Thursday, August 31, 2006
` 310806...Thursday..
Morning wake up..than vinz called mi..or rather mc mi..than go prepare jiu go out meet vinz n shirley..so cold in the morning..clouds were dark...than wind were big..lolz..than by rite we shld b having our aces thingy in the parade square de..but it starting to drizzy n rain..than bo bian shifted into the canteen...early morning my mood still ok de..starting at home b4 i go out i still reminded myself to stay hyper..happy all e way..but reach sch dor tok to vinz in a very unpleasant sound..my "water starts to boil"..at tat time it is jus 20 degree...than do e exercise..do do do..Than went to hall for the teachers' day celebration concert..lolz..than can anyhow sit..we're so unfortunate to sit in btw the EXPRESS !!!they r jus damn noisy n is sooooooo de childish...n Ya..still claim ur self as express student...wat is today celebration all abt u all also don noe..stupid..than still ki[p on shouting "Happy birthday to teacher"...SIAO ar...even a kindergarden kid wld noe wat we r there to celebrate...than tat zhong sheng make mi more furious lo...wat rite do he have to sae vinz..he jus tell u tat particular teacher gt award rite..than is there a nid for u to sae "bla bla bla..tat one ur mother la.."..DO U TINK IT IS FUN !!!!! i told u all b4...nv eva hurt vincent..nv eva make fun of him or rather make fun of his family members..if i criticise ur family members u also wont like rite..mayb u wld even jus giv a box on my face..than make it clear !! OTHER PPL ALSO WONT LIKE IT !! noe ur limit....my "water" temperature start to rise to 50 degree...After the long n tiring n boring concert...went back to class le...Had our class party wif the teachers..ordered canadian pizza..than waited for very long,..cause mr loh is still unfound..=x..than between tat...1 malay gal from my class very CLEVER DE...as if like the class don belong to her..we were suppose to pay $5 for tis round of celebration..than she no pay..nvm..its ok..jus tat she don get to eat only ma..but wat makes mi boiled is tat..she came n ask mi rudely !! " U all nv go borrow radio ar.." than i said " No..we only in charge of food all tis n is already very bz.."..than she turned away the walk to a malay boi side n nag n nag n nag n nag...sae we bla bla bla...she still have the face to ask mi y u didnt go borrow...she siao or wat..no brain think ar..wan wat go get urself la...no hand no leg no brain ar...or ya..probably lo..siao de lo...ki siao ..i ur maid ar...sot...than went to vinz class..haiz..their class seems to b having fun though i heard its nt..but as nt to disturb him..went back down n stayed in the toilet for very very very long till the whole clebration is over.......than went to find cai hui..cause the teacher have to go very soon..than quickly help her bring down the cake n the present we gave her..than she opened on the spot...she was damn shock lo..lolz..looks like she is goin to cry..haha..but can see through her expression tat she is very happy n likes our present very much..aiyo..of course la..so expensive..lolz..than after tat we jiu walk back to cck...Mood is damn bad...than i really don wish to make everyone unhappy...i tried to kip a distance away from them...i tried nt to tok to them for a time being,...everyone indeed shun mi...only left one person...whom nv fail to shun away,..whom nv fail to stay by my side...whom nv scare of wat will i do..whom is always the one walking silently..trying to make mi cheer up when i m down...i consistantly ask him to go walk wif them first..cause wateva is goin to cum out from my mouth is nt goin to b pleasant..than somemore my face so black so "smelly"..don wanna or rather don wish to make him the same as mi...wan him to b happy..but he did nt..he still stayed by my side..tks.. Hurtz my hand...knocked against the wall..the pillar..the gate..wateva thingy tat is hard is being hit by my hand..oh Ya..n the hall floor..Now my right hand is injured...serious blue black...on the last 2 finger de bone there..middle one still ok...haiz..We split up once we reach cck..some go back primary sch..some go home..than mi meet up wif jie..than pei her go eat..than after tat she pursued mi go back to primary sch..than aiya..shui bian lo..anyway nth for mi to do ma..somemore vinz also go back..than i go back lo..than go back meet up wif many long lost friend..er..no la..4 yrs only..lolz..than we were so happy lo..all were different..than had a great chat...though we go back no teacher is there for us to find..but we met up wif lots of friends...miss u guys...