Morning were raining so heavily lo..piang..than when at home..daddy still wan to drive mi to sch de..but mins later the rain stopped..than thought no more rain le..can walk sch..than how i noe halfway towards interchange..it started pouring heavily again..shit lo..than is damn big lo.bo bian..thought of hirin a cab..but at tis peak hr somemore rainin day..n is 7+ liao..than also don noe where to hire,.than walked to sch..by the time we reached sch..we were all wet..than took off my shoe..than wanted to dry my clothe..but all washroom hand dryer is spoil..stupid toilet..than bo bian..have to let it dry naturally..shirley don wan wear shoe..than pei her lo..haha..than took off my shoe..than walked bare footed..lolz..1st period bio..than ms wong stunned when we didnt wear our shoe..lolz..than she lend mi her slippers..very cute lo..gt fury fury ball ball infront de..haha..than shirley lend from mr yeo..lolz..2nd period p.e..played tug-a-war..compete wif one of de sec 4 NA..than every round we wins..lolz..last time lose to them..damn sian..but tis time gt back wat we ought to win..lolz..saw the unity among our class..really..impressed...after tat pysics..erm..nt bad too..quite freee..than after recess is history..haha..nth much do also..slack slack..than 2 period maths..startin eveyrone was so quiet lo..tink mr yeo not in gd mood..than all guai guai do work all tat..after tat is 2 period C.E lesson..gt the D I S C thingy..abt ur peronality all tat..its really true..haha..have to browse thru again the booklet..had a peronal booklet on mi..haha..after tat arrange the tables n chairs for tomoro's mid yr examination..than went art room.ping have to find treacher about her art..quite long.than had fun in there..walked to lot1..than went to walk ard..do something impt..than go home le..later gonna b bz wif something le..hmm..anyway..jia you for tomroo exam ba..kambateh..!! GO GO GO !!muackz..best wishes..
Today were quite tiring..very moody everyone of us..hmm..best part is..1st 2 period..history..ms ong nv cum..wahahaha..than slack..but still doin work n studyin for bio la..than after tat is 2 period bio..aiyo..die liao lo..the test is quite fun.rotating ard 15 stations..but sure fail de..haha..cause study nt much..lolz.than physicx were fun..mr malek in gd mood today i tink..haha..than the whole class very relax..lolz..than english were very tired le..lucky is 1 period only..than mtl..funny lo..so many teacher in canteen than they go buy food to eat..from the entrance for the stall holders..lolz..than maths were stil ok..but seems like many n many things r really hard to catch up le..haiz..jia you ba..after sch went to lot 1 to find my friend in ajisen..glad to see him ard..hope he will b transfer here..than he wont have to see the SHARON MANAGER face liao..always bias de..haiz..nvm..than walk walk..than went to bought something impt..yup..than 6+ jiu reach home le..preparin for my art thingy..than arrangin all the photo in my documents n hp..than all were re shuffled..haha..so happy..than later jiu go do n revise my work le..yup..
Hmm..Physic 2 whole period were goin thru a mock paper..than doin correction..than time passed..than after mtl chit chat ..rest abit..than do some work..than after recess english class..erm..2 period still ok..nt restless..haha..bio..haiz..tomroo gt test on reproduction on plants..hmm,.sure fail again de la..lolz.than today no common test..than maths actually 1 period only..but stretch to 2 period..2.15 than end..haha..nvm la..learn more..than we gt a class "cheer" somehow..haha..than after sch put our bags in art room..than went to ajisen to have lunch..have "man zu gan" le..cause ate ajisen which i long wanted to..haha..but feel heartpain at the same time..feeded my mind..my stomach wif all the food it wans to eat..but my pocket will nv b feed..haha..nvm..gonna save up again le..CANT USE ANY MORE $$$ LE..than after tat jiu went walk ard help buy something for mrs tay..than go back sch le..took photos...lots of it..stupid one also have,lolz..had fun..than 6+ everything ended n went home..went to lot 1 again..than i bought a card reader..hmm..for $13..spent money again..but if it is useful to mi.tink is quite worth it ba.hm..SAVE SAVE SAVE FROM TMR ON...than went home le..tried using the card reader..than put photo in..haha.yipee..
