tok back nicely when the others sec4 friends suggest..wat is tis..shirley jus tok to u all nicely n u all jus pretend didnt hear..don care..we r jus sitting beside u lo..even miss leong sitting at the back also can hear lo..
4th : N a particular gal ! pls hor..when miss leong sae the passin down of leadership..than she sae the whole company squad will b re-shuffled..than she said the 3 sec5 will b seperated as usual in different groups..than the sec 4 will b also arrange by her..than u all said :"aiyo..don wan la..we want to dicide on ourself..we wan to arrange ourself..bla bla bla"..than shirley said:"wow..sec5 nv sae anything u all still argue so much.."n wat tat GAL said:"u all sec5 3 person only ma !!" so wat ?sec5 not ppl la..not consider inside GB la ? only sec4 rules the whole world la..only u all gt the right to tok la..
5th : don eva giv us attitude..enough of it lo..wheneva u all not in good mood..u all can jus shout at ppl jus like releasin stress n anger on everyone..n eveyrone have to b obedient to listen to u guys..we r not dogs lo..we have out limit too de lo..nt good mood is ur own problem..nt happy either tok to ur friends..vent it at ur friends..or go bang the wall..DON eva try venting at us anymore..enough of it le lo..not first time lo..jus don noe wat excatly ahd happen after passin down to u guys..all is in a chaos;..only noe how to scold..vent anger..wats the point of rasing ur voice n nth changes is made,, n wont b up to any help ?
6th: Every time ask we all not to b late..n u all late urself..is tis the sense of urgency u all shld b doin..ya..everytime when we sec5 have something on before any GB meetin n will b late..n u all sae we sec5 r always excused..always no nid come or come late..n not serious in anything..Don even sae others when u all cant even manage to control ur own self timing..RIDICULOUS..wans us to fall in punctually...the least u all shld do is at least open up the GB door 5-10 min earlier ma..to let us put our bags n settled ourself down n prepare to fall in n start the whole activity..but did u all do tat ? no..than after tat..dilly dally,.take ur own sweet time moving here n there..in the end start punishin ppl when u urself take ur own time..blaming others.wat the lo..haiz..nvm.

Many things we sec5 jus see n kip in our heart..saying it out will hurt u all..n bring unhappinest..so we decided not..but the longer it is..the more guo fen u all get..tell u all tis..we sec5 dont deserve it..others lvl thought said nth but they also don deserve it..we have been under u all for almost 2 yrs le..its enough for us to bear wif it so long le..pls wake up ur idea k..don ink we all everytime jus quietly let u all scold n push ard means we cant feel anything or hao qi fu lo..make it clear..u all may sae we can jus don go if we don liike it..ya..true..but b'cos of the teacher..the promise we gave mdm..n pastor..we will fulfill it..we will nv let the GB fall jus like tat..our PROMISE ..telling mysely to bear n ren wif it for jus a few more while..it will b over soon..better don regret.. !! How u treat others..others will treat u all back the same..remeber tis..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 5:29 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

No secret between us..Promised..alright..but i relaly don noe how to tell u how i felt..cause i don noe how u will react when u knew abt it..avoid ? retreat ? step back ? go as far as possible ? or best not to have any contact ? haiz..i don noe..feel really confused n vex..Ya..I'm jealous..wheneva i see u n others so close i m jealous..jealous not b'cos i like u..but b'cos of a unknown feelin in mi..i jus don like it..mayb not use to it when seeing a guy behaving so closely to a normal girl friend..u can sae i m sensitive..i m petty..i tink too much..n is scary..but wat i can sae is the truth feelin from mi..i feel so xin ku kiping in my heart..i don noe who to turn to..no one wil understand wat i excatly wans to express out..i also cant express much..i don really noe how to..wheneva i see those senerio..i jus pretend i saw nth..i jus pretend nth happen..jus smilex n walk on without turning back.i scare when i turn back i will see something unexpected..which makes mi hurt..ya..wat u said b4 might b rite..being relationship wif mi might nid a lot of courage..n real luv put in..n wif a over sensitive.attitude gf..no gd living life..ppl change..will i change b'cos of u..? i don noe..didnt have much conversation btw u n mi today..i don noe how to tok to u,..my mind is split to 2 parts..evil n angel..evil asked mi to stand strong n maintain ur thoughts..let tis b the chance to see if he notice n understand ur feelin..thoughts..n knows wat excatly wat to do not..while the angel sae..go on..tok to him..b nice n gentle..forgive n forget everything..nth is impossible..go on..haiz..with tis 2..i really don noe wat to do..everyone might sae he is jus ur best friend..best buddies..best partners..but will it b one sided ? did he really treat u as how u treat him ? r u really his best friend ? ur best buddies ? ur best partners ? tats wat others ask..n without any consent,..i jus replied..yes.definitely is..even if it were to b a lie towards myself..i might also b contented..jus wanna b selfish..kip u by mi..cause when i noe u r close to someone else..wat it came to my mind is jus:"will he goes to others ? will he leave? will he still b by mi?supportin? guiding ?"..i don noe..y y y ? i also don wish it to happen..wat i cld do is jus restrictin myself from any moves.. U grown up le..i noe u understand sometimes..tats y everyone is being more open to u ba..

