GB meetin at 9am..Walked to sch wif li..Had our drill test..for mi is the last stage..stage 3 test..5 ppl takin stage 3 only..we did not tat well..highest is jus 16/28..n i jus passed..14/28..nt the lowest nor i m the higest..haiz..but really have to buck up le..quite disappointed..didnt relaly look carefully at the question n careless mistake..haiz..than had drills..devotion.badgework as usual..sec 1 gals wore the GB blue muffti today..officially becum our small 50th company family le..though only 4..but i believe in their potencial to being the gals up n guide more gals thru..jia you..senior behind supportng u all.as we promised u all..we will definitely go back after we pass out..ya..than had meeting for pulau ubin camp all tat..n those who went last yr ..tis yr will b taggin along n they r being permit to b lack than others during the camp...they can b more relax n watsoeva..but i cant..last yr due to injuring my legs n nt able to participate wif them to pulau ubin..i have to b wif the juniors alone thruout..i was like..kinda..don noe how to sae my feelin la..haiz..than nt tat happy ba..they were there tokin abt stuff like..:"wow.so happy can trick them le..haha.x..still remember tat time we do.bla bla bla..ya..so fun..than tat one so nice to play..bla bla bla..n sort of many other things"..i was like..i feel so extra..i don like the feelin..my anger//my temper came up..raising. n raising..n noe fully well of myself if i were to speak up the nx moment sure gt ppl who is goin to b hurt..definitely..choose to kip quiet n listen to song to cool mi down..i listen to song wheneva something happens..cause it really cool mi down slowly as i nid nt tink so much,.i choose not to ans anyone..i choose nt to look back n continue walkin cause i don wan to confuse myself more..recently i'm like tat..somethings wrong..buddies..friends..sistax..greatly n truly sry..i didnt wan it too..i jus hope to end it sooner or later..i hurtx..really..i relaly cant control..the more i control the more hurt it is giving mi..n the more hate is coming up..i don wan..let mi b..hao ma ? pls don bother mi..i don wan to hurt u all..tks vinz for waiting..n walkin silently by my side while walkin back..noe u r having ur own unhappinest too.but at tat moment i'm sry i relaly cant entertain u..i cant giv u the smiling face..i cant b ur listening ear..at tat moment..sry..but tks for walkin thru wif mi.cheerin mi up by sendin mi ur eh..eh..exploded powder face..lolz..anyway..after tat went home stright..goin no where else..nt even goin out wif them to check on our class t..i really don noe how to face u all..went to bath n slp all the way till 7+ when mummy called home..than cum online..feelin much better le..anyway..tks for being understanding if u all did..sry for wateva i did..don noe how to convince u all..numbered of cases le..nvm..hate mi for wateva u like..i don blame..
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