*.*...than abt 3 something the guard came to the canteen n chase everyone out..dot dot dot..than we go lo..than mi went home..very tired..than bath le..jiu go rest....When vinz is done wif his thingy n he called mi..i was slping soundly lo..lol..i knew the phone rang but i thought i m dreaming..bla bla bla..than vinz called my hse..than finally i jump up n ran out to living room n pick up the phone...i was still blur blur by then..lolz..than after tat go change clothes jiu go out le...than was so cold..sneezing all the way..than meet up wif vinz..than found out i forget to bring my jacket out..than called ah kor to help mi bring out as he is also goin out..than waited for him..than took train together to jurong east n we change to the side where it goes to jurong point n kor change to the other side..on the train we were behaving like mads..lol..erm..sry..vinz if my kor somehow didnt reply u..sometimes either is his ear gt prob..cause everytime listen to music so loud tat mayb by now his ear gt prob liao..or he paiseh or wat lo..sry arz...Reach jurong point..than went to buy the tickets for ..waiting for the movie as many ppl sae it is nice..than go in..bought popcorn combo..sian diao lo..jus go in abt to sit down n enjoy everything, than the drink were spilled...no more drinks..b4 tat i still complain the drinks cup size is so big ar..than after tat..even big also nvm liao la..no nid drink liao ma..dot..than feel so paiseh..in front of him tis kind of things happen.. ... ..than somemore feel really unluckly lo.than don even feel like eating the popcorn anymore..haiz..jus feel like the tears is goin to burst out man...The feeling jus shuckx...than halfway thru..mum called..than was watching lo.than she kip callin..don even feel like picking up the phone..but bo bian...than finally picked up..than go out n tok...wah lao..like wat lo..i pick up than no sound...nt 1 time lo..is many many times lo...make mi feel so uncomfortable..than call back she kup..call again she kup..repeated don noe how many times..than finally pick up..than haiya..many unhappinest thruout the conversation la..than went back in..missed so many parts lo..sian diaox..really damn suay today lo..haiz...than after the movie tok to vinz..haiz..knew he is also pissed off by the girl in the cinema whom sit behind us..so de noisy..than hitted his head..haiz..though he is unhappy he stil have to fu yen mi..haiz..i m greatly sry bout tat...than after tat bo bian have to rush back..than took cab from there back.....on the trip back i thought alot..i'm really sry tat i cant pei him till so late..i cant gib him a happy trip..everytime wif mi he seems to b suffering..everytime had to let him pei he mi..everytime makes him seems so unhappy..haiz...other than sry..i really don noe wat can i sae liao...Than reach home..went to bath..than locked myself in the room...problems were here n there...hp were off..simply staying in my room...wat m i tinking...ya..i'm tinking of him...how sry it cld b...jus don noe how to tell him how sry i feel towards him..haiz..many thoughts were crossing thru my minds...haiz...k la..go slp soon..hope he gets wat i mean..hope he noes wat i tinks..hope he knew wats goin on...hope he can predict wat it wld b like in the future when we were out...haiz..Tink i will b "lock" up at home for a period of time le..sry..will lose freedom for a meanwhile..hope u all understand...[Sry,..wo chu le dui bu qi..zai ye bu zhi dao ying gia shuo she me le..][Tks for being there everytime i nid u..][ U nv failed to leave mi..hope tis cld last foreva...]Ur smile..ur care..ur concern...ur warmth....is all i wan..I miss u really very much..don noe y i jus feel like saying tat..Tracy...
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