Didnt really look at u face to face..cause i scare to face u..i don dare to see ur face expression..i scare i might cry..i feel hurt..guilty..when my heart don wan u to b alone as promised..but i feel like putting on a temper to tell u i m angry wif something..n hope u wld jus step forward n console mi..haiz..noe u might nt b good in speakin ba..nvm ..i don noe la..wheneva i cried is b'cos i cant take it anymore..sometimes when u feel like crying despite nth happens..jus cry it out..it is b'cos everything stored too long in ur heart is already numb n no more hurt is noticed..but emotion is still there to b vented out..so crying is really gd..now many might sae i m not strong enough to hold back my tears n cry silently..i might nt control my own tears n moods..wanted attention or wat so eva..nvm..by all means go n sae ba.. i jus wan to express out my feelin at the particular moments..so no more tears to b kept on..feel really better..haiz..

Went to dor house do project..when walked out of lot 1,u said u goin home..wat i get from shirley they all is..huhx?how come so strange de ? thought he will b coming along wif us..yet he is so sensible to go home instead of following..they felt guilty..feel like neglecting u..yup..tats true..nvm..its over..anyway..today were quite alright ba..jus really feel the hurt..really painful..restricting myself from doin the normal daily life actions..haiz..pls..come ot mi..help mi..tell mi wat i shld do..haiz..

I says wat i wan to sae..i express my OWN feelin..being nice..if don like wat is written u may choose to leave anytime..choose to hate mi any moment..jus nv able to stop how i feel..n remember..don make use of mi to get a motive done..nv eva..don treat mi so gd jus b'cos of a hurting reason..pls leave if u have no confidence to deal wif a stubborn n attitude gal like mi..don tink u noe everything abt mi when u don noe anything..don eva judge mi on how i look n behave..look thru my heart...Leaving mi wif some fresh air breathing for some times..time will prove everything to mi n everyone.lub u all lots..B TRUE TO MI !!!

Seprating slowly..My heart Dropped to the end of the sea..I cld understand how u felt.as we r goin thru the same process..Do u feel the hurt too ? Sometimes i relaly wish i cld b ur cells livin inside u..knowing wat i happening..how u feel..haiz..

Shian Always..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:06 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Long time no blog le..being asked to update by my sistax de lo..haha..no la..too busy n many problems occur n don have mood to update..anyway..here i m again..haha..

Ytd sch were alright..quite fun..felt the happinest when u noe how to release n let go of the problems in ur heart..i told myself..when in sch..all i shld care n concern is my studies..if friends r in nid they can find mi anytime...i'll help..but i shan care too much abt all those difficult n irritating problems goin round..it not only takes up my time..use up my brain cells..also affects my studies..wat for when the consequence is so bad..isnt it..haha..than after sch i'm damn hungry lo,,.in english class i was writing food names on a piece of paper..so hungry lo..than after sch went to lot 1 eat pizza wif vinz..dor..li..ping..serene n valerie..EXTRA ppl involve...but nvm..anyway pizza hut is not i open de ma..than hab fun..than after tat went walk walk jiu go home le..dor is quite stress up abt some friendship prob..but she say out jiu feel better le..so all settled..haha..she is understanding..friends will always b friends so long as heart is always there..ya ?! haha..than reach home le..very tired..but bo bian have to do housework..do my homework..than look after my mummy..she is sickk..haiz..very long le..hope she recover soon..than at nite daddy on air con she don wan slp air con jiu slp in the living room sofa..omg..sure back pain de ma..than took out a chuang dan n her blanket n pillow gib her slp..than the whole nite i pei her by her side..i slept on the floor...very xin ku lo...more worst than goin to a camp n slp in a sleeping bag lo..lolz..than cant really go to slp..than mummy kip coughing.than i kip on wake up..scare she xin ku or nid anything..haiz..overall didnt really had a gd slp..than 3+ than go slp..

