Thursday, October 12, 2006
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So long no online..So long no update my blog le..lolz..
hmm.ytd is my 1 n only OFF day for tis week..actually don have de..but since gt 1 more worker being transfer from plaza s'pura..than i can relax abit..so they giv mi off lo..been waiting for tis off day for very long le..haha..=p..than plan n plan for the day..but erm..nt worked out..went to k box..than walk than eat..than i went home first..cause they seems to have much to catch on in their chatting..than somemore my stomach hurtz..than very tired..than mood no gd liao..so better go home first..than went to take cab n go home..reach home prepare hao the next day thingy liao jiu go slp le..
today still gt MTL Ip coaching..haiz..from 10.55-12.15..sian..than after tat i have to rush to my work place..which wld take mi half n hr..n i start work at 1.30..n have to b there 10 min earlier,..sure die de lo..haiz..nvm..endure...lolz.
Haiz...sry,..i cant accept u..my heart is in a chaos now..i m very confuse..u hurtx mi once,..n i took quite some times to mend my wound tat is cause by u..n at tat period of time..only he is by my side,..giving mi confident..standing by mi.."holding" my hands n bringing mi thru..cheers mi up..helps mi to forget u eventually....but now when i have totally forgotten all the memories u gave mi,..u wanna start a new memory of ours again..u wanna hurtx mi once more izzit ?!?!?! i really don noe la..i don noe to believe u again nt..all the promise u made r broken once..n i'm deeply hurtx..r u here again to break it once more ? or m i jus HER REPLACEMENT ?? jus to forgether u wan mi back ? i really don noe..i have so many doubts uncleared..can u jus show mi once u r sincere ? let mi tell u tis..i hate to b a spare tyre..nv eva treat mi tat..i seen ur real colour..for gd..pls let it continue like tis..so pls..tink carefully b4 u ask mi,..i rejected n rejected u is b'coz i wan u to b clear of ur tinking n heart..u have feelin n is been hurt recently...but mi too have feelin..k..U asked mi a question:"If 1 day he ask u tat question will u sae 'yes' ? "..My ans to u is..YES..i will sae yes..B'cos he is always by mi..wheneva i nid someone,..u said u will b there..but the feelin is different u understand ? if u really wan mi back..than lets see how long can u endure..i nid time too,..It's worth waiting for the someone u luv..As u asked mi out for movie..ok..tats wat i promised u long ago..i'll go wif u once..tats a promise..i hate promise to b broken..so i fulfill it.wait for my OFF day ba..
Tired..
MIss everyone..
Miss ya so much...
Take care..
Tracy.. [ One n only Him ]
Guardian Angel Paradise @
9:47 AM
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