
Will i b regretting in wat i said out to u ytd? Will u b scare of mi ? Will it b a exploded bomb to us ? after tellin u..i've been blaming myself stupid..cant jus shut my mouth up..cant i jus lock it in my brain..haiz..but i jus have the urge to tell u.i don wan to cold war for so long n in the end u still don get wat exatly happens to mi..haiz..jus now after Gb..mi.shirley n dor went to seng siong..n after tat walked to bukit panjang..on the way thought of last time when we went there..the same route yet different ppl..than when walking round Bp..don noe y u kip flashin in my mind..mayb too close le ba..u jus live nearby..bluetooth too strong n is connected easily.lolz..than kip on tink..the whole day u no contact mi..izzit i hurt u again wif the truth ? izzit i m too much ? izzit u don wan to bother mi anymore ? Have u eaten ? R u alright.. i m not trying to control u.u understand ? stuff n stuff..haiz..mayb u r already my eevryday practice ba..haiz..blamin myself..really..y m i so sensitive..so easily jealous even though the other parties is jus ur buddy..haiz.many thoughts run thru my mind tis few days..jus afraid losing u tis gd buddy..haiz..even if to let go also impossible le..but wat i have to sae i already said..u have already mature much..hope u understand..other than tat..it is up to u if were to remain n go on as who u r or either tink thru n try to change into a better u,,.u r already great nt saying u no gd..but everyone nids improvement to get to the end which is the PERFECTION..mi too..changing to a better one everyday when my friend n i sit downs n tok things out n change each other..sometimes..frank words might b very hurtin sometimes..but if ppl have the courage to sae it out..than tink thru it..cause they have to spend times to consider to whether to sae out or not..n if u tink is possible..change it..ppl will nv regret having saying out n will treasure u tis friend..cause they will tink tat u r willing to listen to other comment..n will b the star of eveyrone..wats the strenght of we tis few friends to b together for so long is tat we took long times to communiacte n tok things n bad points out to each other..though will angry..but we will think thru out n change slowly..n believe we did it out of everyone gd..no harm btw..anyway..goes to eveyrone..true friends relaly will meet jus once in the wholelife.n is ur responsibility to kip it by ur side..I have no regret knowin u guys.. n U..take care..sry if i were to hurt u.
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