today morning 5.30 jiu wake up le..made breakfast for my buiddies n sistax..haiz..very tired..but no choice..promised le..than go sch le nor...Very tired..noe my mood will b bad..but controlled..so still ok..haha..than classes were fine..quite tired sometimes ba..than went for morning run..haha./pei shirley..knew very well i cant do any exercise anymore..as the advice from doctor..or else my skin will become really worst..even a doctor cant even notify wats wrong..only can gib mi medicine to maintain..n the proffesional skin care doctor also have nth to do n don noe wat is excatly the problem of my skin..haiz..he still sae cant recover so fast de..hab to observe..haiz..relaly sad n depressed..but can do nth..haiz..but pei shirley run cause i don wan her to run alone..cause sec 5 girls almost all no run..haiz..than ytd 2.4 also pei shirley run..in order to let her pass..at least i run behind her she will feel more relax as she noe someone behind is slower than her..happy for her cause she passed..beared wif my pain n run thru...haiz..really pain..its relaly hurt alot..it is like thousands of needle poking into the back of ur skin...haiz..getting from bad to worst..tats y i always shun away when my friends wants to hit on my back..we r use to it..but jus can bear wif it when being hitted on..some firends even hit so hard till the blood stain on my uniform..hiaz.today also..my back of my uniform is covered wif little n little patch of bloods..i hate it..i don wan my friend to b scare of mi..though is jus skin problem..but i relaly scare my friend will scare of mi when blood start coming out..than kena my shirt..all those stupid thing la..my friend wil definitely b scare tio if they were to see my wounds..hiaz..but friends..don worry la..it will not b spread..it is not a disease...k..i cant do anything too..wat i cld do is jus to bear wif it n telling myslef n others its alright..not pain not pain..hiaz..God..pls let my skin problem b settled soon..i really cant afford to bear wif the painess..it really hurt..sometimes i jus wish my skin cld b change into a smooth n nice skin jus like the others..than no worried made..haiz..especially when the water touches it..i cld hardly scream out..
haiz..so friends..i m excuse from pe..i'll try my best to pei u all to all the exercise u all wans to do..even if ppl were to shun away from mi after lnowing bout my skin problem..i would accept it..i will not b surprise..cause its normal..very less ppl can really understand n accept the skin..its too..eee..nvm la..let nature take it course..ya.cheers..

after sch went for luinch than went for art Ip..till 5+..than go home le..now goin to find reseach pic for my art..than go do my work..jiu go slp le..very tired..everyone take care ya..oh ya..hope the bread i made for my buddies is not tat bad..nice ba..haha..more to come..lolz..

sistax..happy le ba..updated le wor..haha..k la..go do my work le..chat again oh..muackz..

Tks vinz for helping mi find the song n sent mi..tks..

Shian Always..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:40 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