Morning art..hmm..Change my theme..at 1st is "Colour Of Life"..than change to "My life"..than lastly finalist on "ME"..lolz..cause mi n mrs tay sit down there tok n discuss abt lots of things..than the manipulation all tat..than in the end still feel doin abt myself is still de best..cause i cant really focus on my friends tat much..i noe myself fully well than knowing them..n i really cant focus much n do much on them..so in conclusion we decided to do on myself..hope tis will b finalist theme..n hope i can do well n score well for it..Took mi 4 periods to do n dicuss on my art wif teacher..1st time lo..lolz..before recess i'm in the art room all the while..lolz.
Lesson b4 recess were all cancelled..hooray..haha..cause mornin gt the sports heat at stadium for those runners..than teachers we there too..than morning gt house cheerin practice..statin to get enthu as the date of sports day is nearer n nearer..than i vow to myself..tat day i definitely must cheer as loud as possible..don care abt anyone..anything..even no voice also wan to cheer..tis is my last yr in sec sch life..sports day le..i wan to enjoy myself..than after tat went back to class than since no lesson..we gathered n discuss n settled the class tee..n ya,..today collected almost half the class money le..haha..hope it goes well..than after recess..lesson were ok..than after sch went to science centre..omni theatre to watch videos on Human body parts..nice lo..haha.enjoyed..than were nt feeelin tat well..but nth de la..endure jiu hao le..after tat teacher let us alight at lot 1 since the bus pass by lot 1..haha..than went to kfc wif my darlings..pei them eat..than went home..tired..later goin slp le..troubled..anyway..tc everyone..hot day drink more water..cheers..=)
Morning still ok..but awhile later tat kind of freakin emotion n feelin cum le..i relaly don like it..kip on trying to restrict it but relaly cant..i cant bear to leave my friend but i have to..my face n attitude is too much for them to accept le..i don wan to affect them..friends..mi myself also don noe wat happen..so i relaly cant sae out how i feel n wat happen..sry lei..tis will nt b the end..but i definitely noe tat i'll try as far as possible to stop everything coming..sry..than after sch..b'cos of mi problem..shirley dropped tears..i'm sry..i really don noe how to sae it out..sry..after tat sat outside art room alone for very long..than tink n tink..than li n dor came out n tok things out..n today things were settled..i'm so sry..i really cant giv u all a full explanation..jus bear wif mi for tis while.k..sry..b4 tat went for GB project thingy...F*** la..i didnt noe u all made li n dor a puppet lo..scold them for wat..idiot..u all r jus a bunch of sec4 lo..idiot seh..damn freak de lo..u all wan scold or sae wat also no nid humiliate the sec5 infront of all the juniors n other GB gals de lo..idiot..enough of all tis nonsence lo..so wat if all teachers dote of u all so much..pui lo..nth de lo..only noe how to follow teachers backside n help them clean n clean..n put honey on it..eeyyer..er xin lo..siao de..tink u all big grp jiu can GL la..freak..really enough le lo..i didnt scold u all directly is b'cos i giv u all face n don wan any quarrels jus b'cos u all r my juniors..but don go over the limit hor..betta watch it...than after everything..left sch abt 6+ than watied for the bus damn long..lolz..than went to buy bubble tea..than saw wh..hmm,..than after tat vinz sent mi home again..before i gt of the cab he passed mi something..startin still thought is rubbish.lolz..than as i nid to get off fast..than jus get off n took it b4 i cld see n sae anything..haha..than saw it is a strawberry lollipop..hahax.so sweet lo..i mean the lollipop..haha..no la..but really nice of u.tks..for cheerin mi up..sry if i were to make ui angry tis few days..really have to bear wif mi for quite some times..n tks for ur patience towards mi recently..muackz..opps..lolz..nvm la..others don tink too much..is a buddy kiss..haha..lolz..lame..u all wan i also can give..muackz..take tis hor..don take wrong..lolz..so stupid..k la..anyway..conclusion is today is sad..happy..glad..n friends..really really wan to tks u all in advance..
Morning woke up 5+ make breakfast for my darlings..than went out quite early today..than reach there abt 7.53 like tat..lolz..than had house meetin..will have another on wd morning..than friday is sports day le..than class were still ok..than after sch all no IP coaching jiu went to lot 1..than mi.serene.wan hui n vinz went to suki sushi to eat..i didnt eat b'cos of some prob..yup..really cant spend money le..so ..yup..sry lei..than went down cause vinz wan deposit n withdraw money..than mummy appear..tok to mi,..than different emotion came..many feelin..cant b telled.mi also don noe wat happen..jus feel really scare..really..than went back than sit there rest..n was in a daze thruout..don really dare to look at him..i scare he angry..but he was there to stand by mi..tks..he sent mi home..haiz..than reach home le..tok to mum again..than she told mi about relationship thingy..about kor n his gf..n many things..than kip on say mi n him..sure nx time together.than kip on tell her no la..than she kip on sae..no matter hwo she see...no matter which direction she look from ..she still tink we r together,,alamak..than she even sae he slim down le..grow taller n look nicer le..lolz..duhx..than since jus now i reach home till now she nv stop tokin abt him..haiyo..kip on sae abt future..argh..omg..erm..if u were to look at my tis post don b erm..yup..she is jus jokin ba..i tink..k..hahax..anyway..had a tirin day ba..tomro will b more tired ba..hmm...
