I cried ytd nite..feel really xin ku..i really cant control.. even if i m big in size but my inner heart is fragilecant even take up jus a little blow..All i do is jus giving my friends trouble..wateva i do will somehow affect my friends ard mi..i'm sry..nt only u all feel hurt..mi too..cause all started b'cos of mi..wheneva things happen i jus feel so lousy..i can do nth,..but the one who started all is mi..yet i could do nth but jus cry..many words in my heart..my mind..i don noe how to express it out..i really feel xin ku..ya..wat he sae is right..everytime the things i do,he will tio..mayb i really did wrong since the beginning..but i really don noe wat to do..how to treat everything equally ? i don noe..all i noe..all i cld do is jus protect n protect..i noe u wont wan it..but i jus don noe y..mayb tats fate..i try all means to kip every friends by my side..even i can b'cos of friends n kena everything..all silent action..no one noes..i really don wan my friend b'cos of mi than quarrel again..history start repeating..tats y i hate it..y does it have to b mi everytime to make a chaoz in my friendship n involve so many ppl..i really don noe wat is right n wat is wrong now..i don noe..i don noe anything..i m so confuse...jus wat had happen..argh,..my head hurtx now..ya,,everyime i only noticee i hurtx someone after the hurt is gone..ya..indeed..all i wish nth has been startted..i m slow..i m stupid..i can always help others yet i don noe how to settle problems myself..wateva i do is jus bullshit..wat ppl doesnt wan..Hurtx n more HURTX..sry to invovle u all..stupid mind stupid thinking..wat to do from now on ? hack care everything..let everything happen on its own..wateva thinking jus kip it to myself..as i noe wateva things happen jus will afffect n hurt others when said out..kip it to myself..hurt myself..if feel xin ku..cry..than go slp n another day is here..forgive n forget eevrything..let bygones b bygones..today will b the start of everything...ppl..hate mi for all i care..hate mi pls..hate mi....i can nv stop the hate from anyone anybody..i'll understand if u all did hhate mi..cause i simply bring unhappinest to u guys..really..i understand..mayb i'll feel much better if u guys hate mi..pls don cum close to mi if u wan no hurtx..pls..i beg u..don let mi have another chance to hurtx u,,i don wan ..i shall b the only one..living on my ownself..tinking for myself..being selfish..protecting myself..i relaly don wan another hurt n make a chaoz in my friends friendship..i don wan..all i wan is peace n harmony btw friends..i don wan history to repeat..pls..protect her..she nids love n care too..gave her her apology ytd le..charmaine.sry for wateva thigns tt occur..no one will eva hurt u again..bless u..vincent..i'm sry..even though sry can cure nth now..its too late..but nvm..one last sincere sry to u..sry....
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