I cried ytd nite..feel really xin ku..i really cant control.. even if i m big in size but my inner heart is fragilecant even take up jus a little blow..All i do is jus giving my friends trouble..wateva i do will somehow affect my friends ard mi..i'm sry..nt only u all feel hurt..mi too..cause all started b'cos of mi..wheneva things happen i jus feel so lousy..i can do nth,..but the one who started all is mi..yet i could do nth but jus cry..many words in my heart..my mind..i don noe how to express it out..i really feel xin ku..ya..wat he sae is right..everytime the things i do,he will tio..mayb i really did wrong since the beginning..but i really don noe wat to do..how to treat everything equally ? i don noe..all i noe..all i cld do is jus protect n protect..i noe u wont wan it..but i jus don noe y..mayb tats fate..i try all means to kip every friends by my side..even i can b'cos of friends n kena everything..all silent action..no one noes..i really don wan my friend b'cos of mi than quarrel again..history start repeating..tats y i hate it..y does it have to b mi everytime to make a chaoz in my friendship n involve so many ppl..i really don noe wat is right n wat is wrong now..i don noe..i don noe anything..i m so confuse...jus wat had happen..argh,..my head hurtx now..ya,,everyime i only noticee i hurtx someone after the hurt is gone..ya..indeed..all i wish nth has been startted..i m slow..i m stupid..i can always help others yet i don noe how to settle problems myself..wateva i do is jus bullshit..wat ppl doesnt wan..Hurtx n more HURTX..sry to invovle u all..stupid mind stupid thinking..wat to do from now on ? hack care everything..let everything happen on its own..wateva thinking jus kip it to myself..as i noe wateva things happen jus will afffect n hurt others when said out..kip it to myself..hurt myself..if feel xin ku..cry..than go slp n another day is here..forgive n forget eevrything..let bygones b bygones..today will b the start of everything...ppl..hate mi for all i care..hate mi pls..hate mi....i can nv stop the hate from anyone anybody..i'll understand if u all did hhate mi..cause i simply bring unhappinest to u guys..really..i understand..mayb i'll feel much better if u guys hate mi..pls don cum close to mi if u wan no hurtx..pls..i beg u..don let mi have another chance to hurtx u,,i don wan ..i shall b the only one..living on my ownself..tinking for myself..being selfish..protecting myself..i relaly don wan another hurt n make a chaoz in my friends friendship..i don wan..all i wan is peace n harmony btw friends..i don wan history to repeat..pls..protect her..she nids love n care too..gave her her apology ytd le..charmaine.sry for wateva thigns tt occur..no one will eva hurt u again..bless u..vincent..i'm sry..even though sry can cure nth now..its too late..but nvm..one last sincere sry to u..sry....

Let it b..move on...a gal tat needs reflection le..did too much wrong things..unforgivable..nv forgive mi when i cant even forgive myself..let mi b..tat is mi..a gal who makes the worls turns upside down..n cant even turn it back to the original place..eveyrone..stop it..for those who care abt mi.pls..i noe..i can feel the care n love from u all..but pls..any comment jus kip it to urself..for tis matter,.let it cum to an end,..let everyone hate stop..pls..don b'cos of mi n u all get into quarrels n cold war again..i beg u..beg everyone..no one is blame to b in wrong tis time..is mi who start it..if i did tok to qw..nth wil happen..sry everyone..

Hurtx..HuRtX..HURTX !!! ARGH....
y cant i jus make things right for jus one time ?!?!?! aint i stupid..goodness..
tats the punishment i get ba..wats de point of acting everythings gonna b alright when u now fully well disaster is coming ur way..mayb jus to act blur till the last moment..last sec b4 eevry bad things happen ba..jus wna to enjoy wif u till the last moment..
telling myself everything..smilex thru n nths gonna b unsolve..everything wil cum to an end..

I knew it..nv will us b together 4eva..nv..tks for u reminding mi.."Hold tight n Never let go"..such a wonderful phrase..a promise..a vow being said..n it will b gone soon..hope i wish i cld turn the time back when nth starts happenin n grab hold on ur hand for as long as i cld..u giv mi the warmth..the strength to carry on..but no more for now..no more eva..facing all the consequences..tink n tink..gone...

