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Friday, April 13, 2007

Today is Friday 13..heard tat it is a bad Friday..hmm..probably yes ? Probably No ? Morning had house meetin..hmm..today kestrel did a better job ba..sry to give so many comments..i jus wanna enjoy myself on tat day..hope tat day nth will affect my mood..than during art we gt another 3 OHP i tink..than now we don nid to fight over usual of OHP le.haha..total gt 5..yipee..than after tat english were quite tired somehow le..than kip on enduring till recess..than went to the table outside staff room to sit..as usual practice..did my work..thought shirley they all have release..than after awhile..janicia told mi they sitting over the other side,,than asked mi to join them..i was like..i booked exact amt of place for them to sit le..than now they sit over the other side..haiz..than i was like..forget abt it ba..than do my art..after recess is history..hmm..still ok ba..time past very fast..haha.Many thought there is no assembly..n went home..alamak..sure kena on monday de..than we chairpersons also kena..haiz..nvm..than after sch went for English oral..hmm..done qutie well ba..haha..but must practice more..after tat went to help out wif the wrappin of soap which we made n is goin to b sold on sunday..to raise fund as a project n promotion thingy.than went to hall to find vinz..saw him wif the other guys..lolz..fun playing ba..hahax..than after tat do my art n wait for the gals.after tat went to hall together n they played badminton..had fun again..than went lot 1..library.walk.than go home le..bought 2 kit kat..Don like to eat chocolate..relaly don like..very sweett..but bought it to cheer someone up..see him unhappy no like;..see him smile jiu like..mayb to u is nth ba..jus a choco ma..but to mi..hmm..jus hope it cheers u up ba..than send him to taxi stand..rather sad when leaving tat part..haiz..nvm la..

Morning woke up saw ur msg..chinese text..wonderful..sry ytd nite fall aslp while waitin u le..shock to see wat u wrote..sry wor...lolz..anyway..u told mi in advance..i understand..so kip on preventing to let u gettin aggitated..especially during house meetin.but did nth much though,,..sry.than were kinda not tat nice to u..giving u attitude ba..mood was swaving..haiz..felt really bad..cause i noe u very tired n is already tired out n will b having bad mood..n yet i'm giving u the same attitude..i'm sry..i didnt ,mean it..really.i didnt..jus tat recently my mood really cant b control..haiz..kip on wanting to test u on ur patience..don noe y..jus feel like to see whether u will notice my mood change or not or watsoeva..i noe is relaly lame n stupid..but i don noe y..jus will suddenly change without mi controllin..if u were mi u will understand..it is not something u can easily control even though it seems so easy..haiz..i'm greatly sry..but after observation..u really is diferent..haiz..anyway..after sch..went out of sch..giving attitude..making u not happy..leaving u behind..n many many,,hiaz..i did many things to make u unhappy ba,haiz..but i can jus sae..i do it out of my stupid thinking n uncontrollable minds..i don wan de..pls..if u relaly hate it scold mi back for all u wan..hate mi for all u wish..scold mi wateva vulgar u wan..shout at mi..don b nice to mi..i don deserve it when i didnt return one to u..as u said b4..u respect those who respect u..haiz..n mayb u tink i will PS u..i'm sry..i didnt meann it..n i relaly nid time to control n settle well everything..i really cant settle everything at a go..i nid time..to get rid of those stupid actx..thinking..n things n movement tat make u unhappy..but saying the truth might hurt u sometimes..i'm sry..jus hope tellin u de truth is somethin to b glad about as changes n truth open up a better way for us...as we walk thru the path..k..tired le..go slp ba.tomroo st john i bet sure gt something to make u unhappy..if don have jiu shi miracle happen le..lolz..so prepare for it ba..as for the test..nvm..unable to pass or wat..nvm..getting ranks only..to us is definitely fine.to u i don noe la..last yr liao ma..affect not much..jus the face tat matters only ba..right..jia you jiu can le..n tomroo i'mm probably b goin out wif my classmate to go settle my class t thingy n go meet wif wif my 2 biao jie as they ask mi to bring them go buy something..jus inform u first..not confirm yet..than sunday my 3rd biao jie coming mi house so wont b goin out too..might b a boring weekend for u again..natural cycle..nitex lo..Final decision is always up to u..

yu shian..

Guardian Angel Paradise @ 8:34 PM