Ytd slept ard 1am+..Did my work n project..than mornin ard 7+ jiu woke up le..y lei..cause NATURE CALLED !! lolz..than went back to bed n saw hp msg from mummy n vinz..hahax..but too tired so went back to slp awhile..8 woke up n went to do housework..than bath..jiu go out le..took LRT to jelapang n walked to vinz house downstairs..haha..i figured the way there !! WOOHOO...yipee yeah..lolz..than saw his first smilex of de day..lolz..stupid..tis kind of thing also go notice..lolz..than pei him go cut hair..hmm..nt bad actually..nicer..than went back to his home as he want to bath..than sit at his living room watch tv..wif his sis n bro;..lolz..kids r nt tat easy to deal wif..but i like tis kind of tiring challenge..lolz..likes them alot..than stayed there till 12..walked back to LRT myself..hurx hurx..nvm..than meet up wif Qi-my biaojie..than waited for Ni..biao jie too..haha..sistax ma..lolz..than went to queensway shopping centre to walk walk..bought a bowl of katong laksa..so damn small bowl lo..n it cost $3..wif nt much ingredient n little bee hoon..n de taste is as normal as a $2.50 big bowl laksa..lol..than after tat went back home..dad cooked lunch for us..than went to bath n do my work.while they suft n net..hmm..rather bored..walked in n out..but nvm la..sunday is like tat de..haha..than 7+ went to lto 1 wif them..n went to NTUC to b an AUNTIE..haha..bought tomroo breakfast n other house needed stuff..went home..later goin to slp early le..cause have to wake up to make breakfast tomoro morning..k la..end here le..anyway..great day even if it is quite bored..cause no one will b able to b playing all day long in 365 days..ya..hehex,.anyway.nitex..take care everyone..mid yr is ard de corner le..will b focusing more n more almost whole day on study le..no playing..no shopping,.spendind less time on chatting..had to save money..really no money right now le,..than have to work hard to do well..ya..n less conflict when u tok lesser..haha..anyway..muackz..good luck..blessed..
GB meetin at 9am..Walked to sch wif li..Had our drill test..for mi is the last stage..stage 3 test..5 ppl takin stage 3 only..we did not tat well..highest is jus 16/28..n i jus passed..14/28..nt the lowest nor i m the higest..haiz..but really have to buck up le..quite disappointed..didnt relaly look carefully at the question n careless mistake..haiz..than had drills..devotion.badgework as usual..sec 1 gals wore the GB blue muffti today..officially becum our small 50th company family le..though only 4..but i believe in their potencial to being the gals up n guide more gals thru..jia you..senior behind supportng u all.as we promised u all..we will definitely go back after we pass out..ya..than had meeting for pulau ubin camp all tat..n those who went last yr ..tis yr will b taggin along n they r being permit to b lack than others during the camp...they can b more relax n watsoeva..but i cant..last yr due to injuring my legs n nt able to participate wif them to pulau ubin..i have to b wif the juniors alone thruout..i was like..kinda..don noe how to sae my feelin la..haiz..than nt tat happy ba..they were there tokin abt stuff like..:"wow.so happy can trick them le..haha.x..still remember tat time we do.bla bla bla..ya..so fun..than tat one so nice to play..bla bla bla..n sort of many other things"..i was like..i feel so extra..i don like the feelin..my anger//my temper came up..raising. n raising..n noe fully well of myself if i were to speak up the nx moment sure gt ppl who is goin to b hurt..definitely..choose to kip quiet n listen to song to cool mi down..i listen to song wheneva something happens..cause it really cool mi down slowly as i nid nt tink so much,.i choose not to ans anyone..i choose nt to look back n continue walkin cause i don wan to confuse myself more..recently i'm like tat..somethings wrong..buddies..friends..sistax..greatly n truly sry..i didnt wan it too..i jus hope to end it sooner or later..i hurtx..really..i relaly cant control..the more i control the more hurt it is giving mi..n the more hate is coming up..i don wan..let mi b..hao ma ? pls don bother mi..i don wan to hurt u all..tks vinz for waiting..n walkin silently by my side while walkin back..noe u r having ur own unhappinest too.but at tat moment i'm sry i relaly cant entertain u..i cant giv u the smiling face..i cant b ur listening ear..at tat moment..sry..but tks for walkin thru wif mi.cheerin mi up by sendin mi ur eh..eh..exploded powder face..lolz..anyway..after tat went home stright..goin no where else..nt even goin out wif them to check on our class t..i really don noe how to face u all..went to bath n slp all the way till 7+ when mummy called home..than cum online..feelin much better le..anyway..tks for being understanding if u all did..sry for wateva i did..don noe how to convince u all..numbered of cases le..nvm..hate mi for wateva u like..i don blame..