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:33 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Ytd went to udnerwater world in sentosa..took 188 there..on the way it was rather fun n happy..than reach there..than found out gt so many colour de bus to take to different location..than took yellow..than blue than red..i tink if i not rong..than went to bought tickets into underwater world..$19.50..wat a bomb..but nvm..it has been ages since i last went there..than all i thought is to enjoy there in order not to waste money..than went to see those sharks..jellyfish..n BIG turtles..than a man told us to take a pic as a ji nian..than still sae FREE de..than in the end when we about to walk out he told us to go see the 2 photo..than choose one n can make into watsoeva thingy..than i immediately shoot..i thought jus now u sae is free....than he no reply..duhx.nvm..than charmaine wanted to make into a keychain..than 1 for $12..2 of $15,,so i pei her make one lo..than after tat than knew we already missed the 3+ show at dolphin lagoon..than haev to wait for another round which is in 5+..as we nid about half n hrs to travel from underwater world to dolphine lagoon..than went to delifrances..after tat went to find cai hui they all at siloso beach..cai hui..rui fen..lela n mustakim is there to picnic n relax..than startin thought to go there meet up for awhile since there is stil time to travel to dolphin lagoon..than in the end ended up playing there..i sitted at the beach..thinking wats goin on..wheneva things occur wat i could do i either to cry than slp n forget..or sit down alone n tink thru..than they bought beers...drank some..sitted there for qutie long time..all i could hear is laughter n happinest..which made mi thinks tat nth is to worry about with the laughter always ard..tks to cai hui who taught mi many things..knew the strong friendship btw ming jie n her..even thought normally ppl tense to see their friendship is like so de funny lo..like not tat gd..but then i jus realise tat their bondin is really strong..they tok things out..cai hui..i relaly don have ur courage.we 2 n u 2 de friendship is totally different..haiz..i realy don noe..the more i sae the more i hurt him..n hurt myself..wat to do wat to do wat to do !!!!! argh..don noe la.aftter tat went to vivo city to hab dinner..raining heavily..than went to walk ard jiu go back le..been scolded.nt tat happy too..sry,..all i cld do is to act..no matter wat..tks for the day to everyone..

..How i wish we cld hold on a little more longer before all the disaster drop on us..

..No point saying sry when things already happen right in front of ur eyes..Agree ?! yup..
..All i cld do now is to tink how to improve on..watto do when things like tis occur again..

Cutted short alot..don noe how to continue writting out..wat to do..jus to tink..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:14 PM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Went to meet up dor n ping at cck interchange.than li board the bus at her busstop..took 190 to far east..than went to walk..nth much de lo..many shops don noe is not open or closed down le..lolz..than walked to wisma atrium..takashimaya..than went to shop ard..li they all went to find their breadtalk manager..than after tat went to bought many things to eat..dor they all go buy corn hotdog..damn big lo..$1.50 only..lol.than ping bought bacon..than also ate tori-Q chicken..haha..than went to eat ajisen..mi n dor shared a set..tom yum ramen n the side dish is dumpling..than li n ping shared..chicken teriyaki ramen n side dish is fried prawn..haha.in the end each person only pays $5+ for ajisen..haha..than wrote suggestion..i dislike the manager there b'cos of wat she did n how she treat mi for the day i went there to work..jus one day is jus like suffering in hell..than now i left ajisen le..its time for revenge..haha.. no la..than all the suggestion abt the manager is qutie nasty..lolz..but we wrote the staff there is perfectly fine..haha..she will b damn angry when she sees it..might also jus tear it away..haha..nvm..than after tat bought double scoop ice cream cone..than bought double cheese hotdog..than after tat walked out n go to the heeren..[tink is spelled like tat ba..don noe haha..don really notice the name..=p] than went shop ard..took neopriint..than they wanted to make into badges..than ok lo..suit them lo..thruout i was quite quite ba..cause tired le..than headace..than went to take 190 back to cck le..somehow somewhere it is really enjoying..took lots n lots of pic..in bus..in toilet..in shopping malls..in restaurant..though might b lame but it is really memorable..n fun.,..nv will i forget..too long since the 4 of us last went out tgether..hope to have tis chance again..really hab fun wif u gals today..muack..lurb..

Yu shian..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 6:51 PM

Morning woke up at 6.30 than went to bath..ate breakfast..than went to sch le..hab maths Ip from 8 to 9.30,.we started late than end early..haha..only 1 hrs of ip..lolz..than learn new things again..yipee..slowly i can absorb le ba..hope i really can buck up on my maths..cause nursing nids maths..than after tat pei li they all go minimart buy things than go home le..than prepared le..now goin out again..cause ping jio us out..she sae we 4 hardly goes out toegther when she start to date wif jie ming..n when we have some friendship prob..so tis time round we r goin out to gain back our friendshipness..hope we have a fun day n time together..D.SKY 4 life..blog again when i come home..

