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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Long time no blog le..being asked to update by my sistax de lo..haha..no la..too busy n many problems occur n don have mood to update..anyway..here i m again..haha..

Ytd sch were alright..quite fun..felt the happinest when u noe how to release n let go of the problems in ur heart..i told myself..when in sch..all i shld care n concern is my studies..if friends r in nid they can find mi anytime...i'll help..but i shan care too much abt all those difficult n irritating problems goin round..it not only takes up my time..use up my brain cells..also affects my studies..wat for when the consequence is so bad..isnt it..haha..than after sch i'm damn hungry lo,,.in english class i was writing food names on a piece of paper..so hungry lo..than after sch went to lot 1 eat pizza wif vinz..dor..li..ping..serene n valerie..EXTRA ppl involve...but nvm..anyway pizza hut is not i open de ma..than hab fun..than after tat went walk walk jiu go home le..dor is quite stress up abt some friendship prob..but she say out jiu feel better le..so all settled..haha..she is understanding..friends will always b friends so long as heart is always there..ya ?! haha..than reach home le..very tired..but bo bian have to do housework..do my homework..than look after my mummy..she is sickk..haiz..very long le..hope she recover soon..than at nite daddy on air con she don wan slp air con jiu slp in the living room sofa..omg..sure back pain de ma..than took out a chuang dan n her blanket n pillow gib her slp..than the whole nite i pei her by her side..i slept on the floor...very xin ku lo...more worst than goin to a camp n slp in a sleeping bag lo..lolz..than cant really go to slp..than mummy kip coughing.than i kip on wake up..scare she xin ku or nid anything..haiz..overall didnt really had a gd slp..than 3+ than go slp..

today morning 5.30 jiu wake up le..made breakfast for my buiddies n sistax..haiz..very tired..but no choice..promised le..than go sch le nor...Very tired..noe my mood will b bad..but controlled..so still ok..haha..than classes were fine..quite tired sometimes ba..than went for morning run..haha./pei shirley..knew very well i cant do any exercise anymore..as the advice from doctor..or else my skin will become really worst..even a doctor cant even notify wats wrong..only can gib mi medicine to maintain..n the proffesional skin care doctor also have nth to do n don noe wat is excatly the problem of my skin..haiz..he still sae cant recover so fast de..hab to observe..haiz..relaly sad n depressed..but can do nth..haiz..but pei shirley run cause i don wan her to run alone..cause sec 5 girls almost all no run..haiz..than ytd 2.4 also pei shirley run..in order to let her pass..at least i run behind her she will feel more relax as she noe someone behind is slower than her..happy for her cause she passed..beared wif my pain n run thru...haiz..really pain..its relaly hurt alot..it is like thousands of needle poking into the back of ur skin...haiz..getting from bad to worst..tats y i always shun away when my friends wants to hit on my back..we r use to it..but jus can bear wif it when being hitted on..some firends even hit so hard till the blood stain on my uniform..hiaz.today also..my back of my uniform is covered wif little n little patch of bloods..i hate it..i don wan my friend to b scare of mi..though is jus skin problem..but i relaly scare my friend will scare of mi when blood start coming out..than kena my shirt..all those stupid thing la..my friend wil definitely b scare tio if they were to see my wounds..hiaz..but friends..don worry la..it will not b spread..it is not a disease...k..i cant do anything too..wat i cld do is jus to bear wif it n telling myslef n others its alright..not pain not pain..hiaz..God..pls let my skin problem b settled soon..i really cant afford to bear wif the painess..it really hurt..sometimes i jus wish my skin cld b change into a smooth n nice skin jus like the others..than no worried made..haiz..especially when the water touches it..i cld hardly scream out..
haiz..so friends..i m excuse from pe..i'll try my best to pei u all to all the exercise u all wans to do..even if ppl were to shun away from mi after lnowing bout my skin problem..i would accept it..i will not b surprise..cause its normal..very less ppl can really understand n accept the skin..its too..eee..nvm la..let nature take it course..ya.cheers..

after sch went for luinch than went for art Ip..till 5+..than go home le..now goin to find reseach pic for my art..than go do my work..jiu go slp le..very tired..everyone take care ya..oh ya..hope the bread i made for my buddies is not tat bad..nice ba..haha..more to come..lolz..

sistax..happy le ba..updated le wor..haha..k la..go do my work le..chat again oh..muackz..

Tks vinz for helping mi find the song n sent mi..tks..

Shian Always..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 7:40 PM