Today is Friday 13..heard tat it is a bad Friday..hmm..probably yes ? Probably No ? Morning had house meetin..hmm..today kestrel did a better job ba..sry to give so many comments..i jus wanna enjoy myself on tat day..hope tat day nth will affect my mood..than during art we gt another 3 OHP i tink..than now we don nid to fight over usual of OHP le.haha..total gt 5..yipee..than after tat english were quite tired somehow le..than kip on enduring till recess..than went to the table outside staff room to sit..as usual practice..did my work..thought shirley they all have release..than after awhile..janicia told mi they sitting over the other side,,than asked mi to join them..i was like..i booked exact amt of place for them to sit le..than now they sit over the other side..haiz..than i was like..forget abt it ba..than do my art..after recess is history..hmm..still ok ba..time past very fast..haha.Many thought there is no assembly..n went home..alamak..sure kena on monday de..than we chairpersons also kena..haiz..nvm..than after sch went for English oral..hmm..done qutie well ba..haha..but must practice more..after tat went to help out wif the wrappin of soap which we made n is goin to b sold on sunday..to raise fund as a project n promotion thingy.than went to hall to find vinz..saw him wif the other guys..lolz..fun playing ba..hahax..than after tat do my art n wait for the gals.after tat went to hall together n they played badminton..had fun again..than went lot 1..library.walk.than go home le..bought 2 kit kat..Don like to eat chocolate..relaly don like..very sweett..but bought it to cheer someone up..see him unhappy no like;..see him smile jiu like..mayb to u is nth ba..jus a choco ma..but to mi..hmm..jus hope it cheers u up ba..than send him to taxi stand..rather sad when leaving tat part..haiz..nvm la..
Whee..Long time no blog le wor..lolz..kena complain again liao..warning letter came[at the tagboard] or else it willl b pronounce dead soon or later..hahax.
Woke up 5+ in morning.Make breakfast for my friends..than Dor will b walking wif us to sch from now on..cause of her family thingy..than mrs tay today no cum..so art lesson were doin bible reflection as it is GB project..than p.e also..Mc..were doin the project thing also..than recess also..means i'm doin it for the 1st half of the day..than after recess..maths lesson were ok..like the topic very much cause i noe n understand how to do..than during S.S..heard a shockin n saddening news..felt really heart pain..really depressed..confused mind..don even have the strength to tink of anything..than the whole history lesson my mind were in a blank..haiz..than when waiting outside my class to go in..i cant bear wif it anymore..i cried...cried badly..really badly,.,li they all bought mi to the toilet..than i cried my hearts out..really very very pain n xin ku..been bearin wif it for damn long le..really very long le..pretend everything nv happen b4..it is relaly difficult..than missed a english period..than 2nd period than go back class..than sry ping dor n li..for missing lesson..tks for being by mi..really tks..as miss lai said..i m lucky to have u tis bunch of friends..jia jun..tks for asking mi how i m feelin le..after sch waited for ping to finish her detention..than went to watch the guys play soccer..than jun kai was hurt by nigel..nigel also hurt too..lolz..games r like tat de la..hurtin here n there..if no hurt jiu is not game le..after tat went to lot 1 walk ard,bought present for my biao jie n daddy as tomoro is their b'dae..than went home le..clarified the matter..ya,,broken heart..i feel hurt,.seriously..knew tat saying out will hurt another..but i'm sry..as wat others sae..tok to the person involved to get cleared to the matter n tok it out..don bottle it up to make urself so xin ku..ya..i have a confused mind..feel like avoiding every single one..but i noe avoiding cant solve anything..will b quite quiet from now on..have to take time to simmer down..let time take the course..
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