Jux SmileX n everythings gonna b alright...
yu shian..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 11:22 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007

Today woke up early jus for maths ip..thought is 8.30..but in the end when goin to sch than receive call saying is 10 to 11.30..sian diao lo..than went to limbang mac..waste time there..than most classmate is there lo..than after tat went back to sch.than knew tat mr ang mix up the timing tha gave the wrong timing..it is for 3A..than many ppl jus go home..cause of the change in timing,,than mr yeo quite sad n angry ba..nvml..thna learn new thing..quite great tat i understood..than went to english ip wif dor..than practice for the oral too.tks their teacher for teachin mi too..even though i nt her student..than waited for li..ping n vin..peng.than went to lot 1 to eat in food court..than went to walk ard..than pei vinz go eat..than jiu go home le..than reach home pack things for tomroo..do housework..watch tv..than goin slp le..heard tat dor they all goin out tomoro..they sae having aDSKY outing tomoro..see first ba..long time sionce the 4 of us go out together...yipee..quite happy ba..hope i can join u all tomoro..see u gals lo..muackz..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 10:18 PM

Long time no blog le..due to too many things happen..friends..families..n quite stress over work..therefore personal mood affected..

On 10 & 11 march..went for drills camp in sch..2 days 1 nite..wake up very early..Fall in at 8 in the morning in Full U..than started drills..devotion..service.short period of time only,..than drills..lunch..drillss..dinner..than drills again..than until nite..we r really tired n no much energy left le..but still nid endure..than at the end kip on encouraging each other..than we really made it..we really improved our drills very much within tis 2 days..relaly impress..even normal basic drills we nid a few mths lo..but shock cause the other cca r all havin their camp too..except st john..haha..everyone is askin..st john not having camp ar..st john not having camp ar..lolz..than if they gt camp too than we r really having a combine camp le..haha..but doin own things la..but also fun lo..than thru out the camp all happinest though tired..gain many..saw the unity in our gals..really great to hab u gals ard..though we might not have much recruits..but nvm..so long as we stay unite..let those who quited gb get jealous one day when we gals start building up..than 1st day after lunch mi dor n li went out of sch cause they both forget to take something,..haha..than go home lo..than i go back wif shirley cause nth to do..everyone noes we 3 cant b sepearted de ma..haha..than peter n jun kai damn funny lo..everytime tryin to di siao us.lolz..but had great fun..still ask us to go out have supper at limbang..lolz..we kena caught sure die ar..nx time ba..lolz..than at nite tok to miss leong bout my studies especially my maths..than she said she wil help mi out no matter wat..tks..relaly..she even gave mi a stack of info about nursing courses the 2nd day..i was shock.late in the nite she is still searching in the net about the nursing course in poly..than she sae she will no matter wat help mi wif my maths till i get at least a pass or a B3 or 4..than i was rather touch..tks..i didnt ask her to help mi check out..i merely jus told her when she ask mi wat course i wanted..tks u..relaly..i promise to do well..k..

Than the 2nd day is pastor ben's b'dae..than gave him a box of choco..n sang him a b'dae song.he is also tired out..he had been preparing n planning forour competition long time agoo despite he still nids to work..tks.than tis camp makes him lost his voice..we r competing over others cca voice..he nids to shout in order to let us hear him..sry..but tks..than morning fall in at 8..than ate breakfast..than all the way drills..till 1.30..than it was damn hot tat day..than pastor ask us to fill up our cup.than drink it up..than the 2nd round of cup water..is to put over our head n when he counts 1 to 3..than we hab to overturn our cup n let the water splash on us..than we were all shock lo..than ncc..BB all were in the canteen n they were resting..diaox lo..everyone is looking at us.but it is really greatn shiok..so cool lo..cold water splash on a hot day..lozl.but when we start marching..my shirt dry up very fast cause the sun is far too hot..but still ok la..than the 3rd time is to pour the water on our face..;lolz..than the sun too hot le..we all kena sun burnt..than hurt my hands..my palms there..my junior march n hit on my hand cause her timing is wrong..haiz..relaly huts..blueblack le..very palm..swollen ytd nite..hiaz..nvm la..over le..than go home still thought of goin out..but cant le..cause relaly too tired le..somemore i didnt have a gd rest in the nite..than is too tired out le..relaly...cant imagine de..than go home le..straight away bath le jiu fall aslp on bed le..too tired le..than till nite than wake up [pack mi thing for the nx day ip coaching..than go back slp again..too tired le..but really had a nice camp..really..tks everyone..gals..having competition for tis sat n nx sat..we can do it de..jia you ok ?! we can de..let not waste all our effort for the fast mths..put in our best..jia you..luv u gals..endure thru together..without u than it is equal to without mi....=)..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 6:30 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007

Sry for the delay update..many things happen in my house n ard mi..sry..so no mood to update..

Ytd..sch were ok ba..quite enjoy ?! lolz..forget le..than after sch dor,li,vinz came mi house to practice sing song for the competition nx day..haha..than practice practice in the end were playing..listenin n singing other song..lolz..but still gt practice la..than cooked noodles to eat..haha..so fun when we were eating together..than li sae we were like a bunch of friends living together..under one roof..haha..than after tat vinz took one cab home..li took one cab home..haha..than dor took bus..but in the end failed..lolz..she went up the bus than tap le than realise no money inside..than she came down the bus n shouted my name so loud lo..i jus walk not far yet..haha..than i was laughing all the way when she told mi tat..lolz..than her expression damn funny lo..lolz..than after tat she walked back home..i go home than bath..prepare my thing for nx day..than online..chatting while doin my work..haha..than those who r taking F&N r piaing thier corsework.haha..all so hardworking lo..AT THE LAST MINUTE !!hhaa..no la..anyway..than waited for vinz to complete his coursework liao than go slp..

As for today..hmm..okok la..morning sry if i said wrong things ba..i was jus playing..nv expect to affect u tat much..cause li they all use to it le thought u too..but sry..than after tat lesson were ok la..haha..

During recess..dor n li went to compete in the kranji idol..u all did well..dor..though u r very nervous n made mistake but u did well..u r alreadyvery great as u dare to take the first step out to take part n stand on there to sing..not many have the courage jus to stand there..so u really did very well..li u too..nice voice..even if we were not able to go into the nx round.nvm..at least u all tried b4..no more regrets..k..there r still other dreams to b fulfill ba..lets go..haha..jia you..kip it up..u all did relaly great,,luv u guys..mauckz..

After reces.s.the whole sec 5..were split into half than half walk the p.e room staircase there up to 3rd floor..than hald walk the art room there go ip 3rd floor..cause the teacher who offened we sec 5..he is too much le..use tat kind of language n words..than the whole lot of sec 5 wans to go against him..haha..than everyone was making a din when walking pass..damn funnny lo..haha..if he nx week come to our class to take over mr yeo maths class..tink he will die ba..haha..don noe la..anyway..really saw the TEAM SPIRIT of sec 5NA le..lolz..when anyone from us gets into trouble..tats wat the whole lot sec 5 will do..ya,haha..don offend us then..haha..

Than after sch waited for li n dor to finish their english IP coaching..than after tat actually wan go eat pizza de..but too many ppl le..than go eat kfc as dor wan to eat so much..haha..than after tat they go home than i go kranji meet my mum..than meet wif biao jie there.than go shop shop first..than heard tat someone jump off the track n the train will b stopped for about 1 hrs..haiz..than no train to n fro..so stuck..than mummy happen to b in the train..haiyo..than bo bian..wiated awhile than got the shuttle bus for them to go to their destiniation..haiyo..than waited qutie sometime..but bo bian..who ask tat person choose to jump at tis period of time..lozl..than after tat i went home le..they went malaysia le..than recieved a call from aunt..heard tat grandpa sickness worsten le..haiz..somehow regret not goin back wif them..haiz..even if i stayed..i also wont have the mood to do other things..tomoro training sure many mistake here n there de..haiz..no choice la..

god..pls bless my grandpa..pls..i'm already trying to press the pressure i'm having everyday le..smiling n smiling..which hopes to get the smile back from my grandpa too..pls..i jus hope if everyday i'm smiling..my grandpa will b doin the same..pls..i m facing much problems recently..all i cld do is jus to kip on smiling n telling myself nth is difficult to pass by if i kip on smiling..hiaz..but somehow really xin ku..all i cld do is to smile n not frown..cause i noe it will affect others n myself..haiz..god..pls..bless everyone..especially my grandpa..i don wan anythuing to happen to him..he suffered enough le..pls..`^`..

I nid a break somehow too..haiz..sry friends if i did anything wrong..n as for u.take care ba..don eat too much panadol..will not take effect again when u really nids it..if u really cannot tahan liao than take..k..take care anyway..cheer uo if u r unhappy..try to..nths impossible..everyione have their unhappinest..n can overcome it,.u too..jia you ba,..

Signing off..Yu shian..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 5:12 PM